Hi everyone! (my situation, future updates, etc) (Patreon)

Another month passed, and sadly it wasn't my best month. I wanted to finish many more projects for you, but.. I wasn't even able to get out of bed.
I don't want to talk about this story on Twitter, publicly, but I think You - as a people who support me here deserve to know what is going on, why I'm sometimes not able to be as active as I want etc. 

I'm 22 years old now. Since around 2013 I've started struggling with depression and this shit is with me till now. Plus I've been diagnosed with borderline. I used to work in many, MANY places. But due to my mental health, panic attacks, suicial thoughts I wasn't able to stay in one job for a long period of time. I can't get help from my family - and I don't want to. Basically they never cared about my mental problems. I always heard ''You're just lazy, go outside!'' Or things like I don't need therapy because it's a waste of money. The first time when I finally reached to psychiatrist was when I was an adult and had my own money.

I live alone, and Patreon (+ commissions) is my only one source of income. It was always my dream to be a freelance artist, and even if I'm sometimes closed in my Hikikomori.. I'm happy. Because drawing is the only one thing that I can do right, and I love it. 

I want to live normally, because of that, I've decided to make a Patreon page, because it gave me hope.. maybe I will be able to earn a enough amount of money to be able to start a therapy? I really need it, because as my psychiatrist said ''medications won't be enough. you NEED a professional therapy''. 

I'm very close to my goal because of YOU. Thank you so much for being here, liking my works and supporting me. I promise I'm gonna draw more and more for you. Various things! Because I have many ideas in my ''to do'' folder haha.

Edit: Patreon is stilll a very new thing to me so maybe I won't be doing everything right but.. Eventually we will learn together, right?  

Thank you. ♥