hiatus, no luck job hunting, etc (Patreon)

i must go on a small hiatus for the sake of my health. im hitting another wall of not feeling inspired or creative and its only going to get worse if i force anything. i apologize greatly to my patrons, as you are paying me for more content. i cannot thank everyone enough for their support, i think its best i relax, but its kinda hard to do so when i do not have a dayjob. its been near damn impossible to find one without a car and its making me feel more stressed and depressed. some days i feel like not wanting to be here anymore because life just gets too stressful at times. just want things to improve.