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Hey, so, I wrote up my thoughts on a film I saw last night. I was stuck while working on chapter 91 this afternoon and I figured I would try to loosen myself up by rambling on about it. I'm not sure if I'm going to make this a habit, but it did help to just talk through my observations, thoughts, and feelings. I mentioned that I'm trying to leave the house way more and the main way is that I'm making an effort to visit this nearby, not-for-profit, historical theater that shows primarily classic films.I ended up having a lot to say, but rest assured I'm not going to transition into becoming a film reviewer. Just thought I would shake things up a little to get my juices flowing.

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After Hours was an experience I found both delightful and anxiety-inducing.

The plot is very simple to boil down, though reading a summary doesn't convey the insanity of what actually happens. Our protagonist is Paul, who we know very little about other than that he's a very lonely man. He steals glances at an unseen woman at his job, and his apartment is 'modern' in the sense that it's comically barren, so much so that it practically looks like a stock photo.

He meets a girl after going to a café one night. The conversation ends with him pulling her number, and he gives her a call later after he gets home. She invites him over, and it's from this point onwards that everything that could possibly go wrong does. This is not a realistic film. This is Twin Peaks-esque dreamworld where characters speak to each other in painfully stilted dialogue and every word, location, and interaction is meant to make the viewer uncomfortable as possible.

It's a very tense experience, though I don't mean that as if the film is a thriller or anything. It's not, but it does have similar vibes. What I mean is that Paul is stranded in Soho without enough cash to get home after things don't pan out with his new lady friend, and he spends the rest of the film being whisked from one insane encounter to another while trying to find a way home. One of the things I admire most about the film is the way that everything just kept building and building on top of itself. Seemingly insignificant details in one scene become important in the next, and despite Paul hopping all over Soho, it's all connected.

I see myself as a comedy writer just as much as a romance one, and if you've read my writing you surely know that I'm quite fond of dry, uncomfortable humor. With how often I like throwing Oliver into strange places occupied by even stranger people, it shouldn't be a surprise that I liked this film so much. It just amazes me that they actually got enough takes of the actors keeping a straight face. The things these characters say are just so patently insane that I could scarcely believe what I was hearing. A certain Wizard of Oz monologue comes to mind. If you know, you know.

This is the second film I've seen by Martin Scorsese, the first being Taxi Driver which I saw about five days ago. I'm just writing this blog because After Hours is more fresh in my memory, and bring it up because I feel the two movies are strangely similar in subtle ways. I might still write my thoughts on Taxi Driver soon but suffice it to say that it was a masterpiece and I'm never going to forget it so long as I live.

Both films are very dreamlike, though my perception is colored by the fact that my theater showed a clip of some behind-the-scenes stuff before each movie that showed Scorsese explicitly saying that both films were meant to convey different types of dreams. Taxi Driver is a violent haze that skirts the line of waking life and unreality, while After Hours is an anxiety dream. Think being in high school but you're naked for some reason, and you've got the right idea. What I found interesting is that both films share the same sense of rising tension despite their wildly different subject matters.

Everything just keeps building and building on all that came before it while spiraling out of control. In Taxi Driver, that feeling takes the form of impending dread. As you're watching this deeply unwell man unravel, you already know that something bad will happen. Something terrible, and it just keeps getting worse. After Hours made me feel strangely similar, except you're laughing the entire way through it and feeling asbolutely terrible about the things it gets you to laugh at.

I also found that the two films cover the topic of male loneliness in, again, strangely similar ways. Travis and Paul share nothing in common save for a deep and pervasive loneliness. While it seems like what they crave is romantic affection, the way I personally saw both films was that they were driven by a need more for validation then actual romance, hence why Travis doesn't pursue Betsy at the end of the film when it's pretty clear he has another chance to do so. He doesn't need her anymore. The city loves him. He'll snap again, sure, but for now, he has everything he's ever wanted.

By comparison, Paul's initial desires are much more blatantly about lust. The whole thing starts because he makes a connection and wants to get laid, but as the night stretches on and his situation gets worse and worse, he starts to mentally unravel. No one listens to a word he says. No one takes him seriously. No one believes him. It stops being about lust and at certain point he's just trying to make a single connection with someone who will actually hear what he has to say and despite how it was all framed as a black comedy, I felt there was a deep and genuine sadness underneath it all.

It's also worth pointing out how emasculated he gets throughout the film. Just about every uncomfortable situation he finds himself in is because of a woman.

He tries so hard to get through to them that he even overlooks the one person who actually might've helped him- a male prostitute who mistakenly believed Paul to be an interested client. What happens when Paul actually talks to him and goes back to his place, though, is that the man listens to everything he has to say without a shred of judgment. It's just that Paul is so far gone that he leaves of his own accord before the prostitute can actually help him- and it's not even like the guy was being creepy or anything. He was well dressed, well put together, and while there was an amusing joke hinting he was a little let down that Paul wasn't interested, it was extremely understated.The scene wasn't played for laughs, he only wanted to help, and unless I missed it we don't see the prostitute turning on Paul like the only other friendly face he met up to that point did. I think there's an argument to be made that some of Paul's troubles come from him being so superficial, but that would require me to dive way deeper than I already have.

I will say that he's ultimately saved by an older woman at a bar who he otherwise never would've approached, but even then she still winds up putting him in an emasculating scenario. He's literally objectified, turned into an actual statue and then carried away by burglars before the woman can break him out of it- assuming she intended to. She left the room and we saw a bunch of similar statues earlier in the scene, but I'm not sure if that was the intended implication so much as a conclusion you could draw for yourself.

Whatever the case, Paul is dumped right back at his workplace work and the film ends so abruptly that it's as if it never happened at all. Almost like waking up from a dream.

If it wasn't clear by now, I loved After Hours, and if you like surreal, dreamlike vibes along with dark, uncomfortably awkward humor, you will too. It's definitely it's not something everyone will appreciate. 'Surreal' is kind of underselling it. It's really, really out there at times, and it takes a little while to suck you into the world. Once it does, though, you'll never be able to hear the words  'Surrender, Dorothy!' the same way ever again.

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steven johnston

Pervasive loneliness.. sounds about right...

mhfap

It’s funny how Taxi Driver predicted the male loneliness epidemic and sigma incel grindset so far back. Scary, but funny.

steven johnston

I have a feeling if I watched either of these movies it would put me in a dark place. So I may refrain from that for now. The World we live in now sucks. For now I use escapism. So thanks for the books. I enjoy every chapter.

Marksm4n89

Not sure I ever expected a review from you, but it was really well done. Definitely gonna avoid those movies though. Don't need more reminders of my male loneliness lol.

mhfap

Taxi Driver, yes. Stay the hell away. ‘On the edge of my seat’ is a cliche thing to say, but it’s not an exaggeration to say I felt like I was having a progressively worse two hour heart attack. I do think the darkness is After Hours is much more of an undertone, though, and it’s not as challenging to get through. But I totally feel you. I mostly consume escapist shit for the exact same reasons, I’m just forcing myself to get out of my shell and experience more art haha. But then it’s right back to lighthearted harem manga.

mhfap

I don’t usually talk about the media I consume and I’m hesitant to call it a review but I’m glad you liked reading my thoughts haha. I think Taxi Driver can be a really dangerous film to the wrong person, yeah. Specifically to the kind of person who thinks Walter White was the good guy. If you didn’t know, Taxi Driver actually inspired a real life assassination attempt on Ronald Reagan. An unsuccessful one, sadly…

steven johnston

I actually dipped in to a darker harem with comedy interspersed it's called Lackeys Seducing Survival Odyssey and I'm at chpt649 and man the mindfuckery is real but I can't put it down

steven johnston

Let me check out after hours. I'll let you know.

mhfap

What’s it about lol, nothing wrong with a little darkness as long as it doesn’t rot your brain (Oliver’s entire thing). Personally I just finished getting current on 100GFs and have been dreadfully sad ever since, since there’s literally nothing else even remotely on the same level…

steven johnston

It starts off with the protag having been born with a defect called PBA I think and it makes it to where he can't show the correct emotions. So when he gets hurt he laughs when something should be emotionally devastating he laughs. It ruined his life before he dies by getting his organs harvested. And then transmigrated into into a new world. To a person with the same name it gets really weird he's a slave in this world and yeah it has some dark twisted turns but currently it's getting a little brighter I say the word little with a lot of emphasis

steven johnston

Also he's trying to juggle a yandere harem sort of. So if you like yandere's then this is the book for you

mhfap

Well that was a lot more fucked up sounding than I expected lol. You say you’re 649 chapters in and it’s *currently* getting brighter? What the fuck happened up to this point?

mhfap

I love yandere, they’re just too divisive for me to want to include in my own writing lmao and I try to avoid situations where characters would have to juggle things like that

steven johnston

This book let me discover just how much yanderes appeal to me lol 🤣🤣🤣 murder love is the best love