no stream today (Patreon)

i got 3 or 4 hours of sleep, too stressed out to fall back asleep.
didn't really have a strong idea of what i was going to do for the stream anyway, and i hate being anxious or berating myself on-stream just to jack up my adrenaline levels to be able to do it.
will maybe do one later in the week before the month is over, but just gonna work on other shit today instead. i've been doing a lot of extra streams anyway. u_u