im fking tweaking out lol (Patreon)
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If you don't know the context, it's a non issue don't worry about itPLAY THE RAGING BRACHIDIOS FINAL MAP MUSIC WHILE READING THISI'm actually taking physical brain damage every 3 steps like i'm a poisoned pokemon in the old games lol. Prior to this fking canon event i already had this feeling that she lowkey hates me for the way i portray her character, but i try not to put the sus ones in the art tag so she doesn't see it. After this she probably does, or probably thinks i sent a friend to ask that question because of how the supa is worded.With that in mind, even the thought of drawing fanart rn just fucks me up so hard you have no idea LOL. I haven't felt this way about drawing fanart ever, i hope it's temporary. Maybe i just won't tag future art ever, idk. If she RTs or likes my shit i'm forever gonna second guess if it's genuine or because of pity. Kinda wished i overslept and missed the entire stream, this is a fucking cognito hazard.Anyways.....got a con tomorrow, maybe it'll distract me from this schizo thinking. After the con, i'm gonna evaluate my own mental and if i still feel like shit, probably complete all the patreon exclusives i owe you guys then pause this until i feel better.Thank you for your support, and yeah please don't ever put a talent in that position to comment on something so fucking awkward for them.