still uninspired (personal update) (Patreon)

sorry for the lack of content throughout this month. just been hit hard with heavy burnout and lack of inspiration/drive to continue making music. I played a show a few weekends ago that ended really badly so that caused my overall self-confidence in this project to plummit on top of wondering if this is even worth the time and effort I've spent. I'm really trying to get out of this rut im stuck in. I can't seem to finish anything I start and whenever I approach unfinished tracks with the intent of finishing the process, I always end up stuck. I'm so sorry, I don't know how long this burnout will last. i'm too afraid to take a break in fear I may get even more rusty than I already am. please be patient with me and thank you for helping me so far. I will do my best to get back in the groove.