discouraged (Patreon)

I seem to have fallen into a rut and don't know a proper way of climbing out of it. My last show absolutely bombed with technical difficulties (and clearing the room like always). I just don't know if releasing/performing music publically is even worth it anymore. I also find myself not bothering to write anything new because of this discouragement. I feel at times I overshoot goals and as expected they fail. I'm gonna give myself a month or so to just stop and give myself a proper break from anything pertaining to my projects and rethink where I want to go. if new sketches come about, I will share them here like always. sorry for the ramble, just wanted to share whats been up.