new dayjob - lacking direction (Patreon)

i feel i should give an update to my current living situation : i started a minimum wage job at the end of january and its hardly paying and highly stressful. its leaving me little energy or time to create and i feel so uninspired and lacking desire to create. part of me wants to quit this job because its soul-sucking, as i write this im about to walk 40 mins while sick to clock-in.

idk i feel my life lacks direction, i dont know what to do or how to pull myself out of this slog. i feel ive failed my patrons and listeners by not providing new content. i just feel really down and depressed.