Track 10: Dear Joanie (Patreon)
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Brace yourselves, Sissies. Grab your tissues and sit in your little dorm room. It's ok to cry. Just remember: Your Mistress knows what is good for you!
Author's Note: This one may be a little traumatizing... a little sad and mournful ballad about identity death and emerging like a butterfly at the end as a real Sissy should. Most of this is directly taken from real sponsor letters written over the years as roleplay letters at lockedinlace.com. Always nice to remember that while the journey can be rough... the destination is always waiting.THE STORY
Sissies are all required to write regular letters to their Sponsors. These are the people that sent the Sissy to the Corporation for training. This is a series of letters from a Sissy maid named Maebe Wett Martin who is now working happily in the home of her Mistress and her new husband as a full-time Sissy nanny and maid.
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Supposed to write a letter and tell you everything is "fine"regarding this whole ... "situation"... They say I'm stuck here now and say the decision isn't mine... I think something may have been lost in translation ... They want me to write and tell you that I’m so very grateful… ...but all I want is to go home... You know this is not the real meJoanie tell me that you can see I don’t want to be here alone You were supposed to stay with me This stupid game that we're playing This is more than I want to do You have to tell them that Joanie I know that they'll listen to you.
Dear Joanie… it's been two days...
Started class today, do you know what they're doin to me? You understand that this is not just a silly game? They tell me you're watching from the camera and that you can see... ...how they are making me earn my dumb new name... They told me to write and tell you that I’m so very grateful… ...this isn't sexy anymore...it's real! Bring me home.... You know this is not the real me Joanie tell me that you can see They treat me like this is who I am Tell them that I'm not really a sissy. It was all just a fantasy... It's not something I really wanted to do Please explain it to them Joanie They're gonna have to listen to you.
Dear Joanie… it's been... two weeks.
Listen to me bitch! You have to come and make all of this stop... Did you see? I earned a maid outfit today... They're feeding me hormones in a stupid fucking Lilypop... Help me please, you know this is not ok....
They told me to write and tell you that I’m so very "grateful"...but you've crossed the line, bitch... it's not funny... take me home!
You know this is not the real me! Joanie tell me that you can see! I'm done with asking you nicely! Get off your ass and come get me! I'm not bluffing, I'm done with this bullshit! This is not what you were supposed to do! Fucking listen to me, Joanie! Pay attention when I'm talking to you.
The alarm goes off... another "perfect" day Buzz and drip... Someone help me... Good girls learn to yearn and obey... That's what they want us to be... Dear Miss Martin… it's been two months! I just got back from therapy and my brain is feeling strange... Please don't make me go there again... You have to help me, please, miss, please... I start a new class today... ...they are training me to serve and pleasure... men... They told me to write and tell you that I’m so very grateful… ...I'll do whatever you want and ask, just please... bring me home...
I don't want this to be the real me I'll be what you want me to be I'm begging, please just set me free Please hurry before they start to alter me I barely recognize who I even am You don't know what they've put me through Miss Martin... please... I'm begging... please I just want to be home with you.
Dear Mistress… I think it's been a year... I don't know anymore...
They told me that you met someone, is it true you are engaged? They say he's the one paying for these new tits... I'm being trained to serve you both, my future's all arranged... ...that you want me to be the nanny for your new kids... They told me to write and tell you that I’m so very grateful… ...I'll serve you... but please don't do this... just bring me home...
I understand that this is how you want me I'll be what you want me to be I'll be there for you and the baby ...but do you really have to marry? They tell me you just want a real man Someone else to train me too Mistress please... are you certain... That you don't just want me back with you.
Dear Mistress… I'm so excited! How long has it been?
They say that today is the day, you're here to take me away? oh Mistress, is it really true? Is today the day?I'm all dressed and ready to go for you and your fiance... All my Sissy friends are so jealous. I just can't wait!They told me to write and tell you that I’m so very grateful… ...and I'm so grateful Mistress, that I get to live in your home...
I now know this is the Real me! Oh Mistress I finally see... I'm so very grateful Mistress ...you made me what I'm supposed to be. I'll be the best sissy, and the best nanny ...and the best maid for you and your husband too... I'll be everything you want me to be... ...I will always be grateful... to you.
Hi, Miss Martin. How may I make your day better?