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I've been holding my breath on this episode for two whole weeks! As I'm sure you guys have as well, lol. Hope y'all will like it! ALSO, we have a Secret Garden canon episode coming up very soon, so stay tuned for more 👁👄👁

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Rebeca

Omg, thank you, just thank you 😭❤️❤️

Jaki

Canon?? It's not even my birthday 😭🙌🏻🙌🏻

Tora's Hamster

LMAO - Lily, did you get thrown in Webtoon horny jail?

Mimi Mesa

👏👏👏 i got butterflies with this chapt 🤌🤌

Tina Olavarria

This episode was everything!!! I’m so happy they’re talking!!! And Quincy!!!😂😂 what a mood

MustangSary

Thank you 🥳🥳🥳🥳

Natalie Huber

Lily! I'm screaming, that episode was everything! *chef's kiss*

ObstinateHeadstrongGirl

So much fluff oh my heart! Dream Poppy speaking her mind! I know we say Tora would not be a good IRL bf, but the way they communicate when they get it right warms my soul.

Kait Disney-Leugers

Excuse me while I stand under the coldest shower. This was too hot!

Ashley S

THIS WAS THE GREATEST EPISODE!!! I am in my feels, and happy to be there! 😊😊😊

TanyaC9

OH MY LORD!! This was exactly what I needed today. Thank you. Quincey just being all of our voices right now 😂🤣

Emily Basso

The hand. On. Her. Neck. THE HAND ON HER NECK.

Mimi Mesa

Just to he clear he was talking about her tatas right? When he mentioned she was aroused

Pallada

Omg, it was worth the wait!!! I love it!!! 🥰🥰🥰 Love the communication, love the little subtle declarations of love, ahhh 🥵😍🤭🥰

Robyn Davis

I have never loved an episode of anything more in my entire life 😍😍

April

Oh good I’m hoping there’s a little more context. I wasn’t entirely sure how he knew she was aroused 😅😅😅

LuckieCharm86

I'm so happy that the steamy mafia rom-com I love is back! And I think we can all agree with Quincey that they should just f*ck already. (Is that in the new NSFW canon episode coming up???? *crossing fingers*)

Olivia Cheney

So my dumbass is confused, was she aroused so she was grinding against him or did her nips get tipped if y'all catch what I'm throwing down 🤨🤔

Emily Basso

SOMEONE HELP ME. I CANT. this makes me think of that SG with him behind her on the bed, pulling her up to her knees with his hand around her neck and THAT ONE STILL GIVES ME TINGLES. ❤️‍🔥🔥☠️

Missy

Gasping for air after this episode AND THEN READING THERE WILL BE A CANON SECRET GARDEN. Call me Evanescence because I need someone to bring me to life after all this, Lily. MERCY 🙌🏻🥵😮‍💨

AEGAST

Oh yes. Canon Hand holding among other things, Dimples, Yuwa and Ulaan haunting aggressively, Me trying to keep my hands busy, communication, Quincey being the 3rd wheel, me still trying to figure out what to do with my hands, figuring out what may have happened to Toras shirt… Midnight PoppyLand indeed. Tora is the only one allowed for the admission to ride! Bravo Lilydusk!!! ❤️❤️❤️ Still trying to figure out what the fuck to do with my hands….

Pamela Isley

So hot and lovely at the same time !!! I love them so much

Bedtime4Jesus

10 bucks says she’s got her high beams on.

LemonTendie

I need a cold shower, a drool bucket, Jesus, and a padded cell in horny jail. Thank you goddess Lily.

CatW

That panel with the neck...Mmmm My soul is complete. So with the wait. Also, I agree with Quincey. This will definitely sustain me for another week. Thank you Lily and team!! I hope everything worked out okay!! ♥️♥️

Liv

WORTH THE WAIT WORTH THE WAIT WORTH THE WAIT

TicklemeAli

That SMIRK 😏 SIR!!… When you KNOW you’re 50% outta the doghouse AND confident you’ll get treats and visitation rights to the dog park VERY SOON

Yvonne padilla

I wanna see why and how poppy was so aroused 😜😏

NikkiFid

So cute! 🤗🤗🥰

Natalia

Cannon secret garden episodes are THE best!!! I know I'm not alone in saying I cannot wait for you to post that secret garden after reading this episode 🤤🥵

Jasmin Gee

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG *deep breath* OMG OMG OMG OMGOMG!!!!

PetitLikeMe

He didn't even apologize and still got some sweet Poppy 1 on 1 time...damn that handsome face 😆...I wanted Poppy to be more stealthy this time around 😅🙈.

TicklemeAli

#Gushing… that’s it that’s the Ep BYE 🦪🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊

Embo

So worth the wait. AHHHH I’m literally going to go jump on my partner right now hahaha

TicklemeAli

Please tell me he’ll make it his life’s MISSION to make her LOOSE CONTROL EVERY GODDAMN SECOND OF EVERY GODDAMN DAY FOR 👏🏼 THE REST 👏🏼 OF 👏🏼 HER 👏🏼 LIFE 👏🏼

Cat K

Canon Secret Garden???? You're an angel Lily 😭

Julianne McDorman

Tora in his slides idk why but I was chuckling 🤣 maaaaan, this was sooooo goooood!! I’ve missed them being all cutesy 😩 I can NOT WAIT FOR CANON SG

IcingQuinYang2

You are amazing. Thank you for your creativity

BumbleBlueBee

I'm allllll floaty. 😍 happiness!!!!!

Cass the Bass

I started my new job this week and then get rewarded to nice smutty episode ❤️🥲 What a great ass week!

Darlene

😍😍 love the cheesiness of it! How they are both been more open to each other.

Waffleknit_Narwhal

This was completely worth the wait! My mind is going ✨wild✨ imagining the secret garden that goes along with it

Lizzie Mather

😱🥰 1. You’re amazing and 2. Love all the hard work that you do!

larosamorada

His hand on her throat 🥴🥴🥴...sweet fucking jeebus! Lily, I cannot afford to get pregnant at my age! 🥵🥵🥵🤣🤣🤣🤣

Emily Basso

Any chance that ghost with the sharp teeth is the Okuri Inu? 👀 and the “get out” was a warning to not be around their presence for too long? Or *consequences*? Maybe I’m just losing my mind 😂 This is why I don’t tin foil. But gods, I want every AB connection possible 😂 I’m greedy for story connections!

WinterSolsticex

Love this episode!! And did you just say CANON SECRET GARDEN!!!?? 😍😍🥵😆 CAN'T WAIT!!

Tiana Veronica

I was literally thinking while reading this episode like damn i hope there is a secret garden about this scene asap 😂

Mel Johnson

Ms. Lily, a tour de force!!! Wonderful!!! :)

Alyse Hogan

I knew this episode wasn't going to go without a canon nsfw ep it was too intense!!

Darla (Tora’s THOT)

Poppy is not COLD tora….lololol maybe you got some new headlights in your backyard…. ( @ Y @ ) also I believe her pussy is melting too…….YEEEEEEEEEEEE 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏🦪💦💦

Lily knutson

Plz canon secret garden 💀💀💀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Becks

Thank you for all your hard work! I can't describe how much I love this episode! I really missed their sweet moments and I'm happy to see them talking and being more open. The steamy scenes were 👌chefs kiss. It's probably now my favorite episode and I can't wait for the secret garden cannon. The last few scenes are definitely driving me crazy. It's was with the wait!

Deseraie Mariee

I came RUNNING after reading the episode to see if we were getting a cannon secret garden 😭

Te

A canon secret garden you say?! You are truly blessing us!

Sarah Hewitt

Thank you!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭

Dani

This was beautiful and the communication between these two as well as the art is flawless!!! Very excited for the upcoming100th episode!!! He misses her voice, her smile, her hair, everythin!!!❤❤❤ And I know I'm not the only one who noticed the hand on the neck at the end, the gentle choke😊😊😊

Hyena

CANON??! Whew, not ready!!!

Calinda

TAKE. MY. MONEY. I need this secret garden post omg 😍😍🥴

Angela Christian

Oh. My. F***ing. Goddess. Dialogue. Dirty talk. Hard nipples (and probably other parts… 🍆). Confessions. Makeouts. Huuuungry eyes, hungry words. Tora admitting that he *MISS-ES* her, aaaalllll of her. AND THAT FUCKING THROAT GRAB 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄👄🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦 I’ve read through this episode twice already, and I’m going back in. If I’m not back in 6 hours….send paramedics. Hot ones. Maybe with undercuts and golden eyes.. @Lilydusk… 🙏❤️

Raquel

Beautifil ♥️

Darla (Tora’s THOT)

Fun fact WELL NOT fun fact for me: I was holding two cups of soda on my lap while reading this episode… I usually read this while I’m in a drive thru and shit u kno…so we get home and park in the garage…I’m like OHHHH SHITTTTT the soda spilled allll over my crotch and leaked through even my butt and I DIDNT FUCKING NOTICE…so I had to walk home carrying all my shit to cover MY WAP…soooo…this episode LITERALLY caused me to have a WAP….do I blame it on the soda??? Partially. 🙂

AEGAST

He’s a tiger, right? She just dowsed that mother fucker with a shit ton of cat nip.

Sweetz

So 👏 worth 👏 the 👏 wait!

LouCas27

I have very high hopes for EP 100 (woohoo 🎉🍾🙌🏼) and this week’s Secret Garden 🥵❤️‍🔥😘

blizzard

Exactly what I was craving. Man dream poppy is so lucky!

Goob

wait i dont see any attachments 😩

Christina Agan

I appreciate that “Dream Poppy” compliments his hair🥰

VintageNerd

Sweet in the beginning and Spicy towards the end 🔥 🌶 I thought it was cute that Poppy had to use her “dream Poppy persona” in order to muster up any courage to finally speak to Tora and thank him, and tell him how she appreciated his efforts even though she was somewhat stilll a teeny wheeny beany mad at the Tiger. Also the fact that Tora is not afraid to show emotions anymore, acknowledging and reciprocating emotions he would’ve been to shy to show in the past in front of Poppy in the past. Everything including the simple interactions such as the hand holding making sure she knows he’s listening and she has him, mind heart and everything else. Tora acknowledges that Poppy needs space to processes everything that’s happened, but also some trust has been broken. At least they’re working on building that trust . And Quincey……his nosey a** lmao. He means well but Q pooh sit this one out and go to back to sleep 😂 I’m really curious where this next episode will lead, because anytime there’s a cute moment there’s always some bad news that’s about to go down. And ughhh sexy time…we were sooooo close y’all !!!! I know she was definitely turned on lol 😝 *PS I’m sipping on some wine and don’t care if I have any spelling errors tonight 😂 🍷

Bekah615

YOU SAID CANON?!?!

Christina Kambouris

Lily and team, thank you for this episode! We really needed this 🥰❤️

emilyjean

I fell the fuck apart with that cheek caress and it only got worse with the neck grab and Tora listing everything he misses about Poppy while holding her against that wall 🥵 MPL might as well be a sensorial experience bc you can practically hear Tora’s voice dropping to a gravelly tone at the end. And the sexiest moment of all, Tora emotionally validating Poppy and telling her that he understands her feelings and he’ll be waiting for when she’s no longer mad at him. The look on Poppy’s face at the end is so open, vulnerable, and maybe a little taken aback by Tora’s total sincerity in his feelings for her. Just melting over all the devotion and horny tenderness between these two *dingbats* 😮‍💨 And gahhh the background art is so PRETTY, giving off serene Moonbright vibes with no nosy neighbors, only an eavesdropping Quincess who to be fair is prob gathering new source material for his books 😂 Lilydusk, you destroy your fandom in the best possible way and are always worth the wait! 💖

Christina Agan

My new favorite panel is Tora doing the -patpat- on Poppy’s magenta head. Bless these two derps

LyricWitch

THAT SMIRK!! Omg, it's insane how much I missed that man's sly little expression. Holy Hera that episode was ON FIRE!!! 🥵🥵🥵 I can't decide which part I'm more excited about, the steamy bits or them talking again. They're so damn cute 😍...but those makeout scenes...I'm struggling to find words 🥴🥴🥴. And Canon SG upcoming?! Lily, you're the best 😍 ...also, Quincey tonight 😂😂😂

Mia

SO SO SO WORTH THE WAIT!!! I fucking squealed ready this. The communication, the hand holding, the kissing. So. Good. I look forward to this story each week, it's the only Webtoon I buy coins for and actually keep up with the weekly uploads. I usually just wait and binge a bunch of chapters at once, but I'm too impatient for this story and can't not read it each week.

Chibi

Quincy is all of us to the T.

Colleen

Make em do it in Quincy's room 😂

Bunny Luv

I'm melted ice cream at this point xD 😆

Christina Agan

-sees canon SG coming soon- 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 dont mind me, I’m just waiting, respectfully................

Arty_Pants

GOOD LORD! THAT SMIRK!😏🥵💀

Jana

This episode was so good!

Chelsea

SHEEEESSSHHHH this episode was 🔥💯🔥💯🔥

Sharonda

This was worth the wait😌😁 they were so cute🥰

Savannah Turner

"I miss you. Your smile, your hair, your voice, everything." SWOOOOOON 🥰🥵

Bedtime4Jesus

Upon further thought, she didn’t blush nearly as much with her nip slip in the lake. Maybe she left a snail trail on his thigh 😈 🐌💧

Sylvia

Y’all, listen—I had a theory a while ago that Tora’s love language is touch, and Poppy’s is words of affirmation. In this episode, they both expressed love in their own language (Tora holding Poppy’s hand, Poppy telling Tora how she felt), but they ALSO spoke each other’s love language (when Poppy noticed Tora tense up, she held his hand, and Tora opened up about his feelings from the past and how he misses her in the present). It’s just perfection, Lily. Just perfection. A+ character development. A+ writing. A+ story-telling. I would know—I’m an English teacher 😉 Also can’t wait for the steamy canon bonus panels 😈😈😈

Ericha Gramblin

When I tell you i started sweating next to my man i mean I was MELTING! He legit had to ask if i was ok 😅😂. But i LOVEEE this. I love how she was expressing her feelings instead of holding them in. And for him to just sit and listen to her is so heartwarming. Not only that but her admitting shes sexually attracted to him 😩. And not Tora edging it on. Id of dropped my clothes right there LMAO! I love every single thing about this episode

Michelle

Wait… a CANON Secret Garden??? I can’t breathe! I definitely needed this episode. You really delivered! Thank you for everything you do for us

Aliana R

Did I spy Tora's hand around Poppy's neck on the second to last panel? YESSSSSS! That just made my week.

Melificent

Ok wait so was it a snail trail or hard nipples( or as me and my cousins would say "your firecrackers are popping" 🤭)

imilda

Forgot to breathe again 😮‍💨🥵

MarieEclaire

Canon....CANON! 👀👀 (*dramatic faints) 🥴

Mimi Mesa

The way he held her neck 🤤🤤🤤🤤

Leslie

LILY 👏🏼DUSK👏🏼WILKES👏🏼 BREAKING MY HIATUS TO SAY WHAT THE HELLLL SO GOOD I just…..the conversation. The flow of humor to real-talk to flirting. The pacing. It’s so REAL. The balance is sublime. Both of them leaning into “I never do this but I’ll do it for you” for the sake of trusting one another. GODDAMMIT SO GOOD.

AEGAST

Oh it’s a full moon. No wonder… Makes sense now.

Crowley

I am ready for sexy canons like Tchaikovsky and his 1812 overture!

patience

I am literally screaming!

Christina Agan

Anyone else just a tiny bit shocked Poppy didn’t get in a bite or two? Lol! Oh how I love this episode. 💚

JenCam

Literally LOL-ed at Quincy the entire first portion. No wonder he didn’t sleep trying to eavesdrop all night and avoid ghosts. 🤣

Alana Correa

Oooh buddy! I hope it's the one from episode 92! I've been dying thinking about it.

Sarah Hernandez

First and foremost, welcome back Lily❤️ Secondly...brb, I'm gonna have to take another shower and this time with cold ass water cause of how hot and steamy this episode was🥵🔥🌶️ My ovaries👉💀🥵 Quincey is a whole ass mood😂🤣

Cassie Cuhran

Thank you for the glorious serotonin boost! Got me smiling like a kid in a candy store (even as my child literally climbs on my head because I’m reading this and not playing with him 🤣)

Janice Angelica

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE with this week episode 💞💞💞💓💓💓💓❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

juju

Omg no cocking blocking on episode 100. Quincy leave them to cuddle ALONE

Krystal

*gasp* is Tora gonna finally lose his shirt in the canon SG?! *squeal* I'm not ready but also so past due. [Reposting one of my Webtoon comments cuz Lily is a master and I need y'all to see this!] Lots of cute, sexy, lusty stuff happening here, but I wanna talk about the Japanese Journey they just went on!!! We start in darkness with the shadow of Tora's mafia life (and house) towering over them, then we transition to the light of revelation on a LITERAL BRIDGE!!! Then we transition back into the darkness of intimacy and romance complete with arousal and confessions. I AM UNDONE! And we all knew Tora would be first to say anything along those lines. No surprise there but still TASTY! (Tasty like that kiss probably was cuz he hadn't been smoking 😜😛😝💋😚😘🥰 ) It's also no surprise that he would broadcast that he could feel her nips get hard but points to him for his restraint in the announcement lmaooooo but ummmm Tora's shirt is YET on... I'm looking forward to learning how it comes off. And I'm also looking forward to the day Tora covers his right leg in poppies 🌺 ==== Now that they are about to have a canon SG episode when the episode left off with them IN AN ACTUAL FREAKING GARDEN, I don't know how to contain myself. I wonder if he gave more attention to those "high beams" of hers. I had a funny vision of him naming each boob Dream Poppy and Real Poppy and thanking each with kisses.

DXSTINĨ

Yayyy I’m sooo excited

PrincessZucco86

This is such amazing storytelling lily! The kind of stuff that makes the human heart just sigh. Absolutely brilliant! 🤌🏾

Florence

It was amazing 😍😶😊

Eva Rodríguez

I miss them together too❤️‍🔥

Moonhair

I have to say, the improvements in the art are really noticable. Lots of small things but they make the story really smooth to read again and more expressive. Thanks for putting in the care and energy!🌺💚

SewLikes

This was good for my soul, and well with the wait! Thank you, Lily!!

LoopyJ

Well, this episode was a perfect pussy clencher and heart clencher combo. 👌🎉🤌

Nunucat

Omg I need the secret garden canon!

LoopyJ

Hopefully, Lily, you and your team get to relax a bit after last week. 🍾🥂🍻🍹🍸🍷🥳Must have been stressful. Give yourselves a Tora-style pat on the back, celebrate and enjoy your way to episode 100. You are amazing! ... I have to prepare for the gift of canon SG now. 'Tis too much, 'tis too much. Where is my fainting couch?

Jazmine Patton

Omg his hand was around her neck. I love everything about this episode

LaurenCK

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME … how did he know?! Was it her nipples?? Am I an idiot?

NShina

This episode was everything! So good 🔥❤

Alyssa Perrone

This episode was sweet as candy! I adored it so much!

nativa

Tora: Hey pops… are ya getting aroused? Poppy: Um….not really why? Tora: I prophesied this scene will be a secret garden. (͡• ͜໒ ͡• )

Gizemdrawssometimes

SECRET GARDEN CANON?! AND WOWOWOWOWOWOW HOW CAN I GO TO WORK AFTER THIS EPISODE

Alyssa Perrone

You know what I find most adorable about this actually? Is that literally nothing sex related happened between them, but a very important and open and honest conversation followed up by some much needed affection, and validation did. And Tora is acting like he is the King. Like the fact that just some of her attention makes him act like he just scored big time is honestly so pure and I appreciate it. He misses her hair and her voice like 🥺🥺

Moon Lillian

I loved that hand moment. So precious 🥰

Aquarium_fish

good morning my loves. I open a bottle of champagne tonight! to appreciate the wonderful work of lily and her team. just a fantastic episode. it was worth the wait. IT IS ALWAYS WORTH WORTH WAIT FOR LILY'S WORK. I liked everything in this episode the starry sky! AndQuincey! yes especially Quincey I think he is the glue between the two of them. I don't think they would have gotten it this far without him. and what I've been waiting for the most. was the pronunciation between the two. Above all that Poppy could get everything off her what was bothering her. That was a real reason for me to shout. Snd once agsin I woke up the whole house again at four o'clock in the morning! and I appreciated that Tora didn't block this time. even when he tensed up again he stayed and let Poppy finish talking. i will definitely walking on clouds today. Becsuae this Episode was absolut stunning. I wish you all and Lily and her Team a wonderful weekend.

sprklpixl

OMG TOTALLY WORTH THE WAIT 🥵🥵🥵💋

Miso-925

Wow, such a great episode! Totally worth the wait! Stunning character development, Lily! Thank you 😊

Mimi Mesa

Sorry if this is so out of place, but can someone reply to this comment, i havent been getting notifications for patreon so i redownloaded the app to see if it fixed it 🧐

SierraJune

What a ride. Beautifully written, all the feels and emotions, I can’t get over this and plus a canon scene coming up?! 👀 re-reading it over and over and hoping my mathematical assessment of Tora’s arm angle in one of the panels proves me right 👀 👀🐯🐹

EG

…….are we just gonna ignore Tora being able to see spirits??????

Jas

Can’t wait for episode 100 🥰🥰 So good!

mi-cah

I hate that he made her self concious.

GingerCyn

The manor is stunning! Their late night stroll was a nice showcase for the landscaping and the whole structure. I loved how Dream Poppy gave those two a way to communicate about the trust violation without minimizing it or rushing to resolve it. The symbolism of the bridge and the light/dark transitions was beautiful. The artwork and story never disappoint. Thank you Lily <3 PS. I'm still wondering how Tora wakes up that morning without his shirt! Ready for 100 so we can see the rest of this flashback! Can't wait for the SG to go with this!!!!

Summer Harden

I'm so excited so how soon is "soon" for the SG 😅👀👀

18000Books

FABULOUS SUPERLATIVE EPISODE... Magical Lily... I imagined something similar but so true sincere immediate...no frills .... is so sensule without (but I wait the CANON) read and reread ... because I wanted to make sure I savored every nuance ... I love the narrative line you give Poppy to overcome her backwardness to talk to Tora...Poppy's dream/ Midnight poppy land and hearts open the words come out lPoppyland comes the dream which is not a dream but serves to get around the shyness in opening their hearts (one to the other) less and less veils separate them...closer and closer are their souls and bodies .... Poppy is so sweet when she uses the dream to hide herself...and says she trusts him even though for a moment everything seemed to be shattered... But she couldn't help but talk to him more ...her heart is in love I'm waiting for the next episode and for the Canon !! ... THANKS Lily!

TicklemeAli

Ok so my coochie FINALLY stopped gushing for ten minutes, enough for me to actually write a coherent stream of thought. Remember when I told ya’ll, when people were giving Poppy shit for the silent treatment that sometimes Silence is NOT a bad thing. Here’s out girl and her huge hamster balls. And let me tell you something, yes, her saying that her trust in him is shattered is super important but to me the second part of that statement was even more valuable. I’ve always been obsessed with how Lily draws emotions and overall body language, is a deeper conversation being had simultaneously with the outward dialogue and no one does it better than THEM. She sees him tense up, knows he’s uncomfortable and goes in and not only reassures him with touch, but she asks permission to continue.. 🥲🥲🥲 His reaction is EVERYTHING. How many times throughout his life has this man had his boundaries violated, his trust broken, promises made to him shattered. And here is this tiny girl even while mad at him, and rightfully so, and He knows this, respecting his feelings and honoring her promise to him to being more mindful of lashing out in anger. I know she’s not there yet on loving him. But to him, I feel it in my bones, THIS is why he’s so irrevocably gone when it comes to her. She is speaking his love language, the language he himself is just starting to learn. His expressions are everything, how he is just observing her, hearing her words, and accurately assuring her also that he knows and understand what she is saying. Brb gushin… again. I know Lily must be sick of my love affair with this house, but I can’t help it. I love it. Every part feels like a hundred layers of history. Like a shy, beaten creature who just needs a little TLC. I hope it becomes their haven, they safe space. It speaks only to both of them, and only them. They are both sensitive to the supernatural and it speaks of their connection. This house was meant for them. When I tell you that I died when they were on the little bridge. Throughout the story a few elements have always been present in their most intimate conversations. Water, wether it be rain or Bodies of water, and the night. And by god we are having this conversation on top of a pond. Running water, literal water under the bridge. We’ll get through this, we’ll move forward, we’ll wash away the bad and replace it with a renewed energy, clean and transparent. Is poetry in it’s purest form @lilydusk you genius bitch you I love you. I love how he admits that he did the same. Again reassuring her that her feelings are valid. Their growth as individuals, as friends, as lovers is beautiful to see. “Who do I need to thank for THIS” well my dear the list is LONG. 1- her parents for making such a adorable little devil. Cause let’s face it Pops mom is most definitely a top. And that shit transfers. 2- Quincy, I’m calling it now. He will be the one to write their love story and he will make his readers suffer with 7 books of slow burn in retaliation for the metaphorical blue balls he has to endure. He’s basically the voice of the fandom at this point. 3- Dene cause let’s face it we all need a friend that pushes us out of our comfort zone The list goes on but the fact remains. THIS is real and it ain’t going nowhere. Now Imma leave it here cause homeboi woke up without a shirt and he still has it on at the end #salivating 🥵 🤤 🤤 🤤 A thousand beer 🍻 offerings to the shrine of Goddess Dusk

April

This is so left field but I’m wondering, when Lily does their eyes as just a flat matte color circle, does it mean something? Or is it just an artistic short cut?

BlueCaty

I barely gathered all my marbles to come up with this pseudo-analysis, and I make no promises I’ll be able to keep them after the next SG. It’s been only three days since the events in Ep. 88 when Poppy confessed to Tora that she’s having a hard time telling others that she’s upset at them because it makes her feel weak and vulnerable. The same moment when she promised she would be mindful of lashing out at him out of nowhere. Now, Poppy had a lot to process during these days: the attack, the things Tora has hidden from her, the job situation, and I’ll go on a limb here and include her own feelings toward Tora on this list. And there is the issue of trust. Have you ever lost trust in someone? Remember how that made you feel? Losing trust is a heartbreaking process, it hurts deeply, and to some extent it makes you doubt your abilities to read a person. Given Poppy’s insecurities and past, I can see how losing trust in Tora could affect her. After all, she had only known Tora for a few months, right? But despite all that, what does she do? She makes herself even more vulnerable by admitting it, true under a very veiled attempt of saving face, yet she makes good on her promise to be mindful of her words and her behavior. And by telling him how she feels she places a new piece of TRUST in him, believing that he will understand her and that this is not the end of their relationship. This is the hopeful Poppy, the kind Poppy, the person that cannot stand to hurt someone even if she herself had been hurt back, the one that Tora saw glimpses of at the very beginning in a selfless act of hand-holding. I feel this is a side of herself that Poppy keeps hidden out of fear of being hurt again, a side she had revealed again and again to Tora in little acts of assurance, of acceptance, of hope. Such as the tiger rice balls she made for him or reassuring him that for her he’s just “a regular guy” outside of GGP offices when she found out about the clan. Such as the kiss on Ares street when he was shaking, or the little touches that go a long way - her hand over his in this episode when he tensed as if she was saying “not everything is lost”. Remember how Tora said in the car with Quincey “not sure if we’re still friends, forget about being together.” This nightly conversation is the proof not only that they’re still friends, but that they are still together and must overcome hurdles like communication and trust issues - together (the make-out sesh doesn’t hurt either lol). The motif of the light is back and I cannot love it more. After Poppy lights the candle on the lantern she says “don’t go out, we need you”. Now some commented that she says this to the ghost, but I saw it as saying it to the candle itself. To the light. Don’t turn off the lights, don’t lose hope, don’t give up, guide us. For both of them. We need you - she needs to keep believing in what is taking shape between them, in him and in herself, he needs to “always keep a light on, no matter how dark it gets inside”, to believe in her and the path they are walking together on. The matter of keeping the lights on and constant reassurance goes both ways. Tora reassured her that he understands her feelings, that she was right when she thought he was giving her the silent treatment, that he still wants her and misses her. And in between a light joke about her bravery (big hamster balls) and her blushing later, he also packs an unsaid need for feeling loved, more than what she offered so far. “Shit, I’m relieved to get a reaction from ya, you’re always so controlled I was starting to think you’re not attracted to me.” - he knows she’s attracted to him as he acknowledged it to himself several times. The way I read it was “I need to know how you feel because you’re still keeping yourself under lock and key, I need to know if you feel as intense or as much as I do.” But he puts it in between two sassy comments so it weighs less and the underlying meaning goes unnoticed than if he would have asked her straight to her face. Now that I managed to make you all angsty, please proceed with theories about how Tora lost his shirt during the night because I’m out of brain cells when it comes to the insane chemistry these two have. Intense drooling and the one remaining neuron are all Lily’s fault, okay? Okay.

AEGAST

You know what? Last episode we got creepy chin hairs and shart saying they need a distraction off of them. Woooo Lordy & Lily didn’t disappoint in that distraction. Because who cares when you’ve got our love birds canoodling in the moonlight with a promise of SG?! *pays homage to our Queen* Here Lilydusk this is for you 👑

Seazar

My first time being in the States as an ep drops, meaning I didn‘t have to read it a) in the middle of the night or b) four hours after everyone else - BUT I made a conscious choice this time to be patient and wait until after dinner, so I could read in peace and get a back rub 😍 Best decision ever. I‘ve re-read a few times now, because it‘s that good. And the episodes hit so much harder when I‘m not delirious. 17/10 reading experience. Wish I could do it again 😂

MonaLisa

Me: *buzzing with excitement over new, upcoming SG*

Pricklypear

This episode was just stunning!!!! The artwork, plot, character development and dynamics are all superb 🤩🤩🤩 my husband got the full rundown on the tea lol

Emily Basso

Okuri Inu flee at the smell of a burning fuse. I forgot this. GAH. I was wondering that was going on with the candle lighting other than it being beautiful and artistically pleasing. And symbolic of course- shedding light on their emotional states. But GAH. The burning fuseeee jenfjsnfjsnejand

KityKato Studio

My heart made badum badum, my brain made “jsbsjebjemebsiskske” and my mouth did “Aawwww “ so loudly that my Husband asked my what I was reading 😂 uuuhhh nothing 👀 The art is amazing Lilly, the story is so catching, you’re a hell of an artist 👩🏻‍🎨! Thank you so much for creating such a great content for all of us thirsty people 😎 hope you’re doing well and that you enjoy creating as much as we love to read your work because it’s liiiiiiit 🤌🔥 love u 😽

JenCam

I need to go back and reread the parts where Tora was pissed. Lol

Sam McNutt

In the words of Q... Just f**k already lol

AEGAST

Not me at 1:45 in the morning finding the high res panels uploaded 🥴 who needs sleep anyways?

JaxStarGazer

*Screams into a pillow* Because I can’t scream out loud without making the neighbours knocking on my door. But that’s what I want to do every time I think about this episode! Frustrating it’s taken me this many days to be able to sit down and write this. In the meantime it has made me smile every single time I have thought of it! And opening with Tora whistling and the whole mood just being super light and easy already was so welcome I can’t even begin to tell you! My husband remarks that when I’m in a mood - sometimes not even a visible one, just a bad day - that it affects everyone, i.e. he and our two girls. He says it lightly, but it holds a weight that we’re all connected so strongly that they pick up on my mood so easily. But it’s the same with this comic. I feel so enraptured and connected to the storytelling, that the mood Tora has been in for the last few episodes has really affected me too. So we be whistling now? HELL YES! I am all here wanting to know WHY we’re doing a tune and I was so happy to read we didn’t have to wait too long to find that out. “You’re in a good mood for someone who’s on his ladylove’s shitlist.” Pft pft, just Quincey reminding us he’s still in Poppy’s bad books, but maybe not at the top of the list now. Also rumpled Quincey is amazing! So is Tora just casually walking around in his boxers. I’m gonna be sad to see him wearing trousers again. WE GOT A DIMPLE! NOT A DRILL, WE HAVE A DIMPLE!! Oh that smirk made me giggle. When was the last time we saw it? I don’t even remember! But that twinkle in his eye is making me so happy! Be prepared for some gushing here apparently. I’m just so excited! I am howling at ‘dream’ Poppy talking to him. She’s so cute! I know it was her way of protecting herself the best she could, because that conversation was not easy and with how she’s been gaslit by jerki, it makes sense for her to be wary of opening up. So I applaud her for finding a way to communicate with him. “...because she’s still not talking to you, but she doesn’t want you to feel bad, either.” Snap, if this isn’t me bridging the gap because I hate when people feel bad because I want space after something has upset me. Fucking fixer personality. I’m still working on it! “But don’t take too long, please. It’s super creepy out there.” Bahaha, love that little addition! Oh yeah, Tora is wide awake now! And poor Quincey is getting so done with their UST! I don’t think that’ll help though Quincess. It’ll just add fuel to the fire with these two. Once will not be enough… There’s me howling yet again at Tora!! I appreciate and lap up ANY AND ALL moments where he gets scared or someone gets the drop on him. I like that he’s not in full blown hyper vigilant mode ALL the time and Poppy standing there lit up like the beacon she is for him, scaring his pants off - I wish - was hilarious! As someone who loves to cuss as much as Tora, I clapped at his profanity choice there. So Tora…are you really able to see things from the other side - or wherever they come from - thanks to your heritage with Ulaan, or are you just pulling Poppy’s chain? High key wants Tora to actually be tuned in to the supernatural because it would make me very happy. Just saying. HA! Fuckin’ Quincey trying to eavesdrop already, LOL. What’s the bet he’s already started that book of them…? WE HAVE HAND HOLDING!! Fuck, here comes the serious heart thumping. I CAN’T!! I feel like I’ve been starved of air or something. Suddenly I’m taking it all in, in big gasps and just staring at the panel of their hands burning a hole into my screen. I love them so much! Look at him on her level staring at the light. “Don’t go out…we need you!” Well shit, I’m no Patty with how amazing she is at looking into the symbolisms of this amazing story. But that one definitely didn’t go over my head either! They’re going to need all the light they can get to guide them through this dark patch, and like Joe said, “Remember kid. No matter how dark it gets inside, always remember to leave a light on…for yourself and for someone else to find ya in there…” Excuse me, just gonna go cry for a sec… OK, I’m back. So yeah…I saw that panel and I had the breath I just got back, ripped right out of me again. It was beautiful! Visually and emotionally. The landscaping at this place is gorgeous!!! I am a stars girl. D’uh with the name, but I can’t express how happy seeing the stars makes me. And seeing all this amazing detailing of his home and the night sky above them, I can’t help but take a deep breath and just soak it in. I freaking love the artwork of this story, Lily. <3 Ohh, the conversation they had, Poppy telling him that her trust with him broke into many little pieces…I felt that sucker punch as much as Tora clearly did, with how tense it seems he got. Though it has come as no surprise to hear her say it, and go big or go home. She’s got things she has got to get out, he was never going to like hearing what she had to say. But her reaching out to take his hand, asking if she can continue…it was only because she took his hand that I didn’t recoil at her asking if she could continue. How often has she been shut down in the past and too afraid to say how she felt? She knew what she said hurt him, and she’s still trying to find a connection and comfort for him, despite what she’s saying. Poppy has big feelings for this thug, she didn’t have to take his hand, but it’s obviously been upsetting her too to be silent with him. And maybe she needed that contact as much as Tora. So huge sighs of relief all around when he tucked his thumb over her fingers. And looked her in the eye encouraging her. YES TORA!!! My God, all the open communication between them in this chapter has been incredible!! We knew they’d talk eventually and I am a firm believer they are going to be so much stronger for this. But knowing it was coming and reading it….it’s even better!! Fuck, reading Poppy say she was afraid she’d lash out and say something she’d regret again, and theyd argue again - ouch!! That’s me. I know when it’s coming and I walk away before it gets to that point. And it takes a lot of will and awareness to walk before you make that regret. So I’m applauding her for being aware of this and acting accordingly. And being so honest and vulnerable with Tora about it. It’s not easy to face the parts of ourselves like that, but she's owning it. “Hey - ya need more space. S’okay. I get it.” *Claps wildly and loudly* Perceptive Tora strikes again! The weight that must get lifted when he tells her what she needs and deserves to hear, I can’t even imagine. Bahaha, Poppy calling him a chicken shit for giving her silent treatment for a week made me laugh! And his admission that she’s got more courage than him for talking to him sooner than he did. And let's face it, that was only because they had their joint birthday party. So I wonder how much longer he would have gone on with that at the time. But back to their conversation and I was so happy that he understood it and was honest with her too. The way he stood there with his hands behind his neck…damn his body language was screaming frustration at me! But I’m loving all of this honest talk. My chest doesn’t feel so tight anymore. ‘Smack!’ “ - pat on ya back for speakin’ ya mind and being a brave little trooper.” Tora if you hadn’t just nearly sent her face planting the grass with that ‘pat’ I hope she would have given you a little love tap to the nose again. Pft pft. Her face saving attempts never fail to make me smile! OR the blush to Tora as he leans in, making her all distracted and forget what the question was. I mean Poppy blushes, that's her thing and I love her for it. But when I see Tora with that glow, it’s a whole other level of OH MY GAW!! My quick thanks to Erdene too, because I’m too distracted by that blanket hitting the ground and Tora calling her ‘Pops’. And you know, the fact they’re making out again, I mean could he wrap himself around her any tighter? It’s delicious!!! Until Tora fucking cockblocks himself!! Tiger what are you doing?? She’s aroused, you’ve got your answer, don’t bloody ruin it! Even if I am HOWLING AGAIN at the sheer glow coming off Poppy that Tora bear hugs to him. I know I say it a lot, but the award for best balance between all things and comedy goes to you, Lilydusk! I am shaking with laughter at his response, fucking all of it! Adding this to my list of things to come back and reread when I need a laugh! Hold on, I know Tora cracked a joke about it being impossible she wasn’t attracted to him, but I’ve just realised how much he genuinely worried if she WAS attracted to him. Further proof this man is so far gone down the love trail. And I guess he’s so used to women throwing themselves at him that Poppy being reserved has been a shock. But it definitely feels like it hit harder than that. Picking my slightly slacked jaw back up now. “Because I miss ya.” he says with a blush. Oh Tora, tiger, buddy. Lot to be said between the lines there. You’re all but telling her you’ve caught major feels here and you’re scared of getting hurt. Which is legit. But ease up on me OK? I’ve just come back from some intense silent treatment and your make up/cockblocking moment. I don’t know if my heart can take your squishy vulnerabilities too. I mean shit, look at Poppy’s expression and her heart hammering! “Ya smile, ya voice, ya hair, everythin’.” Annnnnd I’m gone. I’m toast. And Poppy is too, after that admission she’s not freaking out and pushing him away. THIS HAS BEEN A LOT! Zero complaints because I’ve loved every visually stunning part of this episode and you can tell you enjoyed working on it too, Lily! I feel so much lighter; so I’m going to take this happiness and keep it for as long as I can before some arsehole tries to take it from me. I LOVE IT! Thank you forever, Lily!