Update (Patreon)

So I’m going to be completely transparent, and only sharing this here, and not on Youtube. This is a nice little community and you all have been supporting the channel with your time and hard earned money, so telling you all this is the least I can do.

There hasn’t been any full length uploads the last few days and that’s because I’m going through a real bad depression. I mean I’ve been going through this for a while now, but this week has been the worst of it. Today was a little better, and I’m hoping tomorrow will also be better, so I will attempt to record some stuff then. And I promise I’m just not forcing it, and I know I should take care of myself, but I genuinely enjoy recording these videos and it’s been bumming me out I haven’t been able to. I promise this isn’t some hiatus, but I understand if some of you cancel your subscriptions, but I hope you don’t. I get it if you though, since there already have been some since I posted this.

But my therapist has suggested that I should take a break. So May 9-17 I’ll be taking off from my job and recording/editing. I won’t even be turning my pc on. I just need time for myself because the burnout is real, and I’m going to do some things I’ve been wanting to do that I’ve been putting off for a long time. Some small trips and such, and maybe seeing a couple of friends I haven’t seen in a long time. Thank you all for being incredibly supportive, and I hope after this break in May I’ll start to feel like myself again.