Warm up doodles and the devastating rage (Patreon)
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Hi! I got a few pages of doodles to share~ I have been very tired recently, and it seems that this fatigue is spilling into my drawings, hence the first page and a new pointy horn fella. I may sit down to draw them again since I have some more ideas surrounding them~ Second page has some freehand poses from imagination. Third is a piece on a disempowering rage. It's a very unusual position to draw Filip in. His rage tends to fuel him for action, even if it would be a stupid thing. So to see him consumed by the rage but being completely broken by the very same thing that caused it is very heartbreaking. I actually struggle to imagine a scenario in which he would be put down so bad by something. Filip is pretty selfish and doesn't form bonds easily, so losing a loved one is not really in the picture (especially since Patrick is a part of this picture); any injustice that would touch him fuels his rebellious nature and quickly pushes him for action with no room to grieve; any amount of self pity is quickly digested by him, never giving him enough time to process it through sadness. To be put in this position he would have to feel fully powerless at least for a brief moment. I'm looking forward to finding a scenario which could push him to be in this state. Also, last page - young beardless Patrick?