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this isn't a fun and sexy vid like I try to keep my patreon....but. I wanted to just say this out loud and to the universe <3 this kind of video unfortunately isn't allowed on mainstream video platform; which sucks, cause I want everyone to hear the message but I don't want to jeopardize my channel. share these words from the video with. anyone you think needs to hear them. I love you all so much 

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Anonymous

This was such a beautiful video

Anonymous

I can’t imagine the amount of pain someone must be in to decide to kill themselves..

Anonymous

I think of suicide the same as dying of a heart attack, stroke, or aneurysm. Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain. Yes, suicide is a choice, but what drives that choice? People like Anthony Bourdain could have been in a deluded state of mind due to an chemical imbalance of some kind. I really hate thinking of suicide as a selfish act.

Anonymous

By the way, I’m confused when you say that you’ve never been suicidal. Didn’t you upload a video last year called “my very real suicide attempt” ? In that video you said that you texted your mom that you didn’t want to be in this world anymore. Then the next thing you remember is waking up in a hospital bed with one of your tinder dates standing by you. Was that real?

Anonymous

Hey Love! Great video. You have such a kind soul. I attempted suicide when I was 18 and again a couple years ago. I am so glad I didn't die. Time, medication and God have changed everything for me. Now I am married with beautiful baby boy. Love you so very much!!

Anonymous

I am struggling with severe depression and Anxiety right now! Please don't say Suicide is selfish. I feel like a burden to my family and truly at times think life would be easier for all if they didn't have to deal with me anymore. I know I am not thinking clearly and I am sick. But I know one thing for sure. There is nothing selfish about a sick mind and the torment we go through.

Anonymous

My thoughts exactly! I love Trish but there’s things she says and she contradicts herself. Why, I don’t get it?

Anonymous

Trish, thanks for the upload. You said you’ve never been suicidal but you uploaded a video to YT called “my very real suicide attempt”. I remember because the video spoke to me. Was that fake? You said you were in the hospital and everything. If it wasn’t real, why would you lie about something so serious? If it was real, why wouldnt you be upfront with this small community of patreons who love you.People love you for you. You don’t need to be dishonest to get views.

Anonymous

plz Trisha when u r doing mukbangs in a loud place don't whisper or talk lower. I have good speakers &amp; I can't hear every word! I am here 4 the chat too! Put on a mic on u &amp; wind sock if it is windy. Talk loud 2 drowned out the crappy music, I don't want 2 hear their crappy music I want 2 hear U. Don't get shy in public, talk loud. They r all talking loud. Ur vids are pausing ever since I watched another channel live, did I pic up a virus? The sound doesn't pause the visual does thru the whole vids. Can someone tell me how 2 fix it?

Anonymous

trisha I love you and this video was so pure im crying. ive been sucicdal I nearly left my son to depression and ive been out of work for 2 years in therapy because of my mental health and stuff that has happened in my past. its only recently ive found my passion for life again and put the focus on my loved ones, myself and my passions so I can do something I love as a career hopefully once ive studied. life is so fucking short but the darkness just drowns you sometimes and makes you miss so much of it.

JD

idk what ur talking about they all load perfectly for me. I do agree about the noise in her mukbangs though but i do understand her social anxiety with filming mukbangs in public. you should probably take your computer to apple or whatever kind of computer you have if that’s an issue. definitely has never happened to me

LP

It's important to help those you love get help...but if someone completes suicide... you should know....Suicide isn't selfish. Suicide is caused by intense pain, suffering, and mental health reasons as deadly as any other physical terminal illness. What's selfish is expecting someone who is in so much pain to continue on. Peace should come with suicide, knowing that person was allowed the dignity to choose their story. If someone you care about is suffering, love them. Encourage help. Let them know you're there. Take them for a mandatory involuntary evaluation....do what you can...but in their death don't shame their decision that was the direct result of a terminal illness - depression.

Anonymous

ppl should be able 2 eat different food &amp; still be friends!!!