Trying to be normal (Patreon)

… and somewhat succeeding? I'm not gonna lie some days it is very difficult being disabled with such a high spinal cord injury. Although my injury did not affect my mental state, literally, it did actually do a lot of harm to my self-esteem and feelings of worthiness. I'm still getting used to this body and I feel so trapped in it at times. On the inside I am screaming and kickboxing and dancing the river dance. On the outside it may appear I am in a state of acceptance but that is far from the truth. What could I possibly have to offer the world like this?