Taking Another Break (Patreon)

Chapter 85 is 3k words in and the last week has been very up and down for me. I had two really good days back to back and then the last few I’ve barely been able to write more than a few words at a time. I’d like to think the fact that I’m actually starting to have good days again is a sign that things are starting to get better but right this second I’m just putting it out there that I’m going to relax again for a bit and try not to make things worse by stressing out about not accomplishing much currently. I’ll still try and do some work on 85 every day just to see if I’m able to get anything done but if it’s like today and I’m just not feeling it I’ll relax.

I feel like I’m at an important stage of my recovery because in the last week I’ve felt the antidepressant actually doing shit in my brain now and a bunch of things are starting to straighten out but the brain fog has yet to lift. I’m very optimistic about the next month because of this, but I don’t want to get ahead of myself.