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Hello everyone, reporting in with good news. My vomiting has stopped entirely. I have only had one very minor event in the past month. It is a tremendous relief for me that I'll never have to experience that ever again. When I remember how bad my experience was a short time ago, I feel amazingly grateful and relieved.

After the vomiting stopped my body went into "shut-down mode" in order to heal. My body calls me to sleep aggressively all the time against my will. I have no sleep schedule at all and I have no control over when I sleep. I sleep against my will at random times. It's kind of intense, but I'm not suffering at all. The only time it's concerning is when I'm waiting for important package deliveries and I can't remain awake. I have to tell my neighbor to watch out for my packages and he's amazingly kind and helpful about it.

Recently, my main fear about my living location came true and a forest fire began blowing lots of smoke. It's not safe to go outside right now. Luckily, I had plenty of food. I was pretty scared to hear about this smoke arriving, because if I ever went outside and suffered second-hand cannabis smoke, it would absolutely ruin me, causing me to cough and struggle. Luckily, the forest fire smoke does not affect me super badly, so I'm very relieved again. Regardless, the smoke still affects me, so I purchased an air purifier because I know that this forest fire smoke issue is a main issue where I live.

The chronic fatigue is still the main and most difficult part of my condition. 100% of my daily energy sources is spent on cooking healthy food for myself. Sometimes I fall asleep while doing it and I have to do it in steps, pealing the potatoes, and then putting them in cold water in the fridge, and then napping, and then waking up and chopping the onions, setting them aside, and napping again. The fatigue and sleepiness is quite intense.

My humble apologies that I'm not able to write lately, but my body seems to need rest. I will be allowing my body to get the rest it needs for my health to recover. I'm not suffering at all, just resting and sleeping. My mental space and my spirits are very high, better than ever in all my life. I have a lot of hope and I know that I will be able to have a full recovery from this terrible condition.

Currently, I have no time frame at all. I really have no idea how long it will take for me to recover from this. According to the internet and AI, so long as I remain perfectly sober, which is quite easy for me to do now, for fear of death, I should have a perfect and full recovery eventually.

Love you guys a lot. I will be pausing for another 30 days and no one should be charged any money at all ever. If you are charged, just hit me up for a refund and I'll deliver it as soon as I can.

I learned a bit how to generate pictures using AI, maybe you will enjoy some of the ones I made. If you have any opinions about the pictures, please let me know if you want.

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