A Sweet Mountain Date :) | A Sign of Affection Ep 9 Reaction (Patreon)

Episode Title: "I don't want to leave"

We got a sweet mountain double date in this one! :D I love this show, something about it is so aesthetic but for my soul, you know? It's sweet and soft and just makes me smile and feel good :) Every time I write Mountain Date i think of Mountain Dew haha

Gonna edit this for YouTube and then I'll start Hokkaido Gals after some recharge :)

                 things on my mind <3 (I'll probably just keep this Patreon only)

I feel like my emotions from life experiences as well as my mental health sometimes keep me from enjoying this when I know deep inside, I do. I also feel like most of you can tell that, and I shouldn't be trying to fool you, but I'm not giving up on this or myself. Thank you for waiting for me because when I do record, I make sure I can fully and genuinely enjoy it and my time with you. :)

I appreciate the support you've given me. it's hard to be vulnerable when I'm so used to hiding anything negative, but I feel stronger sharing it and facing it. You have truly helped me feel stronger as well for allowing me to do that and I can't thank you enough for that. I don't think I'd ever fully be able to articulate my gratitude. Thank you for being here and for being you :) I'm excited and determined while also accepting that there's gonna be bad and good days (as cliche as that phrase sounds, it truly holds a deep meaning for me and a lot of people). I also wanna go back to therapy, which will happen <3 I don't care if it's an overshare, it's how I feel :) 

Obviously, I think there are things that I'll keep private as well, I'm not gonna share everything and that's cool too :)