Getting more vulnerable (Patreon)

Filip had a problem to get vulnerable with himself and partners for a long time. He hardly ever shared his struggles and feelings with anyone. Sheltered his bottled up emotions and put a wall of aggression around himself to avoid reaching the soft meat of his own soul. It took him a long time to understand that Patrick wasn't there to judge him nor use his feelings against him. With months passing on getting to know each other more - Filip opened up bit by bit and at some point started to enjoy more sensual parts of sex. Foreplay became a really arousing and not just "a waste of time", and during it he realised that yes, he may be really into submission. Feeling safe and cared never were a things he strived for but here he was taking it all in.