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Hey my lovelies.I'm writing this to give everyone a heads up that I might be pausing my Patreon page for the month of September. IE You will not be billed on 1st September (for the month of September), and billing will resume on 1st October when I return from the break. And of course, I will continue posting here on Patreon until the end of August. In this time that my Patreon page is paused, I'll focus solely on MPL production work which WILL still go on. On that note, for those who have been asking when the launch will be, you might have missed the MPL launch update post I made awhile back - the answer is hopefully September or October.Nothing serious or major is happening, and everything is relatively well. But I've finally recognised that I'm in the middle of some kind of creative burnout (and probably some mental and emotional fatigue), which is leading to a serious decline in productivity. I've tried many things - self-talking myself out of this, plowing through the work, putting in extra hours to compensate for the time I spent being unable to produce. Buuuut nothing is working.To be clear, it's not an art block. A quote I read from this article pretty much sums up what I'm feeling -

"Creative burnout is when you do not have the energy to give to your craft no matter how much you push or try to focus. Everything you touch sucks. Your inner critic is set to “ruthless”. Your creative tank is empty. You have nothing left to give."

So...I'm thinking of taking the month off to carve out some mental and emotional space for myself, and to allow myself some room to breathe. To wallow, mope, and pick myself up again. And also to brace myself for the MPL launch on webtoon, when things are definitely going to be more insane and hectic than it is now.I'll end this post here by thanking all of you for being so incredibly supportive and encouraging, and so full of goodness and positivity. If I don't make any posts to confirm the break at the end of the month, then it means I've decided against taking a break, and I'll just continue posting as usual. Thanks for reading and I'll see you as usual in my next post!

Comments

Nlinz

Love you, girl🧡

Moyo Adedoyin

Hope you get a good break hun. Can’t wait for the premiere. 💕

Rozanthie

You do what you gotta do. We'll be here 😊

Vi Long

Burnout is real and awful. Take all the time you need. Feel better and thank you for being such an amazing creator.

Emily Basso

I’d take the break either way. Everyone needs some “me time” for mental health and productivity purposes. But either way, we’re obviously here for you 🥰

Emmie van Roij

Its good that you take some time for yourself. I know a creative burnout can be extremely frustrating, but don't be too harsh on yourself. That wont do any good. Maybe its even beneficial to talk with a profesional. I hope you stay healthy and watch out for yourself!💖

BlackCat

Take the time if you need it!! You have been spoiling us here with all the sneak peeks and extra comics, so you definitely deserve to take a break ❤️

Janell Cash

I'm sure producing what you enjoy on demand can be very stressful. Being a featured artist is a blessing and a curse. Take the time you need. I know I would rather wait a bit longer versus you rage quitting. 😣

Lassa

Take all thd time you need, you know we trust you !

Raquel Gaspar

Self-care is a foundation for a joyful and productive life so take care and we will see each other in October! Do whatever you gotta do to make yourself feel better! Xx

Janelle

I’d be more than happy to pay my pledge even if there isn’t any content for that month to continue supporting you. is there a direct donation link we can use?? please look after yourself. I find stopping and taking a break (creatively) to then start again refreshed is often more productive than forcing myself to crawl onwards hoping I’ll start running again. lots of love lily 💛

Jes Gunn

Everyone needs a break, even if you LOVE everything about what you do. Take the time you need to recharge, relax, do all the other stuff you've been ignoring, and come back when you're itching to work again!

A G Wong

Take good care! We'll be here 😊

Megatron

Take the break! ❤🤓

Koto

I’ve supported creators who don’t post as much content as you do. Patreon is just a platform for me to show my appreciation to the content creator so I’m more than happy to get charged for September even if you're unable to post any content. I hope you feel better soon and can use this time to give yourself a break.

Lu Cille

Take all the time you need to get better 💚💛🧡

Marie Sooper

Number One Priority is your own well-being. We want you to be healthy and happy!

Katia Lequy

Take a break if you need it!! YOUR HEALTH IS IMPORTANT!! You work a lot and ia just normal to pause from time to time! Take it easy and rest sweet heart 😚

BaltoKate

You do what you need to do!! We are all rooting for you!

Audrey LEREBOURS

Take care of yourself, take all the time you need, we can wait 😊😘

Emma Lou

As I'm mostly a lurker and don't interact much on comments, just do what you want to do. I'll be here lurking...

SOPHIA A

Take the time that you need to. Your mental well being is important!

gookumaxxi

Take your time to give your best for the things you love and your health! ✨✨

Mathilde

You're an amazing artist and being able to spot the right moment to take time for yourself before burning out shows once again how "emotionally clever" you are. Please take good care of yourself, we are so thankful of everything you've been giving us already! 💕

Leann Mallow

Everyone needs to recharge their batteries once in awhile ☺ enjoy your break and look forward to seeing you when you come back!

SeaUrchoon

I advise documentaries of choice, warm soothing beverages, and comfy clothes on a sofa. Works for me, but do whats good to you. That burnout be rough stuff.

Sarah T

Self care is not selfish! Take a well deserved break!

HazelGreene

I u derstand this 100% kinda going through a bit of it myself. What helps me (maybe it will help you since you are a writer along with an illustrator) is morning pages. You can Google them for a bit more of an explanation but it is basically grabbing a notebook as soon as you wake up and writing down everything on your mind in full complete sentences. You can write 1 page or 10 pages just write til your head clears for the morning. I swear to you it helps and it boosts creativity because you get all the worry and other baggage out of your mind. It helped me write my 1st children's book. Also just a side note, this is what I use my AB and MPL notebooks from red bubble for.

MiraRose

I know how you feel girl. You’ve been working long and hard so yeah time for a break! Treat yourself some! See you soon 😁

Katie Hanrahan

I hope you find what you need to get back into a good head space. Just know that your fans think you are amazing regardless of what that awful voice in your head tells you. You are incredibly talented! Don't ever convince yourself otherwise!

Mikayla Kallsen

I'm glad you recognize the need to take time. Your comic is worth the worth because I know it will be all better for having a happy, content creator behind it. :)

Bethany Runyon

Well, I think you should definitely pause and take a break from Patreon content. BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW, I would be happy to still pay you for the month of September. I don't just support you for the perks, I support you because I believe good artists and authors deserve to be invested in. I am happy to invest in MLP episodes as much as POM. And I am mature and patient enough to wait even two for the results with zero sneak peaks. Lily, we love you. No go treat yo self!!

lazyhugs

Yo gotta get that self care! Take care and I hope your creative block gets washed away! All the best!!

Tiaunna Leddick

Everyone needs a mental health break once in a while! It's ok to take care of yourself.

Trav T

We love you lilydusk! Take all the time you need to focus!

ryruya

take a break. we'll be waiting here for when you return. 😉

Jaina Aikens

Take all the time you need fam!

Lena M. Lucente

Dearest Lilydusk, I concur with Bethany that you are sooo worth the money and i would pay for September too. You have such a creative soul that you are supposed to put your mental and creative mind first. I too love and want to support artists that work so hard for my reading pleasure. I would be so sad if you ran out of stories for AB and MPL or the extras that i look forward to. I am devoted to your support and progress. You put you first. Just know i will be praying for you everyday that God refreshes you to OVERFLOWING with creative jucies. Be blessed and enjoy regular life for awhile.

Jacqueline Mak

You are always so considerate of us Lily xxx that just shows how loving you are. Take your time we re here for you xxx much love

Jaclyn Fitzgerald

Your doing great honey. Everyone needs a break sometimes.

longleash67

Thank you for keeping us all updated! And you do what you need to do to stay creative and productive. If that means taking a physical or mental break then by all means do it. I’ve been there myself so I feel your struggle. Stay strong, woman! 💗

LP

Absolutely feel free to take a break don’t over exert yourself, especially since you have so many important dates ahead. Take your time and I hope your break is enjoyable as it is certainly well-deserved. 😸

Pengwyn

Girl do what is best for you, both physically and mentally. We all love you so much and are here to support you! 💜 Don't worry about us. We will still be here cheering you on and eagerly awaiting an update when YOU are ready!

Penstemmon

Take the time you need! No need to pause the page, I’m ok with no updates, and happy to keep my few bucks continue supporting you. Your work has pulled so many of us out of a dark/otherwise unfulfilling day so many times, would I be supporting you really if I didn’t keep it up because you weren’t making updates for a bit of time? I have plenty material to go back and enjoy at my perusal thanks to you! Unplug and recharge!

Schkaka

You need to do what you need to do. You should take some time off and go have fun enjoy life. We will all be here waiting.💖

PBz

Take the time you need author! We are eagerly waiting your creative recovery

Heart2Sole

Take good care of you sweetheart, we will be waiting for you when you feel ready, many blessings!

Jenny Bowen

We love you Lily and can wait while you take some time for yourself to rest, recover, and heal your inner artists’ soul! 💕

Janfu

Rest and recharge yourself Lily. We will be cheering you on and we will be here when you get back. ❤️

The Breakdown (formerly Vicky Chang)

YESSSSSSS ❤️ This is a fantastic example to everyone that emotional and mental rejuvenation is vital to real productivity!! So glad you’re taking September for you time, Lily!!!

Rose Hazard

I hope the month long break will help run those creative cells again. You definitely need the rest so you can recharge! Everything you do is very much appreciated. You got this!

Nicolette

Sweet Lily, please.. please.. please take care of yourself!! You deserve this break and soo much more!! I second, third, fourth, and so on the statements made, and want to be included on still being charged for next month. I’ve told you this before, I am here to support YOU, not the perks that come with you. Don’t get me wrong, I love the perks, but I love you more. Your health and well-being is more important to me, and I want to support you in that as well. All of this wouldn’t be possible without you. We will still be here waiting for you for however long YOU need to feel better. Sooo, enjoy your much deserved break, relax, de-stress, and get a massage. Also, take a nice bubble bath with candles, a glass of wine, and some soothing music. Do anything and everything you can think of to calm your body and mind. Because, YOU ARE WORTH IT!! 😘 Love ya Lily ❤️

Rosaid

Lily, you deserve a break. Personally I would be happy to still pay that month or so, regardless of content. You produce content constantly, more so than many of my other Patreons and it is well worth it. Let me add, instead of worrying about your fans, maybe focus on yourself. You could treat yourself with the Patreon money that month or so?? Instead of considering it payment for your very hard work. Worrying about us will exhaust you even more.

Mishmonster

Do whatever you need to do to replenish the creativity well & recharge your batteries. We'll be hanging out here and don't worry about putting a hold on September, we're here to support you in all aspects of the creative process, even the recharge phase. ❤

Rachel Akau

You deserve that break!! Take your time and we'll still be here cheering you on!! ❤❤❤❤

Joye

If you do decide to go on break (which I hope you do) I hope you get plenty of rest in between working on Mpl. Creative burn out is no joke ToT

Stephanie

DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO YOU ARE AN AWESOME AND AMAZING PERSON! Honestly I would still pay for September! You do you enjoy your break!

sn319161

It is always totally fine and even advised to make time for yourself, mental health is just as important as your overall physical health. Hope to see you back in better shape Lilydusk!! 💜❤️💛

Paula D

Take care of yourself!!!

Lilydusk

Thank you so much for all your kind and heartwarming responses guys ❤️❤️ I don't want to give a fake 'I'm doing great!' response. But I'm determined to push through this shitty state of mind I'm in, so wait for me y'all.

Irene A

Your resourcefulness and self awareness is admirable. Holding you in my heart and sending you blessings. No worries. You've got this and we've got you.

kayreenie

A break is much needed and good to renew yourself. We will miss you and your creativity but looking forward to what you put out in October. Take care of yourself first, your fans will always support you!

Kirin

Hi Lily ~~ you deserve a break!! Thank you for all that you do. I love waking up in the mornings to your updates or rushing to the nearest bathroom or conference room at work to see your latest NSFW posts 😂. I’m not sure if would help, but one thing that helps me unwind / shutdown from a chaotic day is binging on webtoons/manga :)) Totally random/off topic, but I also recently finished watching this new Yakuza game called “Judgement” which has an amazing story + yakuza references for *if* you ever need inspiration. While I was watching the gameplay, I was just imagining Tora’s world in the red light district, haha. Not to mention the game stars Kimura Takuya as the main character *drool* ☺️♥️.

syd

Do what you gotta do, and enjoy some much deserved rest!!

larosamorada

Take all the time you need, mental clarity and well-being is crucial for your creativity. Being a newbie, I've got so many posts to catch up on (although I have shamelessly devoured all the NSFW content 😂). Best wishes on a restful month!

Katie Bray

Take care of yourself Lily! You can't pour from an empty cup ♥️

Katie

You always work so hard for us and we appreciate you! Enjoy your break I hope it inspires you <3

Karyl Bertram

Take any and all the time you need!! PS - I’d pay you anyway, I just want to support artists.

Glen Coco

Thank you for looking after yourself. This needs to be normalised and we are all happy to wait as we want to be healthy (physically and spiritually)

Caelypso

Totally support this, take all the time you need!!

Ivy

You've been working so hard and you totally need time for self-care! Take all the time you need to take care of yourself and totally give yourself permission to enjoy the heck out of wallowing :) Self-compassion all the way!

PixyCake

Sending you a hug! You deserve a break! Will continue to look forward to your work! :D <3