Finally! Uploaded my video about my recent doctor visit (Patreon)

I'll probably end up just calling a dispensary and asking around for a private practice doctor who can give me a license… evidently even though Colorado is known for being one of the first States to legalize marijuana, the federal medical system is still completely living under a rock and I am getting absolutely nowhere with Medicaid doctors. Another annoying thing is that I have expressed multiple times that I am not interested in antidepressants, and yet it seems to be the goal of every doctor to have me meet with a psychiatrist whenever I bring up my trauma. I am not interested in numbing my body or my feelings even though yes it is overwhelming and yes I am very  borderline on suicidal as I am sure a lot of people are who have gone through intense and life altering horrible situation s.