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aida 💌

so sorry to hear that, bloom. please, take good care of yourself and don’t forget we’re here to support you. sending u the biggest hug and lots of positive energy. <3

Emely Chavarria

Physical and mental health are more important than anything. Please take care of yourself, I really hope you feel better, and get better soon. Regardless, take the time you need. We’ll be here ❤️ mwah 🥰

FavouriteFelony

I can't imagine how dificult it must be to have PET and your main source of income revolving predominantly about Audio... And living in a warm climate... Hopefully the condition becomes at least more manageable so you can lead a normal day to day life without hearing your own heartbeat super loud or even your own voice echoing in your own head. Take care.

Tori -theBalefulQueen

Nothing is more important than your health and well-being. Take care of yourself ♥️

eryth

Really sorry to hear that you’re going through what sounds like a really difficult, scary and confusing time - from one internet stranger to another. Personally, as regards billing and such, I wouldn’t mind being charged since your current content is still here. Maybe, if you want to alleviate the stress of ”not delivering new content” you could have a tier for people like me, as some option for a kind of inactive support? Or is there some other way to contribute? Just so you don’t have to add finances on top of your other worries. Sounds like you’re going through a lot, and have been for a long time, and also that it will probably get better with time. Rooting for you, take care of yourself!

Jing Jing

Hi Bloom. I know I haven’t been here long, and as much as I’ve enjoyed your content, at the end of the day, there’s a whole YOU underneath the you that you give us here. Please take care of YOUrself. Please prioritize your health—physically, mentally, emotionally, because there wouldn’t be BloomingVA without YOU. And if you decide to come back or say, it’s time to take an indefinite hiatus from all of this, just know I will support your decision. You have given so much of yourself. And I’m so grateful to have found you. 🩷🩷🩷 Much love.

Chaney Yoon

Get well soon sweetie. I will keep u in my thoughts. Keep ur head held up high sweetie. God bless u❤️

ToshPointOooHhhh

I’m right there with you. Have recently got medical issues that turned shit upside down and caused me to have to change everything. Life is really kicking some people extra hard and it sucks. But we hang on. We do what we can. And sometimes that has to mean stopping things we enjoy or love to protect ourselves. Your health matters more than doing this. 💜 you’ve got this.

Claire Ellen

This broke my heart to listen to. Bloom do not apologise for the late posting, your health is the most important thing, like you said content is content, it isn't as important as YOU. we will be here to support you whatever happens. I'm sending you all the love and positive vibes, take care of yourself always 💕

honey

Sending you all the love in the world Bloomie 💕💕💕 I hope that you’re able to find a way to manage your condition. Take care of yourself and take all the time you need

RJ

Thank you for opening up about something so vulnerable and personal. I can only imagine how much this is affecting you and thus frustrating you. As someone who suddenly got heart issues a couple years ago, I genuinely thought my heart could stop at any moment. It was terrifying, but as of a couple months ago I stopped taking the medication cause I got better. Bloom, don’t worry much about us, we’re going to be here regardless of how often you update. Knowing you’re taking care of yourself is more important than any content. But (as cringe as it sounds) don’t underestimate your body’s ability to adapt and recover and continue. You will get past this, and it will become history. Thank you for being brave and strong. May you be in better health and prosper 💖

Haribo_folie

Well, I guess the language reaches its limit here… take care, tough cookie. 🤍

Heyyitsdoe

Sending virtual hugs 🫂 I know your work from Quinn and didn’t find your Patreon page till this month. When you mentioned your symptoms I immediately knew how life altering it can be. My dysautonomia paused my life after some traumatic stuff happened during COVID and I’ve been struggling to figure out how to manage my life ever since. No one quite understands what it’s like to be disabled until everything you used to do becomes difficult to participate in. Having chronic illness is so hard both mentally and physically. I know we are just subscribers on the internet. But I’m sure all of us care about you. Me personally, I suffered mostly alone with like two people who cared enough to be there. Please don’t hesitate to reach out to vent or anything. Struggling with health issues even with a support is hard af. I don’t wish it upon anyone. ❤️ Sending hugs and love.

gracie

bloomie 💔 thank you for keeping us in the loop. if there’s ever any way at all we can help, please let us know. sending sooo much positivity!! take all the time you need to heal up. we’ll be right where you left us :)

mmmiyummmilky

Bloom, thank you being vulnerable & honest with us for something so personal that has been taking a huge toll on you. Especially with all the challenges you’ve been facing for the past few years… I’ve always enjoyed your work & content for a while now and I know asking for help is incredibly difficult to do. I’ve admired your ability to keep pushing thru despite going thru some of the roughest shit ever. I personally would like to continue to support you during your pause. if there’s any way we can support you such as via throne or kofi or any other platform you see fit, so others like myself can continue to do so. As always, take care bloom💕✨

julia

Damn bloom:(( I can’t imagine how difficult is it to take in all those things at once. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all these things back to back. Hopefully things get easier and look up as time goes. sending you my best!💌

Cozybear

Please take good care of yourself Bloom! We love you and support💜💜💜

Violet

Bloomie please take care of yourself. I will support any of your decisions! And I will stay with you even without content. Just take care of yourself. And I don't think your voice become dry, It's still amazing as always!!! Love you💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Haribo_folie

I was just listening to End of Summer by Tame Impala, “I just hope it’s enough to say my words don’t come with ease” fits here I hope<3

Bex

I second this, I don't mind to keep paying and contributing to your income, while still enjoying the catalog available here on patreon.

kaaaaaj

I’m so sorry you’ve been having such a hard time! not to be ~parasocial~ at all but hearing the stress in your voice makes me wish I could give you a hug :( I hope things will get better soon. wishing you a lot of peace and healing 💕

kale

Sending you all the love and hugs, Bloom - I’ve never really commented but listened for a long time. As someone who also went through a period of really difficult medical experiences especially also idiopathic, it’s so incredibly draining and wishing you all the best and healing as you navigate this and get better. Regardless, your health and wellbeing are more important and hoping you can rest and recover well. ❣️❣️

gracie

was gonna mention this exact thing! i second this!!! keep the tab running bloom!

princess consuela ✨️

You come first Bloom, we're here to support you, take care of yourself 🫂🫂

JMaine88

Well sure, a product is a product, but I think most people (myself included) genuinely care for your well being. It’s heartbreaking hearing your emotions pour out like this, but know you truly have a large base of people who will come back to support whenever you’re physically and mentally ready. Prioritizing your health needs to be at the top of your agenda. Take your your time ❤️

Susi

I’m so sorry this is happening to you; you are completely right, the content is just a product and me personally, you are incredibly more important than that. Please do what you need to do to be healthy and successful. I’m hopeful you will find a solution🩷

Rose

Hi, I’m new to you/your content. My dad has PET and was an actor, so I understand and I’m sorry to hear about this. It’s sooo important for you to take care of yourself. Take a break. Take it one thing at a time and don’t push yourself. My dad took a break when he needed it and it made all the difference in the world to his physical and mental health. From what I can tell, you are so loved for who you are, regardless of the product you put out. People can wait! Sending love and well wishes from across the world xxx

Mars

Yes please. I wouldn’t mind being charged either.

Bex

Oh Bloom I am so sorry. I am sending hugs and many positive wishes your way. Your health is the most important thing, and I hope you are able to find some resources soon that can help you manage this condition. I can relate to the overwhelm, fear, and anxiety that comes with a medical situation, and even when it feels like it, know you are not alone. Please take as much time as you need to figure things out, we all support and care about you! 💜

Leya

As you've said sometimes life comes to us all at once and it can be harsh. But bad things can't keep happening forever so I'm hoping on a quick and safe recovery for you🙌🏻 rn the most important thing is your health as physical so as the mental, so please focus on it don't give up, sending you hugs🫂

meghan

take care bloom! thank you for opening up and i hope it all works out for you in the end :'D

Kayxiii

Pleaseee take care of yourself Bloom and I really hope you recover very soon. You’ve accompanied me through so many moments but I honestly have no idea how I can help with what you're going through. Maybe you could consider keeping your Patreon up even if you might not be uploading content so people who want to support you can still do so? I really hope to see you again really soon okayyy love ya 💜

eryth

”Perennial tier” - even though the plant may currently be dormant, it’s just preparing for the right time to bloom again

April Siciliano

It hurts to hear you going through so much. I’m wishing the best for you now and always, and I wish I could do more than that. Please take care ❤️

Mars

Your audios have saved me over and over from anxiety and depression. I don’t care if there’s no new content. But Bloomie, please at least consider keeping Patreon on so i can do 1/100 of what you once did for me.

0neLonelyRaven

I’m so sorry that you are having to go through all of that. But I just want to say, don’t force yourself to push through for our sake, take the time you need to heal and take care of yourself, that should be your main priority. Those of us who support you will understand, we just want you to be happy, healthy, and in a good place mentally. Sending lots of love, take care of yourself! 🖤🖤🖤

Yummystockpot

Bloom plz relax a little bit and take care. I think I will stay and upgrade my account just to show my support. After all this is what "patron" do.

Lina

I’m so sorry to hear that you’re experiencing all this pain :(( I can’t even begin to understand what it must be like to deal with what you’re dealing with. Please please PLEASE do whatever you have to do and take as much time as you need to take care of yourself. Others have said it already but your health comes FIRST—point blank period. We will always be here to support you, so don’t apologize and worry about us. I’ll say I was wondering about you during May but out of concern and hope that you were okay. Wishing the best and sending lots of hope and love your way that things work out.

PolishedVixen

I’m so sorry you’re going through such a difficult time. It’s so frustrating when your body won’t cooperate! I hope your doctors can find a solution. 🙏Sending you healing thoughts and wishing you all the best❣️

Chris Cox

This is heartbreaking, Bloom. I can't imagine how hard this has been for you. I can hear it in your voice. Please take care of yourself.

SoCoOl

i also agree, i genuinely feel awful and would wanna help in anyway i can- so idm getting billed still

ⵣ Shay ⵣ

You sweet angel I am so sorry to hear about this. It must be very difficult to deal with this as this is your bread and butter but to you, not uploading content means just more added stress, I think many consumers of yours agree that you don’t have to stop billing, if we’re willing to support you when you’re doing good, we’re also willing to support you during tough times, and as Em said in the top comment, it would be nice to consider another option instead of full stop! Nothing in the world will ever be as important as mental health and you absolutely need to take care of yourself, you always come first to yourself, always. Take care of yourself, and know that you always have a community you can fall back on <333 take care sweet pea

addy

I'm so sorry you're going through all this Bloom. Hope everything gets better soon, please be gentle with yourself and take care. Also while you're at it consider getting over yourself and giving us a chance to support you somehow, as you can see there's literally a whole community of empathetic people here for u 🫶🏻

flashdelirium

Your health and wellbeing should be your first priority, so take all the time you need to care for yourself, Bloom. Sending you lots of healing wishes 🫶

missamericana

wishing you well, take good care of yourself 🫶

julie

I really echo the sentiment of others here that I'd love to keep contributing financially despite no new content and with no expectation of it either. A big reason why I pay for your Patreon is as a little thanks for what your content has given me on a more personal level. It's a product, sure, but your takes and perspectives on sexual identity and autonomy have been so refreshing and freeing for me. Naturally, I'm hoping that this isn't a dilemma you'll have to face and that you can find a way to manage it, for your own sake more than ours! Just wanted to give my two cents as I've been around for a while now. Thank you for keeping us updated, sending well wishes 🙏

NeshaT

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zoe :3

Bloom :-( this was heartbreaking to hear. You don't owe us anything, you have always been so sweet and kind and now it's time for you to take care of yourself. We will always be here supporting you and wanting you to be okay :-)🩷 sending lots of love and hugs

em

So sorry you're going through this. Your content has helped me so much with working through trauma and re-connecting with myself. Chronic pain and complex medical issues are life altering, and managing them is like a full time job on its own. Not to be parasocial, but I had to quit a career I spent years in school for because of accumulating health issues I ignored for a long time. You're definitely not alone in experiencing this, if that's any comfort. Please remember you're a human being first, not just a content creator. You deserve to prioritize yourself and your health. I hope you're able to find some kind of relief soon. As other comments have said, I'd also be more than happy to continue paying for access to existing content. More than happy to support you as a person while you're figuring things out. Thanks for being you, and please try to take care of yourself as much as you can ❤️

Aniria

Please Bloom continue to prioritize you, prioritize your health ❤️ content or not, we care about you! And that's more important than anything. Im hoping you and your doctors are able to find a solution, because the stress and worry alone in your voice is heartbreaking. Sending so much love your way. ❤️

UrLittleShit

Having rhinitis and otitis media already feels like absolute torture to me, so I honestly can't even imagine how much pain you are going through right now with PET... Typed a lot stuff and deleted it all...really don't know what to say and I literally cried a little... Words feel so pale and useless right now.

UrLittleShit

how about this, do you accept an advance paycheck? or please consider setting up a support tier for us? for some new fans like me who just started listening, there’s still a ton of stuff we haven't even touched yet.

Sara J

Hi bloom cant imagine what you are going through and hope you find a solution that works for you and soon as possible! We love and support you always so please don't worry about taking a break 💜

UrLittleShit

Also, one of my friends had PET several years ago. This is a really freaking weird disease that just comes out of nowhere. Her doctor said it might be caused by stress and sudden weight loss (she’s always been highly anxious). But two years later, it just suddenly disappeared on its own. I guess you've already searched a million things online, but I really hope this can give you some hope.

clownbum

i’m so sorry to hear about this :( i’m hoping you’re able to find the best way to manage your health for your own sake, please continue to take care of yourself!! we will fully understand whatever decision you come to about your content moving forward 🫂🫶

Sloan Amora

Bloom, I’m so sorry for what you are going through. Please take care of yourself 🫂💚

Chy !

Take it day by day Bloom. You're going through so much right now and the most important thing is to take care of yourself. We will always be here whenever or if you do decide to come back whether that be audio creation or even something else. I think we've all come to love the creation as well as the creator behind the screen. Remember that you are not alone. Please find some sort of peace in this world 🫶

Wunderpus_Photogenicus

At 1:53mins I bursted into tears 😭. I’m so sorry this condition has been exacerbated since your surgery. I knew it must be major for you to disclose something personal. Please continue to take care of yourself. Your health is of the utmost importance. I appreciate your commitment, your skill and artistry. PS You could read me the weather and I would still be here.

Katha

Hi Bloom, I am so incredibly sorry to hear how difficult your life currently is. Please prioritize yourself and your psychological and physical health. Your content has become a special safe space to me. So I personally would like to give back by continuing to financially support you weather you post new content or not as I don’t see any other way how i could possibly support you. I really really wish you all the best. Take care of yourself please. 💚

Veen

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. PET sounds horrible. I hope you’re able to not just cope, but fully recover. Your health and quality of life matter most. I’m wishing you the best, and I’m staying on this ride for as long as it lasts. 💛

Emily

Bloom ❤️ Sending you the biggest hug that anyone has ever sent anyone in the history of hugs. Like, a hug so big that it would set the Guinness World Record for Best Hug Ever

evelyn

Bloom :(((((((((((((((((((( it is so heartbreaking to hear you like this... I really hope you are able to find a way to manage your wellbeing/condition so you can continue to live your life how you want. I understand what you mean by at the end of the day your content is a product but that doesn’t mean we wouldn’t want to continue to support you somehow. If you do decided to pause billing on here I hope you consider that as an option. Whatever decision you make just know we support you, you are deeply cherished, and we will wait for you whichever form you choose to return 💖

vica

i am so sorry that you’re going trough this confusing and scary time, just want to thank you for being this vulnerable and honest 🤍 take care of yourself, don’t force yourself to stuff and take your time. sending you hugs and wishing u a quick recovery bloom <3

Kdawg

My heart goes out to you bloom, I’m so sorry you’re dealing with such heavy things right now. Anxiety is a beast in itself but to add that to extreme medical issues, I couldn’t imagine. With that, please don’t be sorry or worry about us. You are human. Your health and wellbeing are significantly more important than forcing yourself to make content for us. I would also be more than happy to keep paying for my membership without new content. Take care of yourself and use whatever time you need! You have a huge support backing you up and wanting what’s best for you. Hugs hugs hugs 🫂

elo

mandando muita energia positiva pra você bloom, por favor cuida da sua saúde que é muito importante. espero que tudo dê certo e você esteja pelo menos 1% bem. Beijos 💖

KindaOfSometimesMaybe…

100%. We support YOU and I would like to continue to be charged if possible as to not add finances to your stress. You don’t have to post another audio in my opinion. I just want you to be ok/healthy. Focus on healing, we will be here. Sending genuine thoughts and prayers to you. You are going to get through this!

Luci.s

I was thinking the same! I don't mind continuing to pay even if it's just to have access to your existing catalog, Bloom! And if you do decide to create a tier for inactive support, I'd be happy to contribute aswell, since it really is the only realistic way we could help you in this... Sending you lots of hugs! Take care of yourself 🫂💕

Cassie

Thank you for being open about this struggle. Please take care of yourself. You’re going through a lot. We will be here. Don’t worry about us. I really liked someone’s comment about a tier to support you because there is still content here to listen to, I think that’s a great compromise for those who want to continue supporting you during this stressful time

TangryOwl

Don't be sorry or beat yourself up about the uploads at all. Thank you for sharing though, I am so sorry you're going through all of this, it is so much to deal with all at once. I kind of consider the billing as more of access to your content rather than getting a certain amount of new material each month, and you have quite a lot of existing audios that I listen back to. That money's just gonna go on snacks anyways. Don't worry about the uploads, take it easy and as much time as you need. Be kind/patient with yourself, and honestly, do lean on the people who care about you IRL. Hoping for the best for you and a speedy recovery 💜🤗💜

Layla

I'm more of a silent viewer of your content the past few years. I was really hoping the inactivity wasn't health related but oh wow, this breaks my heart to hear how much pain your going through, human to human. Bloom I'm so so sorry about this. When life hits it hits, I understand. I've been dealing with minor but constant heath issues since September. On top of being constantly sick since I work with kids and am consistently overworked since the facility is shit. Just last year in Feb my mom had a heart attack, didn't think she would make but she ended up recovering well. And then last December was the worst of it. She went septic from having the flu and pneumonia that progressed very quickly and we were told she would di3. She was in the hospital and rehab till March, had kidney and liver problems from it, blood pressure issues, almost ended up being diabetic, could've lost limbs etc. And after fighting through getting sick on and off and almost going septic again from a hematoma from neglected care at the rehab she is now slowly working to be able to walk again at home! (Mind you with all this happening my Grandmother had a house fire and she is fine now but was out for a month.) I know it's scarier and more confusing when something is directly happening to you vs my case seeing it happen to a loved one but I say this because I felt like my world was ending the past two years and things are now slowly here and there progressing. And your content mainly streaming, RE9 playthrough, and sfw stuff really cheer me up during this horrible time. I appreciate your work and the time and care you put into it. Your ideas are wonderful and regardless of whether it's on patron or in some other field, I hope your creativity continues to blossom. You're writing is really great, I love how you dive into psychological elements through your concepts. Plus your VA is really grounded and believable. I truly hope your doctor's can help you or to at least find a way to adjust. I can't imagine having PETD and having your job be audio based and living in a warm climate. Please do what's in your power to recoup and take care of your mental health. I'm really sorry you're going through this. We appreciate you sharing something you didn't have to and genuinely, take your TIME. Content is content yes but you're human and things happen whether we want them to or not. We fix what we have control over and keep moving. Thank you for making wonderful content so far and I'm praying for your health and I'd still love to support you through patron regardless of having new content or not. Maybe a inactive tier can work since all your content is still here and could be enjoyed. We're sending you support and positive results!

Ashleymoe

I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. Take all the time you need, we care about you 🫶🏻 🫂

Tia Mia

Hi Bloom, I first got introduced to your content through Quinn and came over to your Patreon. I want to thank you for being so transparent and vulnerable, I know it's not easy to share the scary parts of yourself with the world. I hope you take the time to rest and heal yourself. Just remember, when those scary thoughts creep back in you have the support of so many beautiful souls behind you. 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Jasmine Tian

There’s nothing more important than taking care of yourself 😭please don’t be too bothered by pressured to create more content, we’re here to support you no matter what.❣️

Aurelia

Nothing is more important than your health. Don't worry about anything, just take care of yourself and put yourself first. We are all here and support you always.❤️ There are many girls encouraged by your voice including me,so i hope we can become your courage

simone

we’re always gonna be around to support you. cannot fathom what you’re going through and i’m so sorry. take care of yourself bloom!

Lex

Homie, you've created a catalog worth investing and supporting. Shit, I still have Lysistrata Gambit on repeat. With that said, do right by you and take care of yourself xo

ও

our sweet bloom, firstly, thank you for being open with us about everything even when you don’t have to—ever. we appreciate your transparency with us. i just want to let you know that we absolutely adore you. i’ve definitely been one of your supporters for a few years now and i’ve always enjoyed how authentic you are. i’m so sorry that your health is weighing you down in ways you can’t control. i’m sorry that you have to fight something that makes it harder to do something you’ve worked so passionately toward.. it breaks my heart that you feel so much of this pressure and that it feels unending, i wish i could help truly. i hope things begin looking up in the future even if it’s not a close one. take the time you need to rest & never feel bad for doing so. you have a lot more people in your corner than you realize, okay? we wish the best for you. we’re here to support you as bleak as things look right now.. don’t apologize for taking your time, especially when it’s out of your control. it may not help, but when things go wrong in my life.. i always have to remind myself “this is only one part of my life..”.. as heavy as it weighs, as much as it hurts.. it’s like that saying “one insult equals a hundred compliments” .. i’m rambling but i hope that makes sense.. giving you the BIGGEST, WARMEST, hug dude. hope you can feel it haha. i wish the best for you and if vibes were medicine you’d be healed fr. take care of yourself love! & keep us updated (if you’d like) ~ 💓🌸

cinnamoroll

i'm so sorry bloom. i cant say much that people haven't already said but i hope you can find some peace and recovery.

actanonverba

Bloom, I am so very sorry to hear this. I can only imagine what this means for you. Please, please just look after yourself and your health. Nothing is more important. I am also happy to contribute to a Perennial Tier, as someone called it here. Just to support you, that’s it. Also sending you a very gentle, heartfelt hug. Look after yourself, please ❤️

brooklyn

Thank you for sharing this with us, it didn’t sound like it was an easy decision to make ❤️‍🩹 I think if enough of us channel our collective healing energy, surely some of it has to reach you. 🥺❤️ Please take good care of yourself though - your health is far more important than anything else. You take all the time you need sweetums, no pressure at all, and please be as kind to yourself as you have been to us 🤍 mwah!

Mira

Your health is most important above all! I know it’s easier said than done, but please don’t lose hope! Trust there is a way to ease your pain. Even if you don’t upload new material or decide to enter a hiatus, remember you have an entire community rooting for you. Your voice is truly a gift. I wish you well, and hope you are able to use your gift to pursue any other future ventures. As others have mentioned, I would be glad to continue to support your channel. Wish you only the best! 🫶

Jackie S.

I had this huge speech prepared but everyone already said it and way better than I would. So I second everything. ✨ We are all sending all the possible positive vibes there are. ❤️✨ Yes, it’s a product. But clearly most of us know there’s a real person, with amazing talent and creativity behind it and we support that - you - regardless of new content. While you heal and try yo understand this - we don’t mind if you keep the payments for your work with the existing catalog - pq não tá fácil pra ninguém e muito menos quando tudo resolve acontecer ao mesmo fucking tempo. Take care, please Bloomie. ❤️ I hope you can feel better! You helped us in so many ways so many times…. We got you. ✨

moony

Take care, Bloom. Your health always comes first. We love you for who you are, not just your content, and we’ll always be right here supporting you. 🫂🫂

leensbeans

Very brave and admirable of you to be vulnerable with ur audience and face this issue head on. I wish u strength and patience as u work with ur doctors to resolve/alleviate the symptoms, ur health and quality of life matters most. Personally, I second the comment about having a tier option for people who want to pay for the catalogue already available (this is why I subscribed anyway). This year has been a special kind of hard, u will make it through. Be kind to urself 👾

epataged🎨

Omg Bloom im so sorry😭💗 My heart hurts so bad for you dear💔 I can’t pretend to understand exactly what you’re going through, but I want you to know that many of us out here are thinking about you and hoping that today will be a little gentler than yesterday

blaze

My heart goes out to you darling. Take care of yourself and don't force yourself to create when your headspace and health aren't in the best place. A majority of us that are here see the person and human being behind the content. I am happy to support your endeavors whether you pause content or continue it. Get the care you need, let your brain and body rest, do what is best for you and do not apologize for it. 🫂💖

Rosey

Hi Bloom, I've been a silent listener for the most part for the past few years (I did DM you briefly about how you helped my chronic pain on Reddit, I think a year or so ago) I'm so sorry about what you're experiencing. To echo others' thoughts, with you mentioning possibly pausing billing, I would still want to pay you (in the event you need to pause your work) I want to continue to support you, new content or not. You are so loved and cared about. I wish for any comfort and healing that's possible through this. ♡

Emily

Bloom! Just popping back in here to let you know that I (along with so many other people here) am thinking of you today ❤️ Hope you’re having a good day and that you’re able to be gentle with yourself and take it slow

Sam

Im so sorry youre going through this. Ive been here for quite a long time and i just want to say you dont need to be sorry, at the end of the day your health is all that matters, dont beat yourself up about it. Well always be here for you, take care of yourself 🤍

j

goodness, i’m so sorry you felt so anxious to say anything. don’t feel like you’ve let anyone down, just because people can separate the content from the actual creator doesn’t mean one can’t have a deep care for the person behind it all. sending you sooooo much love & healing and i hope you confide in those in your personal life so you have even more support. to deal with this on your own is incredibly difficult and it may seem bleak now but things can always turn around. your health is most important & regardless of the outcome, you’ll have the support. thinking of you during this difficult time ❤️🫂

Coco

I knew this would be hard to listen to from seeing the comments. But ugh. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’re going through right now. And I could hear it in your voice 💔 I’m sure you’re talking to a therapist and such already, sometimes we just have to take it one day at a time. Everything will be okay, Bloom. You’re a wonderful person who deserves the best in life. Things will fall in place somehow. As for us, you know already we’ll be here ❤️ much love to you, sweetie.

Mars

As someone who also has an idiopathic medical condition, i know how scary it can be every time you’re trying a new medication/surgery. In case you need to hear this Bloom: you didn’t make a wrong choice having that surgery. You were doing what’s best for YOU and that’s so, so brave. Don’t beat yourself up. Thinking of you. Sending you all my best.💜

Jeesi

Just adding to the love down here in the comments💜 As a long time listener who has seen how much healing and self discovery you’ve brought to your listeners… Bloom, please know that what you’ve built here isn’t just content but a community who is willing to support you and each other and that is such a feat ❤️ Please take care of yourself physically and emotionally. There are so many of us who are more than happy to support you monetarily and still be here while you figure things out💙

Spencer59

It’s heartbreaking that you have been through such a hard time both physically and mentally. Chronic diseases could have such a life altering effect on people. But many of them are controllable given the current medical conditions. Just take care of yourself, you will get through this. We will be here for you as always.

Chy !

This ! Bloom has so many audios that I resub just to get access to his old ones 😭 Hopefully he keeps that option available! 🫶

Jaz

Sending love and virtual hugs take care of yourself please you are only giving one time don’t be hard on yourself

v.

I've been putting off listening because it felt like it'd be a heavy one and my mind always jumps to the worst conclusions. There's nothing left to say that hasn't already been said and it wouldn't communicate well in this format anyway but thanks for trusting us to listen to hear you Bloom and thank you chat for creating a beautiful thread of love and human kindness. It feels warm in my chest to witness a honest vulnerability on your part and to be a part of such a kind and supportive group of patrons. Who the fuck cares if its audio porn, you are cherished by the most freaky little sweethearts, myself included. To us all, it's okay not to be strong all the time; be gentle with yourself like you wiuld with something precious; rest more than you think you need to; Ask for help(!!!); you're not alone as long as we're here together. Do what works for You bc all we can do is take it day by day. (And +1 to continue billing in whatever capacity feels appropriate. the perennial tier idea is cute) We adore you Bloom 🫶🏾 Much love everyone 🫂

v.

thinking about y'all again today :') and also plugging my discord ID for anyone here who needs someone to chat with/support from someone experienced with chronic health issues/caretaking! hmu anytime just give me a min to reply ^^ (cinchjones_1312)

miss victory

Been trying to find the right words for a little while. You've been dealing with something extraordinarily difficult while still showing up consistently, releasing work that has set new bars in quality and depth. Thankyou so much. Please take as much time away as you need to focus on your health. Personally, I'm happy to continue paying at my current tier, and I agree with It_em that considering an inactive support tier could be a viable option. The most important thing right now is to centre your attention on your recovery and go from there. Small steps. It sounds scary as hell but you've got this. So proud of you Bloom

Alyak00

I’m so sorry that you’re going through all this. I pray that you find answers, peace, and eventually comfort from all that you’re going through. 🙏💕

Shawna

My sweet Bloomie. Please more than anything be tender with yourself. This amazing community of people is a direct reflection of the light you shine through into your audios. You’re a beautiful human who deserves as much support regardless of what you’re “giving.” And, you’ve given a lot. For me, your audios have a way of making me feel so safe. Even the more dominant ones are incased in love. A safety I only hope to have irl one day. So, let us provide you with a little bit the same, by supporting you. Thinking of you and as an RN, hoping you are being advocated for & getting the best care possible. ❤️❤️ (paid member on Quinn & will upgrade here)

gbh

I'm sorry that you have to deal with these health issues. It's very kind of you to share when you have no obligation to. I hope you take care of yourself first, it's no worries. I'm sure most of us can agree that health comes first. I know uncertainty is scary, I'll keep you in my prayers. 🙏🏻 Big virtual hug from all of us 🫂🫂💜

cxmi das cuié

Bloomie, faz tempo que eu não apareço por essas bandas mas eu espero mesmo que você esteja bem ❤️ Se cuida, chuchu.

brooklyn

tried to add you but it gave me an error message saying you don’t accept requests 😩

Emily

Thinking of you today, Bloomie ❤️ Sending you a hug!

GoddessPisces

My heart hurts. Take care of yourself, Bloom. We love you and are praying for your healing 🫶💜

Chy !

Update: its been awhile, hoping you are navigating through this. We'll be here to support in any way we can. Get all the rest needed! 🫶

sars

dry??! boy whatchu talkin bout. also ur gonna make me cryyyyyyyy. take it easy G, we all put the most pressure on ourselves, but it's okay. and it'll be okay 🫂