mental health update : not good (Patreon)

i have started a new antidepressant 3 weeks ago and i have been on a bad decline and feel worse than i did before starting and so i cannot focus on work right now. the only thing i need to focus on doing is making sure i stay okay and its taking all the energy i can muster to do even that. i cannot contact my doctor until my virtual visit next week.

i want to apologize because since my mental illness has progressed as i go into my mid-20s, my work has started to suffer greatly. i want nothing more than to feel better and get back into gear with GOJII but with as bad as i have been feeling lately i have withdrawn from the music scene and slipping away into irrelevancy. i feel i am doing my fans a disservice by not focusing on GOJII but i just need to be stable and feeling better. im so srry.