I am horrified by my inbox (Patreon)

I realize I check messages like once a year and its killing my inside

Im trying to be better

Well.... technically I AM better

Ive been in treatment for my anxiety for over a year now and honestly none of the pressure exists any more re: messages and etc

At this point its merely a process of bad habit breaking

The cause for the bad habits dont exist but some habits still do

SPEAKING OF I still need to launch the Discord server

I think Ill just launch it but set most of it to read only and slowly open things as I figure out how this kind of server should be run