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If you're just tuning in, this is a conceptual album that lives inside the world of the online roleplaying game The Melandren Corporation (join for free at lockedinlace.com). All the songs on this album are performed by the captured cuties at in this fictional universe and then released as an album for everyone to enjoy.

THE STORY

The Sissies of the Melandren Corporation start off with a wig, some basic makeup, a set of glue-on breasts and an awful lot of denial about what is being done to them. They think this is something they can somehow escape if they can just explain the situation to the right person, or figure out an escape. But as time passes, they find themselves sinking further and further into the Sissy girl that they are becoming. As part of their evening ritual they are required to stare into the mirror and practice what they learned in 'Flirting Class'... staring at a reflection of something that they desire as a man even though it is just the thing they are becoming.

LYRICS

There she is again…

I keep coming back to this mirror like it’s pulling me inSame soft light, like a spiral starting to spinAt first I hated her, that helpless mannish girlNow I can’t stop staring…‘cause I finally see what the whole world sees when it looks at herShe’s not that mannish anymore…she’s a girl that men would want to ruinThe way her breasts sit high, the way her waist dips inThe way her lips look when she poutsI finally understand why they leer when I walk into the room nowMirror girl, who are you becoming?Why do I want you the way they all do?Mirror girl, I see what they see when they look at meAnd it’s breaking what’s left of the man I used to beEvery day you get hotter, every night I stay longerTouching your body like it belongs to meMirror girl… I’m falling so hard for you...For the girl that the whole world wants me to be...The surgery came out stunning, looking like a feminine dreammade my breasts all out, made my waist this small and lean,Now when I look in the mirror I don’t see a man in a dress anymoreI see exactly what everyone sees when I'm walking through the door

The sway in my hips, makes em stare when I walkThe full pouty lips makes em stare when I talkI used to be invisible… now I’m something they all dream aboutbut I just dream about you.... and me....Mirror girl, who are you becoming?Why do I crave you like they crave me?Mirror girl, I finally get it, I see what they seeWhen they look at this body that used to belong to meEvery day you get hotter, every night I fall deeperI’m jealous and ashamed and so helpless to youMirror girl… I’m losing the warI don’t want to be him…I don't want to be her...I don't want to be you...

I can barely even see anything of the man I was.I hear a fading voice inside that screams “that's not me”While my hands slide down your body feeling so turned onI’m not becoming her anymore…Is she becoming me?

Mirror girl, I can’t live without youYou’re everything they see with those lusty eyesMirror girl, I finally understand why they stareat my breasts, and my ass and my thighs.Every day you get hotter, every night I get wetterI’m in love with the girl I’ve become against my willMirror girl… I want... you... so badly.I want you in my bed and in my arms and in my heartI just want... you... I just want to see you...I just want to... be... you?

I just want to be... me... too.

I just want to be ME... too.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Everything in the Melandren universe — the songs, the stories, the game — exists within a consensual forced feminization fantasy framework. The non-consent, the control, and the power dynamics are narrative devices in a story world that players choose to enter, explore, and exit on their own terms.

Kink is not politics. The content here does not reflect my real-world views on gender, consent, relationships, or power. It reflects a creative space where adults can safely explore fantasies that would be wrong, harmful, or impossible in reality... which is exactly what fiction is for.

The sissies of Melandren are not a statement about trans identity, gender expression, or what femininity means. They are characters in a story about control, transformation, and the complicated feelings that fantasy can surface.

If you're here, you already understand the difference between a story and an endorsement. This is meant to be a safe space to play in the dark.

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Comments

Jinny

The emotional voice in this song is actually rather moving - really perfect for the entire LIL story. I'm loving the songs and the way the album is coming together!

Spatterjay

This song takes me away to a dimly lit, smoky bar, in a city where it's always night. Jennifer Connelly is on stage, and she is quite the sight. She croons and purrs, making my pants feel tight. I don't know how you made this song, but it came out right!

Veronica

I agree with Jin, a very moving song!

Spatterjay

After a few listens, I would like to say... can we talk about the lyrics? Apologies in advance for the wall of text. The song is just dripping with identity issues, but I'd like to call out some specific things that I noticed. I love the term 'mirror girl', it immediately sets up a binary relationship between a captured boy and his mirror girl reflection, and makes the song largely about that. But the other influences are important too. For the boy, the primary external relationship is with the M&R corporation, those who are forcing the transition. For the girl, the external relationship of note is those who interact with her as a female, re-enforcing stereotypes, with a strong emphasis on objectification. Playing into, and enjoying those things feels very provocative, to the point of being a guilty sin. Back to the relationship between the boy and the girl, it's very interesting where you went with it. I think you tap into a hidden desire of the boy to be wanted by others (implying he did not feel sexually desired or appreciated before), which is beautifully done. But what surprised me was the aspect where it seems that the boy is not only becoming the girl, but desires her as well. Boom, headshot! What follows from this? It confirms that the 'heterosexual signal' in the boy is still active, as he is attracted to the features of the mirror girl. (side thought, you might be able to tease out part of a sexual orientation matrix from a boy if you could determine the ratio of 'identifies as mirror girl' to 'wants to make out with mirror girl') I can't identify specifics without sounding weird, but to me, there is something a little unsettling about such an attraction. It almost feels like the raw, physical attraction a boy feels for his mirror girl is somehow being harnessed as a way to bind the boy and the girl together into the final sissy product. For those boys who did not start out comfortable identifying as a girl, this is a way of making a hybrid personality that approximates the desired goal, with a buried duality that can be very strong if properly cultivated. Ok, Ok, this bit a little out there. It's a reaction to the complex identity fog alluded to by the lyrics. The introspective, almost wistful tone of the song really helps sell the whole thing. PS: I wonder what factors went into choosing members' avatars? Did you just choose some random attractive girl, or was there more at play? Did I choose my avatar to be someone that I would like to make out with, or is does it represent the way I would LIKE to look, if I was a girl, or some combination of the two?

Lissa Daniels

I have long built into M&R lore that part of the 'Sissy Training' process is the idea of using their own sexual attractions against them. Being turned into the thing that you find most sexually appealing is a goldmine of RP and storytelling potential.

IceNovel Games

This is a moving song something I would play on repeat which is saying something since this not my usual genre of music

Bill Door

This song made me decide to pay for membership once my income got better again, This and wanting to read more of the AIdentity story. The first time I listened it gave me chills that I only get when I love something so much. Made me excited and sad at the same time. I have had fantasies of being in her position.