Unbroken — part I (Patreon)

Author's note: Hello everyone! I hope you are all doing well. This one is a special one! Worked on it with my best friend. I hope you like it. It's different! This will have three parts. This will be narrated in first person! Let me know if you like this style better!

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They tell us the war was the men’s fault. That they burned the world in their hunger for power, their endless greed, their need to prove themselves stronger than the next. I’ve repeated those words since I was a child, like a prayer, like a shield. “Women rebuilt. Women saved.” And most days, I believe it.

The Great War ended decades before I was born, but its bones are everywhere. They say it started like all wars did—arguments in rooms full of men, borders drawn and redrawn, weapons polished until one finally fired. Only this time, it didn’t stop. Cities fell. Fields turned to ash. Skies blackened for weeks. And when the world finally quieted, it was women who rose from the rubble and stitched together what was left.

That’s what the history books say, at least. That women organized when men scattered. That women saved what men destroyed. That order was rebuilt only when men were stripped of the right to lead.

I’ve believed it all my life. I still do, most days. Because it’s easy to believe when the world around me looks stable. When streets run in straight lines, when markets open on time, when food is rationed but steady. Order feels like safety, and safety feels like truth.

But the cracks show if you look for them. In the half-repaired buildings still leaning on broken foundations. In the tired eyes of workers who bow their heads a little too quickly. In the silences that stretch too long when the broadcasts end.

Men don’t rule anymore. They’re given roles at birth, tidy categories that keep the world balanced. Some are breeders, sent to clinics where their futures are charted in numbers and vials. Some are laborers, their bodies bent to rebuild what was lost. And the ones who resist—well. Officially, defectors don’t exist. But whispers travel further than walls, and they always say the same thing: not all of them are gone.

That’s the world I live in. The one my mother helped build, the one I now serve. I wear the pale-gray uniform of the Council, the insignia at my collar polished until it gleams. People step aside when I pass, bow their heads, call me Councilor. Privilege protects me, surrounds me. And most days, I let it.

But some nights, when I catch my reflection in the glass, I wonder if the uniform is protecting me… or disguising me.

The uniform always feels heavier in the mornings. I button it slowly, smoothing the pale-gray fabric over my shoulders until the insignia sits just right at my collar. It’s meant to project strength, authority, loyalty to the Order. To most people, it probably does. To me, it feels like armor I can’t take off.

“Eat something before you go.”

Maren’s voice carries from the kitchen. She’s been my closest friend since we were girls, though now the Council calls her my aide. I think she likes the title less than I do. She appears in the doorway, mug of tea in hand, her hair twisted up in its usual half-effort bun.

“I’ll grab something at the center,” I say, sliding my slate into my bag.

Her eyebrow lifts. “You won’t.”

She’s right. I never do.

Maren sighs and pushes off the doorframe, crossing the room to pluck a ration bar from the counter. She presses it into my palm like I’m a child she’s scolding. “At least take this.”

I roll my eyes but tuck it into my bag. “Satisfied?”

“Hardly.” She smirks, but her gaze lingers, searching. Always searching. “Big day?”

“Inspection. Council after.” I fasten my gloves and check the time. “Routine.”

“Routine,” she repeats, like she doesn’t believe it. She rarely does.

We leave together, boots echoing against the stone steps that lead down into the street. The city hums with quiet order. Stalls open for the day, women arranging goods with practiced hands, children weaving between them with schoolbooks clutched to their chests. Their voices carry one of the morning songs, sweet and melodic, until the words land heavy: “Women rebuilt, women saved.”

A vendor pauses when she spots me, bowing her head. “Councilor.”

I nod in return, my voice polite. “Supplies steady?”

“Well enough,” she answers, though her eyes flick to the half-filled sacks stacked behind her stall.

Maren tugs lightly at my sleeve. “We’ll be late.”

We keep walking. The air smells faintly of smoke after the rain, though the fires were decades ago. Some things never wash out.

We pass through the checkpoint at the end of the market. The guards don’t question me, just glance at the insignia at my collar before waving us through. That’s the thing about this uniform — it’s a key and a shield. I don’t wait in lines. I don’t show papers. I don’t get searched.

The privilege should make me feel powerful. Instead, it just reminds me how many others don’t have it.

“Councilor Y/N,” one of the guards says stiffly, handing my badge back. He hesitates, then adds in a lower voice, “Be cautious on the southern roads. There are rumors…” His eyes flick away. “About rebels.”

The word hangs heavy in the air, like smoke.

Maren’s tone cuts clean through it. “Rumors spread faster than truth, soldier. Don’t waste the Councilor’s time.”

The guard snaps back into formality, bowing his head. “Yes, ma’am.”

We walk on, but the word lingers in my mind. Rebels. Always the same whispers, the same shadows. And lately, always the same name threaded through them.

Harry Styles.

The distribution center is already in motion when we arrive, the air thick with the smell of flour and rust. Long rows of bins line the hall, women tallying numbers with quick, neat strokes, men hauling sacks onto scales. Everything moves like clockwork — or it’s meant to.

“Councilor,” the supervisor greets, clipboard clutched to her chest. Her smile is polite but tight. “We’ve reached seventy-two percent of this month’s target.”

“She means they’re behind,” Maren murmurs.

Color rises in the woman’s cheeks. “The harvest was lighter this season.”

I glance at the workers. Their movements are steady, practiced, their eyes fixed on the ground. One falters under the weight of a sack, catches himself before the soldier at the door can bark at him. He mutters an apology anyway.

The soldier looks satisfied, as though the stumble itself was an offense.

“Adjust quotas to reflect the shortage,” I tell the supervisor evenly. “No cuts to the workers’ districts. The Council won’t tolerate hunger.”

Relief flickers across her face. “Yes, Councilor.”

As we leave, Maren gives me a sidelong look. “You’re too kind.”

“For not starving families?”

She shrugs. “Others wouldn’t have bothered to ask.”

I don’t answer. Because she’s right.

We walk the rest of the way in silence, boots clicking against stone as the streets narrow into the government quarter. The air feels different here — quieter, tighter, like even sound is expected to obey. The chatter of the market fades behind us until only the echo of our steps remains.

The Council building rises ahead, all stone and glass, its sharp edges cutting against the pale morning sky. We pause at the base of the steps, the world hushed around us.

Maren lingers a step behind, sipping the last of her tea. “You ever wonder what it was like?”

I glance back at her. “What what was like?”

“Before all this. Before the Order. When men still…” She hesitates, eyes narrowing in thought. “Mattered.”

The question unsettles me. I was raised on lessons about the war — men destroying everything, women rebuilding, order restored only when power was taken from those who couldn’t be trusted with it. History proves it, the teachers drilled. Our mothers proved it.

But standing here, at the foot of this building that decides everything and hides everything, the certainty feels thinner.

“I don’t know,” I say finally.

Maren studies me, too long for comfort, then shrugs like she didn’t mean it. “I just think about it sometimes. How different the world would look if things hadn’t burned the way they did.”

Her voice drops lower. “How different we would look.”

The words slip under my skin. I shift, searching for something solid to hold onto. “Speculation won’t change anything.”

“There’s the Councilor I know.” Her smirk is soft, not sharp, and when she falls into step beside me, I can feel the weight of what she didn’t say hanging between us.

Together, we climb the steps, boots echoing against stone, until the heavy doors open and the chamber swallows us whole.

The air inside is cooler, stiller, like even breath has to bow to the weight of the walls. The chamber rises high above us, stone pillars stretching toward a ceiling painted with faded murals — reminders of the women who rebuilt, the victories they claimed. Rows of seats curve around the central table where the Council gathers, uniforms pale gray, insignias gleaming like polished coins.

I take my place, Maren slipping quietly behind me to stand at the aides’ row. The murmurs die down as Councilor Deyra clears her throat. She’s older than most of us, sharp-eyed and sharp-tongued, with a voice that cuts like glass when she speaks.

“The rebels grow bolder,” she says without preamble. “Another transport intercepted on the southern road. Supplies stolen. Workers freed.”

A ripple moves through the room. Some mutter in disbelief, others in anger. My stomach knots.

“Do we know who led it?” one of the Councilors asks.

Deyra’s lips press into a thin line. “Who do you think?”

Silence falls, heavier than stone.

She doesn’t need to say it. The name hums between us anyway.

“The people are whispering his name again,” Deyra continues, her gaze sweeping the table. “They speak of him as if he’s some savior. As if one man could stand against the Order.”

Councilor Varin, seated across from me, leans forward. Her insignia gleams under the light. “Then make an example of him. Increase patrols, double the checkpoints, let the people see our strength.”

“And drain our resources in the process?” Deyra snaps. “That’s exactly what he wants — to stretch us thin.”

Another Councilor, older, softer in voice but not in conviction, shakes her head. “Stories make him stronger. Every raid, every whisper spreads faster than truth. He’s becoming more than a man to them. He’s becoming a symbol.”

The word curls in my stomach like smoke. Symbol. That’s more dangerous than weapons.

Deyra slams her hand against the table. “Symbols burn just as easily as men. We only need the fire.” Her eyes cut to me suddenly, sharp as a blade. “Councilor Y/N.”

The chamber stills. Every gaze shifts to me.

“You will lead the next inspection in the outer districts,” she says. “Distribution, quotas, patrol reviews. Your presence will remind the people that the Council is unshaken. Visible. Firm.”

It’s not a request.

Maren shifts behind me, and I can feel her disapproval like a shadow. “With respect, Councilor,” she says carefully, “Y/N has other assignments scheduled this week—”

“Assignments can be adjusted,” Deyra cuts her off, her voice cold. Her gaze never leaves mine. “You leave at first light.”

I keep my expression neutral, though unease coils in my chest. Inspections are routine — but being singled out like this, being sent beyond the city walls where whispers grow louder, feels like something else entirely.

Still, my voice is steady when I answer. “As you wish.”

Deyra leans back, satisfied. The discussion shifts to other matters — quotas, construction projects, recruitment — but I hear none of it. My mind drifts, pulled by the silence left in the wake of his name.

The Unbroken One.

They call him dangerous. A criminal. A liar.

But not everyone believes that.

And the Council’s fear is proof enough that maybe… neither do they.

By the time the meeting ends, the light outside has slipped into that dusky gray that makes the city feel like it’s holding its breath. The walk back to my quarters is quiet, too quiet, Maren trailing a step behind me.

She doesn’t speak until the door closes behind us. “You shouldn’t have agreed so easily.”

I set my gloves on the table, loosening the stiff collar at my throat. “What was I supposed to do? Defy Deyra in front of the entire Council?”

“You could have stalled. Redirected. Something.” Her arms fold tight across her chest. “You know why she chose you. She wants someone visible. Disposable.”

The word twists in me. “You think I’m disposable?”

Maren exhales sharply, the edge in her voice softening. “No. That’s the problem. She does.”

I sink into the chair at my desk, the day’s reports still scattered there — grain tallies, clinic rosters, patrol logs. Numbers meant to prove order, to disguise the cracks. They blur as I stare at them.

Maren leans against the wall, watching me too closely. “It’s him, isn’t it? That’s why they’re pushing. They think Styles is circling closer.”

The name hangs in the air like smoke. My throat tightens.

“They say he frees convoys. That he speaks to workers before they disappear.” Her eyes narrow. “Do you believe it?”

“I don’t know what I believe.” The admission feels dangerous, even here, even to her.

She studies me a beat longer, then pushes off the wall. “Try to sleep, at least. Tomorrow will be longer than today.”

When she leaves, the room feels too still, the silence louder than her presence. I shuffle the reports again, but the words blur into nothing.

I lie awake long after the lamps burn low, staring at the ceiling, wondering which version of him waits beyond the walls of this city.

Dawn comes too quickly.

The streets are hushed, washed pale in the first thin light. Even the markets are still, shutters closed, stalls empty. Only the checkpoint hums with life, soldiers shifting in their boots as the transport waits at the curb. Its engine thrums low, steady, like a heartbeat I can’t quite match.

I fasten my jacket, the insignia polished until it catches the light like fire. Armor, or disguise. Maybe both.

Maren stands beside me, arms crossed, her hair pulled back tighter than usual. Her voice is quiet, but firm. “You don’t have to look so brave, you know.”

“I’m not trying to.” My throat feels dry.

She studies me, something sharp flickering in her eyes. “Then at least promise me you’ll be careful.”

I can’t promise that. So I say nothing.

The transport door opens with a heavy groan. Inside, soldiers already sit in rigid rows, rifles across their laps. None of them look at me directly, but I can feel their unease in the stiffness of their shoulders, the clipped way they murmur to each other.

I catch fragments as I slide into my seat. Southern roads. Intercepted convoys. Rebels sighted. Always softer when the last word comes.

Maren follows, settling opposite me. The door slams shut, the sound final enough to make my pulse jump.

The city falls behind us in neat rooftops and clean lines, each street we pass like another thread cut loose. Beyond the checkpoint, the roads stretch wider, rougher, the horizon opening like a wound.

I stare out the window, watching order give way to distance. The rhythm of the engine fills the silence, but beneath it, the soldiers’ clipped murmurs replay in my head. Convoys intercepted. Patrols attacked. Always the same shadow behind it all.

The rebel.

The ghost the Council can’t catch.

And for the first time, I feel the pull not of duty, but of inevitability — like whatever waits for me out there has already chosen me.

The further we drive, the thinner the world feels. Streets flatten into cracked highways, buildings into skeletal ruins leaning against the horizon. The soldiers stay stiff in their seats, rifles laid across their laps, eyes flicking to the windows as though they expect the silence to shatter at any moment.

Maren sits opposite me, arms folded, her gaze fixed on the blurred landscape rushing past. She hasn’t spoken since we left the checkpoint. Her silence is heavier than words.

I shift, pulling the ration bar she forced into my bag this morning. The wrapper crinkles too loudly in the hush. One of the soldiers looks up at the sound before forcing her stare back to the window.

“You feel it too,” Maren says finally, her voice low.

I pause mid-bite. “Feel what?”

Her eyes flick to mine. “The tension. Like the air’s waiting to break.”

I swallow, the taste of grain and chalk sitting heavy on my tongue. She’s not wrong. Every mile carries us further from the safety of the city, closer to the places where stories are born — the kind whispered in markets, etched in chalk before soldiers wash them away. Stories of a ghost who won’t die. A rebel who refuses to bend.

The man everyone pretends doesn’t exist, even as he stalks their thoughts.

The transport jolts suddenly, slamming me against the window. Shouts erupt as the vehicle grinds to a stop. Dust clouds the air outside, thick enough to blind.

“Stay inside!” the captain barks, but her command is swallowed by the crack of gunfire.

Chaos floods the silence. Soldiers spill out, weapons raised. Maren grabs my wrist, dragging me low as the door bursts open and hands seize the captain, dragging her into the dust. Her scream cuts off fast.

“Councilor—” another soldier shouts, but she doesn’t finish. Something strikes, and she crumples.

I can’t see through the dust, but I hear it — boots pounding against earth, shouts in voices I don’t recognize. A figure climbs into the transport, tall, dark against the light behind him. The air shifts as though the world itself leans toward him.

A hand grips my arm, firm but not cruel, pulling me to my feet. For a moment, I’m too stunned to resist.

And then I see him.

Not a ghost. Not a story. Not a whisper.

A man.

His hair falls into his eyes, his jaw set, clothes dusted with dirt and ash. The rebel. The one the Council fears.

He looks at me like he already knows who I am.

“Councilor,” he says, his voice low, rough with smoke and something sharper. “We need to talk.”

next part will be posted in a week!