March goodie bag print and add-ons (Patreon)

Hi guys! After long days of struggle I finally was able to finish this piece 💪 I'm been going through a long season of a disphoric mood towards my drawings. Nothing feels quite right, almost like seeing your reflection through a bent mirror. I know that moments like this precede a bigger change in art, so I'm excited to see what's going to come out of it! For now, I wanted to share some process and finished pieces for this goodie bag.

First, let me share with you just a small glimpse of the struggle - just some few pages of attempts that survived the frustrated cleanse.

I think I saved up only half of my attempts I actually made. Sometimes it was the placement of the page, other times the poses felt too stiff, but in general I felt fully disconnected and unsatisfied with the general vibe of the lines. All of these were made on full A4 pages which also made me feel like I wasted a bunch of paper for nothing - but hey, at least you can witness the actual unfiltered process of the painful birth of this piece. The moment I started to feel the heat of the delay - the sweet relief arrived. Sometimes I sit too long in the tight restrictions I've put on myself. I forget to have fun with the piece and struggle to release my grip off of the very curated vision. So when I finally gave up and decided to just doodle Jean in the outfit I drew her in this post, I felt like I've opened the window to let some fresh air in. There are still some things that I would change but I need to let this piece go and let the new inspiration come in.

Jean loved to see herself in a role of a physically gentle dom who stings with words. Being in a total control over the narrative while having Filip stumbling over his words made her very giddy. He had plenty of distractions to focus on. A raw taste of leather on his tongue, ropes pulling on his irritated skin, a gentle soft hand guiding his chin... All of it just to keep his attention away from the heat building up fast, threatening to release the torturing pressure they've been building up for the past forty minutes.Patient, delicate strokes got him trembling, doubting he could hold it as long as she wanted him to. Her fingertips played slowly with his frenum ring, now fully lubed with the precum he was leaking for quite some time now. "Hold it." Her voice barely a whisper as her hand pressed tighter around his glans. A labored breath escaped his nostrils."Stick your tongue out." She chirped seeing how hard it was for him to center himself. He obediently did as he was told. Tongue scraping against the soaked rough edge of the leather. His mind dancing between sensations."Good boy~" Her tone marked with satisfaction and a bit of mockery. Tight grip loosening as her hand dived down his shaft and rose again in a slow pace. Few drops of milky thin liquid pearling at the tip of his dick.Pressure was rising. His mind desperately clinging to the painful sting of the ropes, praying to distract himself long enough to survive yet another torturous promise of bliss she would refuse to grant him. "Mhh..." Involuntary grunt escaped his throat. No. She was not planning to stop this time. Steady, slow strokes gained tempo sending waves of heat through his body. Sweat bedewing his skin, dripping. His head now light, empty as she milked him with precision until he couldn't take it any longer. A string of thick cum shot out through her fingers while her eyes stayed fixated on his face. What a pretty view. A total bitch of a guy fully engulfed in lack of control. His mind taken over by fireworks of pleasure. Eyelids pressed tight, flushed cheeks, scrunched nose and teeth biting into his bridle helplessly. And the best part was - he didn't know yet that this was just a prelude to a long evening full of this torture.

A thank you note, and below you can see an envelope sticker. In this post you can see the main sticker 🙌

Thank you so much for your support! I feel truly blessed to have you supporting what I do 🤗✨ I'm looking forward to sending out the goodies in the next few days!