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ok,

basically i'm making a 3-3.5 hour documentary that is also an academic masters philosophy thesis and is also self expression and is also intended to be numerically successful, and that takes a really long time.

i have a final cut on the first hour, which was the hardest bit by a lot but there's no rushign this at this point it's either perfect or its not worth it

i have felt that splitting my energy by working on other things was bad because i should be investing everything into getting the video done. but i'm now confident the video is going to be just as good as i intended it to be, AND it cannot be rushed. but in due time we will all be staring into each other souls conglomerated around the art moment like a watering hole filled with agua blessed by ex communicated priests etc.

i will not take this long on another video after this, for a while. if i do, i will tell you that this is happening. and you will have this 3 hour thing as a reference for the scope and quality to expect in exchange for that extended time of TLC.

in the meantime (read: immediate future) i will be posting more on patreon to make up for how long the thing has taken and the future thigns will take.

but here is what you're waiting for:

Future of Main Channel:

The next three videos on the CJ The X main channel are

1. The Truth About Jordan Peterson

2. Queer Christianity

3. What Is Quality?

For Queer Christianity and What Is Quality I have done higher budget productions involving travel and music video shoots and on sight interviews, and of course preposterous amounts of research. You can expect this trilogy to be a significant cut above my previous content.

I ended my previous big serious piece with heightened awareness, but no answers. I have been focusing on generating answers. That's why I've been quiet.

So thank you for the Patreon support. I don't know anyone else as blessed with such trust from an audience to take time and ignore sponsors and adsense and everything else and just invest everything in exactly what they determine will be of highest quality.

In the meantime I will try to make your time worth it. paragraph break

Future of the Patreon:

(read: immediate future)

**Short Vids:**

there'll be extra shorter classic cj the x style videos coming out on here exclusively. jsut some sillies, for fun, instead of "find god, name him and kill him" long form investments.

Social No Para / Conversations With:

I will start posting Conversations With and Social No Para episodes again. I have felt previously when I haven't posted on the main channel that there is no reason to assume you would want supplementary content when you haven't recently received primary content, but i am adapting to these new waters of making YouTube videos i "desperately care about" instead of just "care about a lot".

Livestreams:

i'm also going to do some livestreams publicly and i will leave those livestreams up here. i will even, for once, allow you to vote on something ! We can elect and vote for subjects that you want to watch me go off on for an hour or more. i retain 100% veto power, but i am interested in knowing what you might want to hear. i sometimes horse blinder extremely hard on what i'm currently working on and forget the channel has brushed many topics that i also have researched and thought on and people have found valuable that can absolutely be mined for more.

Music:

finally there will be more music, both stupid and not stupid.

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oh and book club will start again in oct. i will remain a participant, but we may rotate hosts. doing some backroom meetings to organize this so my life is sustainable

If you want to go through the backlog of content and appreciate all of these things, the new Patreon feature Collections  is fucking fantastic. I have made use of it and will continue to do so in order to ensure u can access everything on here easily.

as for livestreams I would like to announce a few dates right now:

Fri Sept 22 4:30pm EST: Olivia Rodrigo SOUR Listening Party / Live Analysis

right before my Bo Burnham video i was actually working on an Olivia Rodrigo album analysis that i never recorded. i'm actually not completely sure how to translate album analysis into video essay format, its harder than analyzing visual media just by nature of the platform. but i thought it'd be fun if you came and joined me in listening to the album track by track and watching me explain my lyrical analysis. come and bring your headphones and an open angsty teenage heart.

this livestream will be unlisted, just us on Patreon, then posted on Patreon so u always have the opportunity to relive and relisten with me.

Mon Sept 25 6pm EST: First Livestream of Your Choice

Comment below what subjects you would be interested in hearing X-ified analysis of. I will make a poll to vote on later. I retain 100% veto power.

The livestream will be public on YouTube then privated then posted to Patreon.

Wed Sept 27 4:30pm EST: Amusing Ourselves To Death Book Club Town Hall! <3

on zoom! as per usual. link posted here on the day. i monologue and then I take callers, is the general format. not recorded for posterity for many reasons.

Thur Sept 28 12am: my brithday. its my 26th birthday im just telling you that. i wil be offline with friends and family enjoying life. i;m getting older im tstarin to think abou tthe future.

That's it.

thanks for your patience. enjoy the incoming slightly overwhelming onslaught of content compensating for said patience.

here are some screenshots from the 3 hour epic to prove it exists:

it's been a long year.

x

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Comments

E-Den

Thank you for the content, love what you make. 🙏 happy to see the oasis through the dunes

Emi P

Thank you for feeding our souls with good art

Thinkpiece Tribe

New art to consume and inject into my veins yeah!!

daniel

cj the x i am extremely excited, buzzing like a bee even, or my phone when my mom calls three times in a row. VERY interested in queer Christianity, especially as a queer person still being forced to go to church. as for the livestream UHM! THE REPUBLIC BY MY FAVORITE JOHN THE APOSTLE PRECURSOR PLATO

Adorne Sibley | The Corners Within

CJ: *assuming we wouldn't want supplemental content* Me: Give me your thoughts! Give me your brain waters! Also me: totally chill with not hearing from CJ for months at a time to suddenly have a sweet-seeming love song with a creepy undertone drop and then for them to disappear again. We are here for it all, dude. Who are we to demand art from you.

Silja

So excited! <3

Ervin Pepper

Trying to come up with the perfect comment to convey how appreciative and inspired I am by the care cj puts into everything they do but I keep getting distracted by how rad Patreon Collections is

Olive Nicole

You have the same bday as my mom!

Carol N.

incredibly excited !! keepin the ol brain engaged when it's threatening shutdown

Daniel Otaigbe

I forgot that we can like, comment on these things. Excited for the video and I’m looking forward to everything you have to say!

Kyron

Very hyped!! Also, I don't want to distract you, but I'm almost done reading something from this year I think you'd enjoy, 'Working girl: on selling art and selling sex' by Sophia Giovannitti. It's about art and sex, obviously, fantasy, capitalism and meaning. It's pretty thought provoking and interesting!

Chris Scalzi

No doubt it will be amazing. Thank you CJ for all of your amazing work. I can’t wait to see it!

Marien Marsi

Agreeing with all of the above 1000% BUt also make sure to rest & take some time off when you need & know that we obviously understand that as well. Can't wait to experience the art momentttt 🤪

Kaley Gordon-Shupp

I am so excited for your Queer Christianity video that I could cry

Jack

Topic suggestion: the value (or lack thereof) of dense storytelling eg the lore of the souls games or inscryption. I personally dislike these things when I miss the hidden details, but I know it can be SO satisfying to uncover the hidden meaning beneath the surface

ccsays

More than happy to wait. Fully trust that the quality of what’s to come demanded the time. V v v excited for it all, whenever it’s ready. (Especially love hearing you have a vid on queer Christianity in the works.)

Hobbes the Tiger

seeing the screenshot of the book in your mouth gave me a visceral reaction. i can taste it. the sogginess. the saliva soaking into the paper. the sharp. also love the skirts!

Shannon Garvey

Topic suggestion: Netflix making themselves the bad guy in black mirror. Something about the execution felt off to me the entire time and I wasn't quite sure what they were trying to do

Kate J

I’d love to have a sneak peek on your thoughts on queer Christianity in livestream form!! Your faith seems radical to me, since I grew up in the church but when I deconstructed and discovered my queerness I didn’t discover religion again. I know you’ve got a video planned but I’d also love a less formal stream-of-consciousness version of that if you’re down

Rowan

As many people have pointed out in the comments I hope that Cj and the research team (has Ellen conceded?) do not feel like they have to justify our patronage. There is part of me that is here for the promise that there is * more* But I would not be here if what I have already been given was not transcendental. Still I look forward to what's to come. Ps: "dream blunt rotation" meme was 100% unironic to me lol

Romy Beigel

Very excited about your Queer Christianity vid. As a queer reform Jew from a very interfaith family, I’d also be curious to hear in a chill live format about your awareness of/relationship with other religious ideologies outside of Christianity. There’s so much out there: reiki/energy fields, Hinduism, Buddhism, Judaism, Islam…. I just love learning about other people’s concepts of spirituality and why they connect to one specifically over others. It’s fascinating

Josh Foreman

It's interesting to me that you think when the main is lean you need to also be lean on the Patreon. My impulse is the opposite. For a livestream topic I vote for one of my fave topics: analysis of entertainment franchises. Which are doing the best work artistically, and which are doing the worst, and why.

רועי שילה

More rap opinions and hot takes would be cool like in the RZA video but in rant stream format

valentin

How considerate of you to post on my birthday (turned 19 today) also the skirt goes hard I love it

Brook Wentz

Genuinely looking forward to the increased posting schedule. It's nice to have more opportunities to connect with your stuff and the community here. BUT ALSO, I support you finically here JUST SO you have the time and space to invest in projects long term. To get away from the frantic churn that online monetization requires. If mixing it up is good for you personally and creatively, then go for it!! But also, no rush from me over here. I'm happy to support in a long term way. Good luck CJ!

valentin

Also Livestream topic: The Barbie movie! I need someone to finally talk about this movie from a different lense than the "woke discourse." The Barbie movie is such a wacky metaphysical rollercoaster and I'm so disappointed nobody is talking about it :(

annie liz

on board for all of it. my lil queer christian heart is quaking in anticipation for the future plans. glad you're doing exactly what you need to make the peterson video Right. grateful 2 be here

Bloom

you are the first & only person i’ve supported on patreon thus far. your content is the only content on youtube i consistently look forward to. i’m so beyond happy that this work has translated to such success for you and i love being a part of it

Bloom

also i really loved your rant on postmodern neomarxism and look forward to more of that kinda content

bia

very excited for the queer christianity one as someone who doenst understand its existence

BestStressed

I await our next allotment of beautiphilosomusement. I often quite like really long video essays. I sometimes watch them over and over; when a video is pushing three hours it's usually long enough that I find bits I didn't process the first few times around. I think I've watched the Folding Ideas videos on NFTs and Decentraland probably 5-10 times each.

Teralyn Pilgrim

You can talk about all the reboots and prequels and sequels going on right now. Toy Story 5? Frozen 3? Haunted Mansion again? Why??? I'm also interested in why some stories get told over and over again. Like Peter Pan, for instance. What's that all about?

Zinnia Nichols Loller

HOLY SHIT CJ TAKING REQUESTS?? i would like to submit midnight gospel and bones and all for the cj analyzation block.

margaret (formerly Samson)

I've kind of assumed your relative silence on here was more related to the "I don't want to share my process because that hurts the art moment" rather than the "I don't want to appear to (or actually) prioritize things that are not my top priority" or "I don't want people to be frustrated that I'm just putting out prequels instead of finishing the series". Maybe I'm misreading this post, but it sounds like you're setting aside some restrictions on your work that are usually useful but not necessarily now. Hooray! Bring them back if they become useful, and put them down while they are not. I am eager to Experience the Art Moment, and can trust enough that God will bring you to it's completion when it, you, and the world are ready for it to be released. And in the meantime, I will be glad for as much as happens here. :)

Tom Burke

Thoughts on the literary novel as an art form/ its current state? This is transparently my own interest haha.

annabel_182

i'm so excited for all the things you have planned! those topics are just *chefs kiss* anyway, some others have said this in the comments before mine, but i hope you and the rest of the research team know how much we appreciate all the work you guys do :)

pleeb fishis

if you just drop the next video with no forewarning i might throw up.

SAM!!!

this sounds sick! as for the livestream thingy, i was hoping for you to comment on art that you love. you have claimed to want to avoid being a hypercritical cinema-sins adjacent channel, and ur definitely not, but it would be a cool change of pace to hear you gush about why you love something. like instead of videos about what NOT to do when making transcendent art, expressing in detail what examples you think show what TO do when trying to make something of beauty if that makes sense :p