P.S.A - October 2022 (Patreon)

Probably going to be cutting back on writing for a while now. I had a medical emergency recently and I was sick for like a month.

People want constant content, and I don't pander to people enough with sexual content to get actual support already. Then people expect impossible things and never have patience.

Boy creating something new constantly is tiring work.

Patron will be here if people feel like being nice and supporting me. But for now I am done trying to figure out how to make it work.

No one really gives me feedback and most of the people that have used my patreon end up trying to take advantage of me or guilt tripping me into giving them work that costs far more than they paid.

I gotta live.

I wanna be creative, I wanna do creative things.

But I'm not social enough to live off this. I'm not lucky enough. And I don't pander enough.

A harsh reality but a reality.

For now I'll take commissions when I got free time.

Beyond that I'll be focusing on studying certificate programs in the IT fields in hopes I can get a normal soul crushing job since I need money to live.

Pretty much this latest medical emergency made me realize all that...What happens when I can't make content for a few weeks? Haha I lose any support I had.

Who knows maybe shifting this to the back burner will be good for me.

Maybe I can use this patron page for my programming sometime too haha.

I love to write... and I hope I still can even if I have to get a soul crushing job in order to have the basic needs a human requires to live.

It is depressing though.

I wish I could be better at pandering or being social... but that's not me. I can't make big boob lady story every week like some folk can... I crave giving some sort of plot to the story. Uuuugh and that tends to be the problem.

Well... I guess at the very least. I hope to focus on creating stories I want to make instead of making content for others.

Hopefully I can at least manage that in time.

And again I will do commissions now and again most likely. But probably stick to 5k word ones. So I know I can do them quick and painlessly. More so in case anything pops up like this health stuff.

I got one commission I already had accepted before medical issue, so gonna finish that up then focus on studying for certificate exams. Probably while I look for jobs in the first place, maybe I can find some C# programming jobs that don't require a degree.... but sorta doubt that. Probably will need a certificate... and general IT will be easier to find work so probably need an A+ certification.

Ugh, but plans for the future I guess. I'll scrub the caption rewards on here for now too. No one usually uses um anywho haha.