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Your roommate's friend is going through a tough time and staying at your place for a while. He accidentally wakes you up from an afternoon nap on a rainy day off, and after finding out he hasn't been getting much sleep, you invite him to join you. You always sleep better with a warm body to cuddle up to, if you can only find some way to relax each other...

Hi!This won the moans exclusive poll, but I'm moving it to the early access instead! Not a complicated one, but hopefully nice for the praise and soft Mdom folks out there. The original poll idea was pretty vague, but some great suggestions in the comments from Gabriella and Sarah, I think, fleshed this out, so thank you for that!I've talked about the "evil twins" of audios before, maybe this is like if Thunderstorm Friend Breakup and You Didn't Plan Anything made a sweet, angelic baby, but there's some spice here too hopefully. Enjoy and take care,august 🌨️

Names Used: Gorgeous, baby girl, baby, sweetheart, toy, good girl, filthy girl

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KWoww

Eeeeee!

Kadiaja

Thank you king

Sunny

YUPPPP

Becca

It’s time 🫱🏻‍🫲🏽

Sunny

I’M READY

Sunny

I’M LOCKED IN

Sunny

GIRL DINNER 🍴🍽️

Sunny

HI

KWoww

Omg my phone battery is so low. Don't you die on me, bitch. This is important.

Sunny

FIRST??

B

YESSS THE ONE I WANTED WON

key

NAP TAKERS RISE UPPPP

nasa 🧸

gabriella and sarah being an iconic duo as always 🤭

alisha 🌱

i'm so happy you ended up taking inspiration from gabriella and sarah's incredible ideas!! there's a huge rainstorm passing by this evening so i'm super excited to be extra immersed in tonight's audio!! 🥰🌧

Lilith 🧁

the tags… im about to drag my coochie across the screen 😔

Nat

Everyone say thank you, August 🗣️‼️

Apex

Ooh I’m being spoiled with that topping from the bottom tag. Yes please

vic

my presents for studying all day :3

pretzelpatrons

this sweet angelic baby is just what i needed 🤧 lezzgooo

key

wait so does this mean prostate play for exclusive drop???

chai

happy weekend everyone 💗 eeee

Natalie

i was having a bad day and this made it better thank you king

key

LMAOOO

key

damn that rain heavy

Cait

I can’t wait for Gabriella and Sarah to read this and see their shoutouts 👑👑

kenna

I’m about to lose my minddddddddddd I’ve been looking forward to another soft audio for so long, shoutout to Sarah and Gabriella for these banger ideas !!

Cait

[bounce on it crazy style] [nosferatu]

mimi 🌻

waking up from an afternoon (maybe it’s evening now, so what) nap to this is crazy

Ethel M.

Something comforting sounds good after the absolute stress of the Severance finale

mimi 🌻

“it’s petrichor” okay Mr. Sleepy Talk #2

rachel 🍓

Idk if it’s intentional on your part, but as someone who loves the storytelling as much as the spice of it all, it’s been so wonderful to see so many 40+ minute, longer audios in 2025! I’m extending a (warm 🤭) welcome back to, [cock warming]!!! P.S. sarah + gabriella brain trust forever and ever amen! 💗🧠⚡️

Agatha Li

I looooooove ‘Petrichor’ making a comeback 🌧️🌳🪟☺️

mimi 🌻

EVRRYONE SAY THANK YOU SARAH AND GABRIELLA, not only for being the funniest people ever but also the most ingenious people ever. Have my first borns (imagine they’re twins) (i don’t want kids)

aliyah

so real

aliyah

big day for girls who sleep all the time

alisha 🌱

i hope your day is much better tomorrow!!~ and i love your yor pfp!! 💖

🪷Lily🪷

I am soooo stoked for this when I get home….

sarah 💫

Omg this sounds like the thunderstorm friend break up audio’s cozy, sweet cousin who wears cable knit sweaters and smells like books + coffee 🥺🕯️🌧️ CANNOT wait to listen to this after such a stressful day omg, esp excited for the reappearance of [oral through underwear]??? PRAISE THE HORNY GODS‼️Also yayyy so happy to help w fleshing out the idea; my imagination always runs wild when reading your prompts but this one was esp so evocative! @Gabriella teamwork makes the horny dream work!!! 👊🏼😍 P.S. EVERYONE’S SO NICE y’all are the sweetest holy moly <3333

Natalie

thank you mwah 🖤 and yor supremacy hehe!!!

roxy

Ok atmosphere?? I can smell the ~petrichor~ through this audio 🌧️ Side note: “Edward Cullen-ing” ? 👀 🦇

Aura

WHAT AN EARLY SURPRISE!! August master of underpromising and overdelivering, bet i will love this after listening

alisha 🌱

thank you and gabriella for always coming up with so many amazing ideas; not just for this audio, but in the comments of them all!! y'all are always so creative and add so much fun to interpreting s&l's dynamics!! 💖💖 also i hope tomorrow is a kinder day for you!! 💖🌧

ky❣️💌🌷

oh i just hit the bottom of a strawberry marg this is gonna go down like a treat

rachel 🍓

queens of my heart!!! 👑💕👑 and I’m so sorry to hear you had a stressful day, sarah; I’m hoping this audio offers you some space for ease + you have a calmer weekend ahead of you!

Apex

Watching her sleep lol

AlitaNYM

I love this for u so much rn🍹

AlitaNYM

@roxy The skin of a killer------

nasa 🧸

I had to rewind to check if I heard it right

sarah 💫

@alisha oh my gosshhh that’s so sweet of you to say ty! 🥹 there are SO many amazing insightful commenters, the audios + community have inspired so many incredible ideas, I’m honored to have a share! @rachel YOU and your gorgeous brain are among the reigning queens of my heart as well 🫵🏼🫶🏼 and tysm, I have a very relaxing weekend ahead of me which I’m excited for! 🥰

yanna

“how did i know you were going to be a problem living here” FUCK

nasa 🧸

you and gabriella are always amazing, the ideas 🤌🤌, I’m sorry you had a stressful day today but I hope you have better days in the future girll

wiggie

legwrap! cock warming! titplay! yes! we chant in unison!!!

moira 🎃👻

Lmao I’m listening to the beginning of this in the bathroom of a pub, slightly drunk, while Hot to Go plays in the bathroom 🫡

sarah 💫

Aw that’s so kind, tysm nasa!! <3

KWoww

Thank you, August!

gen

I wish you could add gifs or reaction pics to the comments😭🧎🏾‍♀️🙏🏾

sarah 💫

I’m about to crack open a can of wine, see ya on the other side sister 🤙🏼🍷

mimi 🌻

you’re living large !! have so much fun

Cait

this is incredible

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

I woke up yesterday thinking it was Friday, so I am extra dextra sat for this AND I just beat Lorroakan's ass!!! This is how cats feel when they knock over a object you don't want them to (pure bliss) ☺️

mimi 🌻

1. thank you for your services 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️2. congrats on serving whoop ass !!!!

mimi 🌻

SARAHHHHH you and Gabriella are giving Roxy and I a fight for the “iconic duo” title (i’m happy and honored to share it with you) thank you for your servicesssssss

kath

i’m screaming omg- the babygirls

mina

the praise in this one is fucking CRAAAAAZY 😵‍💫

key

the praise was good and sweet in this omg i melted at the babygirls😭 10/10 bouta listen again

Xóchitl

y’all would be so sick of me if this was possible 😭😭

sarah 💫

Mimi waittt the power of both dynamic duos combined….“fantastic foursome”??? (non sexual) 🤠4️⃣✊🏼

kenna

omg are you talking about Baldurs gate??!?

kenna

me two cocktails deep when this dropped 😀 HAPPY FRIDAY

gen

IM SAYING😭😭😭

GeauxGabby

Baby girl hive won today. We truly deserve.

Xóchitl

for the sake of this audio i’m going to pretend that i don’t look the same way anna from frozen does after being woken up

GeauxGabby

Also, mid-day nap hive ending the month strong?

Lari 🥦

i feel like i need a lobotomy

Spooky Mrs. Governor 🎃

This definitely is giving Friendship breakup audio vibes! Very soothing! Will be back with my essay!

sarah 💫

If patreon ever integrated this feature it would be so over, I’d be a goddamn menace. Every drop day is the GTA “ah shit here we go again🧍🏻‍♀️🚗” gif

raspberry98

@Xóchitl No literally… look at my pfp I’d be a fucking menace 😔

Craw Daddy

AHHHHH YES GOOD TIME TO SOB VIOLENTLY

roxy

@apex pls 😭😂🫣 @alita @nasa we’re all thinking the same thing I see 👀 I’m about to rip up my floorboards

roxy (edited)

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2026-09-22 05:00 @nasa also Omg new gorgeous pfp 💜💕🤌🏻
2025-03-22 04:12 @nasa also Omg new gorgeous pfp 💜💕

@nasa also Omg new gorgeous pfp 💜💕

rachel 🍓

one of my proudest HBC achievements to date is influencing you to play BG3 when Brute debuted in the ACU 🥰 also, eternally grateful as ever for your big beautiful brain! you and @sarah keep the community’s brain worms FED! 🧠✨🪱

KWoww

Be honest. Who else hit replay at 41:17?

PlainJaneJezebel

God, I’ve seen what you’ve done for others.

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

My absolute favorite feeling is being lulled into a false sense of security, "this audio is not fucking me up *that* much, I have finally bested the devil, I am free!!!" then immediately being annihilated, beaten about the face and body by a thousand angels, whimpering like a dog 🤠 This was okay (I can't even make this joke, I'm vibrating).

sarah 💫

Oof mistaking a Thursday for a Friday can be RUFF but hell yeah for the double Friday feeling!!! 💃🏻 it’s always a blast and a half hashing out ideas w you, so honored our brain worms could add a lil something to this concept! 🧠🪱💖

jennifer (spooky version) 🕸️

i listen to rain sounds every night when i sleep so this is actually kinda making me doze off? lol so comfy/cozy

alisha 🌱

august's audios are the equivalent of saying "this edible ain't shit" RIGHT before it hits 😩

Aura

Through the manpanties!! You 🤬😳‼️😩💘

rachel 🍓

“I wanna use you to relax. I want your body to put me out.” + “need to feel that cunt cumming around me”—holy fucking shit, everything about the [free use] for reciprocal care/comfort in this audio has me penning my obit. Is the revelation here that my ideal comfort sex scenario is essentially mutual aid (sexual)? 🤝❤️‍🔥

mimi 🌻

I just chose this over watching Star Wars and I never choose anything over Star Wars

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

But so insane. These are sexy people thoughts. "Damn, I knew I'd wanna fuck you and you'd wanna fuck me too". I'm going to drop an anvil on myself.

R

I’m about to crash out

R

Ovulation is a disease

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

@kenna: you're on BG3 Talk with Gabbi, where the topic is more often than not hermit woodland Daddy Halsin or Moon Mommy Aylin. Talk to me!!!! Without @rachel's influence, I don't know if this show would be possible. @sarah: I demand royalties!!!

rachel 🍓

I’ll likely be elaborating in a Big Comment later this weekend, that’s how serious I am?? 1000% blaming you (affectionate) for this bc of your past joke. your words have impact here, Gabriella!!!! 🫵🏼

mimi 🌻

sexual mutual aid 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

KWoww

💯

KWoww

No, no. Embrace it ♡♡ We of the groggy waking are many.

KWoww

Fuck that guy! Even on my evilest playthrough, I can't give up my Dame ♡♡

Bee

Was having a shit day then opened my Patreon to see this surprise, suddenly it was all worth it 🙏

alisha 🌱

that sucks to hear that your day was shit but hopefully you have a much better weekend to make up for today!! 💖

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

180 pivot, I watched Soundtrack to a Coup D'Etat today and thought, "rachel would love this", but we haven't talked about jazz before... Obviously, we are both staunch Adorno-heads, jazz is poopy, just was interested in your hot takes on the horrible music in the doc (/jk so heavy)

Craw Daddy

Reading through the comment section as I dodge and weave through traffic YALL DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PSYCHED I AM

samrassic park

Hey the only reason I know what petrichor is is because I once read an incredibly long and very smutty Witcher fanfiction titled “Petrichor” so idk what vibes that gives me

rachel 🍓

omfg the way that movie was *just* playing at Film Forum, but I did not + have not seen it (I take full ownership for how goddamn pretentious that sentence is lmao)! regardless, you watching a documentary + thinking of me/being interested in my takes is one of the sweetest things I’ve ever heard you are so!!!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

wiggie

[he’s coming] [me too]

adrian ⛓️

im not okay in case anyone was wondering

sarah 💫

AND IM SICK AS A DOG 🐶😷

sarah 💫

MUTUAL LAID!!!!!! 😌🔥 also I’m spiraling into orbit at the insanely delish free use + comfort aspects, this one has broken my brain (they all do. I have permanent brain damage)

sarah 💫

Me shaking like a leaf, a single tear rolling down my cheek as I bite my lip so hard it bleeds and my eye twitches: this one was okay ig

Mantis

The level of feral this audio is instilling in me is gonna cause fucking problems

Mantis

You and me both 🤝

✨mary✨

👁️🫦👁️ baby girls.. WE WON!!

revali

Augusttttttt we are so spoiled with 40 MINUTE AUDIOS with PLOT and RELATIONSHIP BUILDING and BABY GIRL

vic

IM ALMOST DONE WITH STUDYING

vic

TODAY WAS HORRIBLE AND MY BODY IS SO FATIGUED I CANT WAIT TO DISTRESS

Mantis

Marbles? Completely lost Chances of recovery? 0%

Craw Daddy

YOU CAN DO IT! I just got home and I’m kicking my cats out of my room and diving in.

Pomme G Seeds

When I saw the "babygirl" in the list of pet names I stood up like that one dj khalid gif. Bbygrl nation we're UP!!!

sarah 💫

“You’re the best fucking toy, prettiest little toy” + “take care of me, take care of me like that, make sure I get everything I need huh?” My free use kink + inner caretaker are holding hands and doing cartwheels off a cliff, Christ almighty August. Men begging to be taken care of is a bit of a sore spot for me (and presumably lots of other women/femmes) but as always, you performed + wrote this in a nuanced, thoughtful way so it didn’t come off whiny or babying. Instead, it felt more like a privilege to take care of M rather than a chore. I think most caretakers genuinely DO want to show care for others but often get bogged down by the pressure to do it constantly + to everyone, so this premise where F *chooses* to help/relax M in a way *they* wanted to was sooo appreciated 💌 (Also I felt so seen by this speaker as someone who also struggles to take naps 😔✊🏼 maybe I should go crash my friend’s place and see if his roommate can help me out)

Val 🌸

Nom nom nom while eating my popcorn, listening to this MASTERPIECE w/ Netflix playing Gilmore Girls drinking my 🍷 Perfect Friday Night ❤️

Val 🌸

I LOL’d so hard at this! 😂

whitney

suddenly my legs are divorced

dee

been going through my monthly battle with period bullshit so this really helped me relax 🥺 💜

moira 🎃👻

Is this all of our weeks? I stg me and all of friends are synced (even tho I know it’s a myth) 😭😭😭

Val 🌸 (edited)

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2026-09-22 05:00 I’m convinced your audios could usher in world peace ✌️
2025-03-22 06:08

Pomme G Seeds

Lately I've been craving sweetness and comfort and this was literally perfect! Checked off most if not all of my boxes, and even gave me a little kiss on the cheek for good measure. I listened to dt #3 a few days ago and said to myself "man i wish this was a full audio too" and then boom, this gem drops and she's like dt #3's sister!! One must imagine a very excited Pomme. (Would that make dt #3 friendship breakup and too tired's lovechild too? Or would she have a different parent? At the very least too tired is the shared parent in both children methinks) Another banger in the books, he can't keep getting away with this

vic

I FUCKING DID IT

KWoww

Don't do that! You need to be alive and not in jail to listen! ♡♡

KWoww

Of course we'd be synced... this coven is bonded by the unholy power of one man and his microphone...

Craw Daddy

IM SO PROUD OF YOU HELL YES

Little•Miss•Good•Girl

You never cease to amaze me and just get better and better! Thank you for all you do for us and giving us all all feel goods and a safe place 😉 🩷😘

Little•Miss•Good•Girl

The thunderstorm break up is one of my all time favorites so I am soooo excited for this! 🤗

risa

EVIL TWIN EVIL TWIN

risa

THEY CANT SILENCE USSSSSSS

JammyJam

This is one of those “thought I knew what I was getting into but it turned out to be the best version of my wildest imagination” kind of audios. Apparently, even witnessing the creative process didn’t prepare me for the godforsaken sweet-spiciness of this masterpiece… First of all… the rain. Oh man the rain. I used to be obsessed with this site called Rainy Mood, and now I desperately wish they had a "Rainy - mutual comfort free use relaxing make-out falling asleep together - Mood". I’ll admit, I was secretly a little worried this one might not stand out from the Thunderstorm Friend audio, but between the SFX and the storytelling, it turned into this beautifully unique, angelic baby :))) Second… the hot nerd energy. I mean, petrichor? More like petrifying, if you know what I mean. I know both S and L enjoyed the rain, but I couldn’t help picturing him as the guy from The Rescue’s Can’t Stand the Rain, all doom and gloom, sitting in bed with pots and pans scattered around. Adorably grumpy. But then he sees L curled up on the couch, cozy and soft, and that PETRICHOR drifting in through the window… and everything changes. Third… the spice. When I saw the [Oral Through Underwear] tag, I was like *nodding aggressively* *choking on air* *howling into the void* We all know this is meant to be a slow-burn, relaxing, soft-ish story, but it still packs enough heat to vaporize the rain. And those spanks at the end? Sir. They were not light. I nearly levitated off my bed. The growling? Unexpectedly delicious. And the creaking couch? Hail to the King of August Nation we are officially leaving 2024 behind and couch sex is no longer an out. It’s a blazing hot canon now. Anyway. I need a nap. And yes, I’ll be looping this audio in my sleep, so my brain gets the memo that it needs to start simulating a certain soft-spoken, reserved man walking into my living room (consensually).

Ni

The best bday present

Amy Untamed

I don’t know how but your audios are perfectly synced to my moon cycle and I’m not complaining. Inner autumn = needy and soft and you be providing

vic

THANK YOU LOVELIE

vic

i need more like a whole compilation of you 🫠

hc

This is soul achingly sweet, like it captures a devastating yearning for an unknown something while still showcasing the filth you're beloved for. I might actually sleep well tonight after listening to this 😮‍💨 good night and thank you August

Ruby 🍉

Oral through underwear is screaming my name so sad I’m at work and can’t listen yet💔

vvvin

i’m so wine drunk lol. this made me feel like i was lucid dreaming. it was so damn comforting. and it’s suppose to rain this weekend for me so i’ll definitely be re-listening A LOT. i can’t get over how calm this made me. there’s such a subtle sweetness to it that just makes it so delectable. i loved this so much

m 🦇

auuuuguust. you bless us again, time to listen and try to read, while it’s raining ☕️

m 🦇

happy birthday ! 🥳

PT

I’m new here and did not expect to comment when I joined. But this audio is making me feel so many things at once: cozy, tingly, comforted, cared for, and almost beautiful. Thank you for sharing your magic and hard work. And I simply love the way you say petrichor.

Thelnie

The second petrichor mention and my reaction in my head matched a little too closely this time 😬 “August is Robert Pattinson doing an accent confirmed” -my husband

Thelnie

Happy birthday!

Thelnie

Okay but which Gilmore girls episode? 👀

Lexapro

this is so pacific northwest coded

Craw Daddy

Dear friends, I write to you from my death bed, I’m sure you know the cause. I can barely type this message as I am quite literally quaking. Whilst listening to this audio I suffered a charlie horse so bad the thought of it makes my calf ache and twinge in fear. Mind you, it happened TWICE; both calves blown out. I also suffered finger strain, blindness in one eye, shortness of breath, the shakes, heart palpitations, respiratory failure, and cardiac arrest. It’s been an honor serving with you all.

Craw Daddy

Don’t worry I was running on foot and pushing cars out of my way! 🏃🏽

gen

The Dj khalid gif is too real😭😭

eno

oh yes oh YES

JammyJam

Happy birthday!

gojoflakes

raw, no protection, all day, all night, vertically, horizontally, sideways, frontwards, backwards, upside-down, 360 degrees, in the kitchen, in the living room, in the bedroom, in the closet, on the ceiling, on the walls, skin on skin, no lube, no protection, in the fridge, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, on the couch, on a chair, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car

Maia (SullieBee)

Pre-birthday soft mdom praise audio?🫢 Just what I wished for~~

gojoflakes

ladies… 🫷🏽🙂‍↕️🫸🏽 big mama got this

M

The praise in this was SO delicious and I loved the dynamic. Something that’s been fun about discovering your audios is to see how much connection and personal motive of the characters permeate through to their intimacy or their kind of power in the dynamic. Makes it kind of fun to discover how much sex can be a deeper expression of the self. (Not to psychoanalyse some fun and sexy audios! 🫥) But even still it was fun to see (hear?) a soft dom where it’s just so rich and intense whilst still feeling cosy and honestly relaxing like you can sense the relief of someone wound up so tight yk? 😆 Another wonderful audio!

Aura

6:52 the lisp 🥰

GinGin

The two of them sharing and listening to the others problems 🥰 AND he was gazing at her while she slept 🥺 awwwwww. This audio was soo damn needed

PrincessBubblegum🌸

In my head you look so hot throwing her around from your lap to the couch 😅

Ace

😭😭 you put your life on the line for this audio

Elizabeth

King, it’s like you heard I was struggling and came to deliver relief. This audio is soooooo perfect. I’m shooting fireworks

nasa 🧸

@roxy AHHH ROXYY you flatter me I appreciate you loads girl ahaha 🫶🤭

kira ✨

HEAVYYYYYYYY ON THIS

kira ✨

OOOOOOOOKAAAAAYYYYYY

Spooky Mrs. Governor 🎃

Sarah and Gabriella once again proving that expressing your ideas is the best thing ever! Well done! 😭🤌🏼

Buttercup

„You really wanna give me everything, huh?“ YESSIR I AM ON MY KNEEEEES AAAAAAA

wiggie

happy birthday Maia! 💖

riri

I wanted to say that it was pluie-sant 🥁 (pluie = rain)

Grace

This was so immersive I fell asleep, rain sounds are just so peaceful 😌

roxy

Forever in awe of you and Gabriella’s brains! Each and every one of your ideas never miss 🤌🏻 sorry to hear you had a stressful day but I hope your weekend is a better time 💜

alisha 🌱

happy birthday, maia!! 💖

alisha 🌱

happy birthday, ni!! 💖

Spooky Mrs. Governor 🎃

[10:24]….EDWARD CULLEN-ING?!!!!! EDWARD CULLEN-ING?! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭 WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN, LOCA?! CUZ YOU ARE IN THE FUCKING WALLS!!!! 😬😬😬🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

Val 🌸

Last Week Fights, This Week Tights One of my favorites b/c Luke asks Lorelai on a date 🥰

makenzi

"I do have the thighs for it..." same, brother.

Val 🌸

I live in Oregon & was thinking the same thing. We’re going on day 10,000 of constant rain & it was making me feel 😑 but listening to this made me realize how grateful I am for it. 🌲 🌧️ 💚

sk

NEED THATTTTTTTTT

hexa

I felt seen, heard and believed.

C

Something happened and idk how to explain it. I reached an extremely out of body high with this audio. I mean, whatever you did was great. You’re so good at thissssssss

sonnyangel

Asking are u sure mid kiss … do u know im crazy

YourAuralFixation

This was actually exactly what I needed to listen to. I'm normally not a soft girlie. Give me [rough] [MDom] [Degradation] any day, but I'm de-escalating with my nesting partner of over a decade and things are just rough right now (sorry if tmi). This was perfect. Thank you 💜

S

Lorroakan can suck dick! good job!

S

U MUST ƁŌUÑCE ON ITTTTTT ÇŔAZY STYLÈ

quakiez

am i excited to listen to this? yes bc the description 🙏🏻

Effie

Cannot comment. Officially dead at the baby girl. Halp.

rachel 🍓

COMPLETELY omfg I grew up in the PNW but live far away now and this audio made me a bit homesick 🏔️🌲🥺🌧️

Thelnie

Awww Luke!

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

🎵 Now Playing - Take Care by Beach House 🎶 (I can’t remember if I’ve used this song or not and I do not care, I fucking love Take Care. I’m listening to it now!) It feels very uncool to Big Comment this soon, but I am an uncool person about things I really like. There is a thrumming urgency in the need to express how amazing I think this is. I am holding you by the lapels and screaming blandishments in your face. During Listen #1 yesterday, I described being lulled into a false sense of security by the first part of the audio, but I think I was just totally absorbed in the story? I plumb forgot there was gonna be sexy stuff and was so relaxed and ready to just keep flirting with this Nice Anxious Hot Man in his grub era. The writing I’ll get to, but the sound design really dropped me into this audio (speaking of the sound design, so so clever, his emphasis on sound since they’re facing away from him. The muffling when he’s kissing L’s neck………………………………………… I’m tripping over myself trying to describe how much I like this audio). I could really feel it, there’s something very tactile about this one. Which makes a lot of sense considering the inverse relationship between anxiety and sensation. Such an incredibly relaxing and soothing first third leaving me vulnerable to profound sensations (emotional and otherwise) in the remaining two thirds. I loooooooooooooooove the filter idea you’re playing with here. These two share the same lens on some things (a nap while listening to a spring shower sounds relaxing, we are both exhausted by life); however, they don’t (and naturally can’t) see themselves the way another sees them. L sees not a boyfailure or a bromide, but a delightful companion. He sees L as an oasis, a reprieve from life while L sees themself as rotting on the couch. His rebuffing L’s sleeping on the couch and perceived petrichor dig makes a lot of sense to me as he simply doesn’t see himself the way L does and thinks he must defend himself. I was overjoyed by his accepting L’s invitation to vulnerability after they shared a bit about why they’re so tired and napping midday. Slowly, their images become sharper and sharper until they’re seeing the same thing: the opportunity for a new, lovely third thing between them. It can be helpful to borrow other people’s vision of you for a time until you can feel those things for yourself. Which is also exactly what happens here at Patreon.edu through your carefully (like literally full of care) woven audios!!! It’s a care matryoshka doll! This napping free use is so absurdly intimate and cozy omg. This whole thing could feel like “the work never stops, I always have to be of service”, but you’re an excellent writer, so L’s using him first set the stage for this being a mutually fulfilling, playful experience. He so clearly wants to hold L (literally and metaphorically) and there’s so much negotiation and play here, it never feels like duty or an expectation of L. They’re sharing responsibility in caring for each other rather than L taking on the role entirely because of self-imposed duty, a very lonely thing indeed and the opposite of what’s happening here. “You can lean back, I got you”. Okay. I didn’t cry per say because I am so cool and hot and never ever cry, I'm like Arnold Schwarzenegger in the 80s, a large brick wall, BUT this did really move me and would fix me. This reminds me sooooooo much of the lovely, generous, comforting, affirming sex in DILF Pt. 2. It’s so so warm and grateful and restorative. It’s just nice when people are nice to each other. This audio is so nice. You’re so nice!!! That’s when the Hyperindependence Goblin started to creep up for me. Which you somehow knew????? When you said “babygirl” quickly followed by “look at you arch and take that praise”. That’s so annoying, I hate being perceived. Hate a clear instruction to focus up because this is for me too, this isn’t just service! Again, I am consistently undone by praise and “good girl”s in exchange for vulnerability. But also I am so annoyed at how well you employ them. I am crossing my arms while I do whatever this Speaker asks of me. Once he asked L to turn their head and called them gorgeous, I lost all composure and was dropped into vat of acid and became the Joker… Errata: 💤 Admittedly, I didn’t know much about free use before the Jealous Roomie audio, so I must first thank that king for singlehandedly launching that ship for me. Everyone visit Jealous Roomie!!! There a special way free use in the domestic sphere tickles my brain. It’s like the opposite of the uncanny, home is actually EXACTLY as warm and comforting and hot and generous as its mythology says it is. Someone said “free use chore audio” on the stream, and that would literally kill me dead. But what a way to go!!!!!! 💤 BAD SLEEPER REPRESENTATION!!!!! It remains absolutely wild to me that some people literally go to sleep, stay asleep, then wake up and feel refreshed. What does that mean???????????????????????? 💤 THIGH MENTION….. OH GOD. Oh GODDDDDDD. Also, you mean to tell me…..there’s a world…..where I wake up.....................and there’s a hard cock beside my head??????????????????????? Oh, this audio is about to become my third place 🍻 💤 I like this as an inverse of Thunderstorm Friend since there they begin with a lot of history, but it doesn’t fully translate to care because of L’s hang ups whereas here they’re just acquaintances, but are literally doing mutual aid and have generated so much warmth. There is a lot of feeling in Thunderstorm Friend but it’s not as intimate because L won’t let themself be totally vulnerable; here we get vulnerability right out the gate though they don’t share history and their emotional risk taking and generosity produce a lot of intimacy. 💤 They are about to make their roomie’s life a living hell. “Why does it smell funny in here? Have you noticed the new indentation in the couch, what’s that about?” Their mutual friend is going to solve his problem just so they can get some fucking sleep omg 💤 Personal head canon: these two have a nice friendship after he moves out. They don’t talk often, but, when they do, it’s usually very sweet and telling the other about life achievements and the other cheering them on. These two are lovely!!! 💤 When he throws L on their back??? Totally cooked. They could not waterboard the things I would say to this Speaker out of me. Maybe roomie will ask why he’s being weird at breakfast the next morning, but maybe actually it’s rude of THEM to interrupt the free use beej I’m giving him under the table. Go to work, this house is for losers!!! 💤 This feels, to me, like if DILF Pt. 2 had a baby with Jealous Roomie and Third Date Breeder blessed the child. Amen. 💤 His reservation 🥺. “It feels good to squeeze”, his hesitation to say dirty words at first (“didn’t want you to wake up with a face full of…..”; “....….bulge). I’m unhinging my jaw. I can be a stress ball!!!!!!!!! 💤 “You just looked so peaceful, so…..*quieter than a mouse* pretty. I wanted to touch you, touch your face, stroke your cheek like that, hold your face”: deeply disturbed by this flip of my idea for L to hold Speaker’s face in their hands bc it is the physical manifestation of “sweetheart” or “darling”, words that disintegrate my grey matter 🫵🏿. I didn’t even process this line until Listen #dontworryaboutit 💤 “Can see those tits bouncing in the window” is craaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzyyyy, hello cinematography, hello return of the filter-lens metaphor!!!!!! 💤 Omg he becomes a weighted blanket at the end!!!!! This is so fucking hot and pretty and amazing, I am irate 🤬. But I think that’s my refusing care in this case and not sexiness aggression. So I guessssssssss I’ll be vulnerable…. (BOO! VULNERABILITY! - @sarah, 2025). Thank you for creating experiences where I feel relaxation, calm, and being contained/held in ways I can’t conceive of for myself yet. I will keep borrowing your visions until I can successfully produce and sustain my own. These experiences are invaluable to me, I am so grateful! I am so so elated that any of my yapping helped crystallize this idea for you. Absolutely petrified (positive) about whatever the exclusive is going to be. Thank you, August! 🌧️💗

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

EXACTLY THIS!!!! And part of this audio's power, for me, is foregrounding the fear that taking care of others is the most valuable thing about me as it depowers the thought so I have agency over it. I can utilize that. Maybe in some places it is good and welcome that my role be “toy” and that is actually freeing for me, being able to inhabit the position by at will rather than feeling it is my default.

vic

i can’t get over this

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Like maybe they were right about female hysteria. Maybe I should be eletroshocked actually, I am Not Well

Bee

Thank you so much! 😁💛

Val 🌸

Happy Birthday! 💖

Val 🌸

Happy Birthday! 💖

kenna

@Gabriella omg!!! Baldurs gate 3 has been my obsession for the past few months (amount of hours I have on it is embarrassing atp…) and seeing that bastard Lorroakans name mentioned here made me nearly jump out of my seat. also YES to both the big beefy elf Halsin and ms Aylin, Her cutscenes are what made me fall in love with the game! Have so much fun and if you ever need someone to scream with I’m here 😌💘

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Kenna!! That’s so sweet!! Because you have invited me to do so, I will periodically scream about BG3 at you. I love a fantasy situation, and BG3 truly has me feeling like a pig in slop. I’m having the time of my life!

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Can always count on you for a pun, this one is especially elegant, it’s wearing a little chapeau

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

You’re so right, this is absolutely giving DT #3 expansion!!!! And yes, there’s Too Tired DNA in all those audios

moira 🎃👻

Despite it being past the first day of spring, it’s still cold as fuck in the Northeast! I woke up so cold yesterday, and could not warm up all day!! Morning walk? Cold. Afternoon walk? Cold. Going out to the bars? Freezing. Only the power of a boiling hot bath and your audio could defrost me 🥶 But fr, this audio warmed my body and soul. Perfect amount of disclosure about hard stuff without getting too deep into the weeds (which my tender heart might not be able to take at this time), beautiful scenes of just two people finding comfort in each other. And cockwarming!!! I will never be neutral about how intimate and lovely it is. (Although I do think it’s very funny to think that L’s roommate came home and they’re on the couch, and she’s like 😳 is he… inside of her still???)

Craw Daddy

I live in Washington and LET ME TELL YOU. It was raining and the frogs were going crazy 10/10 immersive I love when there’s rain sounds in audios

Craw Daddy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YA

lanii

I KNOW THATS RIGHT

lanii

about to tweak listening to this 🤭

sybilstarlingsnow ❄️

I love how when you do free use in the softer audios, it's the listener character asking for it. I just love that it's [our] desire. He's just fulfilling it and getting off on something [we] enjoy. It makes free use feel so safe.

Craw Daddy

Yeah I had to hurdle a few apartment complexes, limbo under some telephone wires, eat a car or two you know the vibes. ✨Very cutesy and demure✨

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Re mutual aid, I’m considering commenting about the importance of the guest-host relationship vis a vis the Odyssey…… but that would be insane, right? RIGHT?!

rachel 🍓

…you’re asking the wrong person if you think that *I*—who has historically discussed the themes of August’s audios in relation to Tolstoy + Shakespeare + Tsvetaeva—am the one to discourage a full send, Classicist’s reading crash out re: free use as mutual aid hahahjskaf

riri

@Gigi : 🫣🫶 @Gabriella : Merci 🥹 I like adding a tiny sprinkle of french when I can 🥖

bear_on_earth

Fell asleep before it got freaky now i need to relisten😝

dangie 💌

the amount of praise and cute nicknames in this audio is making my brain short circuit august "baby girl" ⁉️ "the best girl" ⁉️ "you really want to give me everything, huh?" YES ‼️ BIG WINS TODAY

perkaric

the moment he called me babygirl, the best girl, good toy?? That’s the end of me im giving myself up to you 😻😻

aliyah

“you like that, babygirl?” happy early birthday to me, goodbye

aliyah

this happens to me so much LMFAO or i wake up *after* the M&F have cum and i’m like “wait. wait i missed something”

Amy Untamed

I thought this said twerk I was like “yas get it girl 🍑 “ 😂

cara

Ughhhh same 🫠

kira ✨

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAYYYY

kira ✨

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAYYYY

kira ✨

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! 🩷🩷

kira ✨

DIVORCED IS CRAZY KEIAIFISJFUSHFHA

Berry

muse - supermassive black hole

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

I’m imagining us standing back to back on the front of a Wheaties box🏅. Always so thankful for your brain worms 🫵🏿💗

alisha 🌱

happy early birthday, aliyah!! 💖

Roombacat

No literally cause i listen to these and am like do you know that im actually insane and rabid

Amazonia

You got no right to record an audio about my own experience 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

anna

"i want to use you to relax, i want your body to put me out" i think i just invented a new sound

B

Woah the voice is so sultry and raspy in this one I’m dying😭💗

anna

on an actual feedback note! idk about other people but this is the perfect ratio of dirty talk to moaning imo - obviously other audios will probably call for more or less depending on the scenario and feel but this ratio will always hit different to me personally ! the consent checks remain like, blindingly hot ("are you sure" 🫠) whenever i hear the tired "stopping to ask for explicit consent ruins the mood" take im like, someone has not been listening to august in the winter... or having good sex for that matter. but definitely not listening to august in the winter lmao. also your ability to invoke a tactile sensory experience using only words/language/sound is just always so impressive. i think it's easily one of the top three things that sets you apart from other VAs/writers in this space.

GeauxGabby

Im sorry can we all agree the praise kink audios go the craziest? It’s just time to touch and agree and come to Jesus on this. They are his BEST. Is there one? Won’t you come? (Giggity) 🙏🏾🤲🏾

GeauxGabby

Can I jump out the window and say the more consent checks, the hotter it is cause it falls under praise kink for me? It’s precisely why my favorite audio of all time is still the Quiet Officer one. It’s my perfect balance of everything

GeauxGabby

Which begs the general question: Where were YOU when “baby girl” dropped for the first time?

Craw Daddy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALMOST BABY GIRL

GeauxGabby

Or at the very least 72 hours of the entire world shaking hands and collectively promising to be fucking cool

GeauxGabby

Also THANK YOU August for resurrecting my love for the term “baby girl” after Nicole Kidman took a flamethrower to it.

aliyah

wish i could reply to everyone but thank you all sm<3!! a most lovely spring + aries season to you all~

✨mary✨

LMAO i just cackled 😭

Blue

I got so many feelings about this one. Something about him asking if the listener is ticklish is so intimate and sweet 🥺 What steps do I need to take in my life that'll lead me to rainy nap and snuggles on the couch? I need that like yesterday

giatheestalli

This Is the 5th time I’ve listened to this and it just keeps getting better ‼️

key

omg i really disliked that movie😭

GeauxGabby

I saw it with two friends for my birthday and wanted to GAG from secondhand embarrassment. It was a horror movie

GeauxGabby

A social experiment. A practical joke on women. Cosmic punishment for letting 50 Shades of Grey exist? The world may never know.

lazysusan

wowowow that muffled voice and breathing against listener's neck was just 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 incredible as always, August 😮‍💨❤️

KWoww

Thank you for your service, Pingu. ♡

Ethel M.

I just watched that with my husband. He called it "hot for coo"

erin 💕

So many aries babies in the comments!! Happy bday lovelies 🫶🏻

Liz

That movie was so bad! Was it sponsored by milk?!

mimi 🌻

happy early birthday!!!

mimi 🌻

this was so beautiful, oh my god.

mimi 🌻

happy early birthday!!!

burntstrawberrytoast

yes, those little details are quite literally what took me out! just perfect oh my god

kira ✨

THANK UOU FOR YOUR THOUGHTS QUEEN

Thalasso 🌊

Oh dear. The praise kink, the baby girl bomb was FIRE 🔥 bone-melting, control-out-the-window, body-quaking kind of fire. Like this is the kind of sex that will turn all No's into a Yes. This man is lethal! 🤯🤯

Issay

Crossed comfort fuck off my bingo card and transcended into heaven😇

Ruby 🍉

This was so so perfect I’m obsessed 🫶🏼🌟

Effie

lol I'm so glad I don't have the attention span to watch movies anymore. Everything I've heard about that movie is awful and one of my friends told me she's sworn off of milk because of it? Idk what that means but it stuck with me lol But yes, the baby girl is so good. And the delivery? Oh, kill me nowwwww.

sarah 💫

@roxy @dana thank youuuu! <3 I’m having a much better weekend Roxy tysm! 🥹 @gabriella giant brain worm plushes w heart eyes as gabrisarah merch when??? 😍🧠🪱💘

Effie

I've always said "Resistance" is the theme song of the tailor and his lady. I encourage all Muse songs to be adhered to August audios lol

Effie

I've pavloved myself so hard with this man's voice. His voice just soothes my nervous system so when my insomnia or CPTSD acts up, I put him on when I can't sleep and I'm out in like 5 minutes. Just immediate peace.

Effie

!! This! Like it's reminiscent of the jealous roommate audio but on the opposite end of the spectrum.

Effie

Not tmi at all. Life gets us all at some point and feeling like you can talk about it here is a good thing. Finding comfort here is also a very good and relatable thing. I'm sending you all the comfort and strength juju I can.

sarah 💫

Happy early bbygirl bday!!! 💌

sarah 💫

Omg that sounds so incredibly difficult, I’m so sorry! ❤️‍🩹 I’m like you in that I usually gravitate towards rough/degrading audios but the soft ones have their own special magic fs ✨

sarah 💫

Happy early bday Maia!! 💗

YourAuralFixation

You all are so lovely 🥹🥰 Thank you for all of the support 💜

moira 🎃👻

Maybe this is obvious, but I did imagine them being in like a screened in porch or like a big alcove with windows, instead of the living room 🤔 then I was like what are they doing it on? My first thought was a porch swing but that sounds dangerous lol. Maybe like a futon?

Amy Untamed

This film made me so so sad 😞 twenty years having sex with her husband and ZERO FUCKING ORGASMS! A legit horror story and then disgusting amounts of milk added on top

sybilstarlingsnow ❄️

Omg, not sure how I didn't make this connection. I loooove jealous roommate. Huge fan of both ends of this spectrum. 🙂‍↕️ Ugh, he just gets it! 🥹❤️

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2026-09-22 05:00 omg i liked that movie, thought it was an interesting psychological exploration! but only gave it 3.5 on letterboxd bc i felt bad for antonio banderas
2025-03-23 23:16 omg i liked that movie, thought it was an interesting psychological exploration! but only gave it 3.5 on letterboxd

omg i liked that movie, thought it was an interesting psychological exploration! but only gave it 3.5 on letterboxd

Lisa 🇬🇧 🫦 ♏🍷🔞

I was thinking like a little out house/ secluded bit of the house... Like a conservatory that doesn't get used so much...

GeauxGabby

OH FUCK. It fucked her up bad lmaoooooooo

GeauxGabby

THANK YOU FOR SEEING ME. Antonio Banderas deserves so much more than that horrific film. I cant believe anything else except that he didnt know fully what it was gonna be and he and Nicole Kidman are friends. Because I REFUSE.

daniesdownfall

The Praise ⁉️ Amazing as Always💖✨— but ….CHAT CAN I BE VULNERABLE FOR A SEC…. 🙇🏻‍♀️ I hate “baby girl”🧍🏻‍♀️IM SORRY! Forgive me spicy community 😔

Effie

THIS BITCH CHEATED ON ANTONIO BANDERAS? WHO WROTE THIS MOVIE? THAT SHIT IS SO UNREALISTIC.

GeauxGabby

This just reminded me I have notifications set up on my phone for Patreon and when I tell you I HOLLERED reading this 😂😂😂😂 Also her eyeliner in that movie was CRAZED. I defended her DOWN as an artistic choice for her character to show her descent into madness. But they had to truly TRY to ugly up my girl Nicole for this. It was all a complete mess.

🪷Lily🪷

I’ve listened to this an obscene amount of times. It’s got the perfect amount of praise and desperation. So freaking good.

Lynne

This audio is so calming to me that I keep falling asleep to it. That’s a compliment, August. Your voice is so safe to me.

moira 🎃👻

Hi Miss Nomer, I noticed your comment and wanted to express my concern. This space is intended for adults (18+, not 17, “almost 18”), and I think it’s important that we maintain that boundary. I’d encourage you to be mindful of what’s shared here to ensure this remains a safe and appropriate space for everyone involved.

em

i’ve been so busy with work lately…THIS IS ALL IVE WANTED

Jada M

I’ll admit that I’ve been listening to this audio multiple times this weekend and (really the whole audio but) that part with the neck kissing MELTS my brain. It’s intimacy on another level like i get tingles on the back of my neck and up behind my ears how did you do that?!?!?! Its like i can feel it oh my god

vvvin

WAIIIITT i just realized this had a reach around??? 21:09 and kissing and breathing heavy in the the neck. the muffled talking holy… that’s literally one of the hottest positions to me. i’m malfunctioning 😭

👻 jho-st 👻

no but hysteria is so real because how else should the girlies act when we are In Pain 😭 i really AM in Hysterics

ky❣️💌🌷

pussy put his ass to sleep now he callin me nyquil 💅🏼 - i just knowwww he is so painfully polite (as i believe ALL house guests should be!!) - comfy, pillowy thighs. okay. fuck you - her presumably asking "and do i look comfy now too?" before his adorably restrained "yeah, you look comfy 🥺" - the shift in tone when she tells him sometimes it helps if you hold something. yeah. 🙂 feels like the moment you were talking about in the smash cut dt where you both know that you BOTH know what's going on and its so charged you could both spontaneously combust at any second. it's a game of chicken to see who's gonna break down and say/do the horny thing first. the "yeah? yeah?"s are soooooooo. UGH. so stomach-flippingly flirty 😩 CMERE - this one feels lighter on dialogue but doesn't scale back on story or dynamic at allllllllll. you still get the exact vibe in every moan, groan + sucked-in breath!! (this is, of course, NOT to express any dissatisfaction w more dialogue-heavy audios. i'm the biggest good dialogue lover out there! ask anyone!!) - "can i touch your face?" "can i kiss your neck?" every "need to be touching you mooooore 😩" moment is sooooooo 🥺🥰😊🤩🙂😩😩😀🥹😌🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️😵‍💫 also neck kisses + hands all over had me doing backflips - "i like it when you touch my hair like that" 😭😭😭 this reminds me of our sweet dilf. cutie pie alert 🚨 - "how did i know you'd be a problem living here, huh?" is such a deliciously loaded line. it's "you're hot + sexy + charming + persistent + cheeky + sneaky + a bad influence + knew you'd see right through me + knew it was only a matter of time before i give in" 😭 how efficient of you! - immediately followed by "i just didn't want to get my hopes up 🥺" is complete perfection. like. all of the above plus i was hoping and praying you would let me match your freak. thank you for the opportunity queen - "yeah, do you like it sweet?" is it that sweet? i guess so 🥰 also yeah i need it so sweet i get a toothache, okay? keep going - "i want to use you to relax. i want your body to put me out..." please refer back to first line of entry - "filthy girl" 🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️ - "you like that baby girl?" 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅😍😍😍😍😌🥰🥺🥺🥺🥺🥹‼️🫶🏼🤩😵‍💫🫶🏼🔔🔔🔔🔔🔔🔔 (yes🥰) - any version of "taking care of me so good" is gonna obliterate me from orbit every time 💫 - "teach me how to relax" the reverse spank therapy cycle is now complete. 🤝 - "prettiest little toy" llmdmdajdhhdhshhshhhhhhhzssmmmnng - him commenting on her squealing 😭🥺 - the way he's like OKAY FINE like she was begginggggGGGGGGGGG for it 😩 - the sleepy, trailing "thank you"s 🥺 i imagine he knocked the fuck out after that, not unlike how i also completely knock out after an august audio. especially one this soft, quiet, with heavy HEAVY praise? i'm just always-- [sudden loud snoring]

Nini

I adore the borderline abashment of the speaker talking dirty in the beginning when things were starting to heat up. The trepidation, like if he breathes wrong she might get up and leave him there on the couch all hard and alone 🤍 also your acting, I swear I see the speaker’s expressions change and maybe even feel the smallest muscle movement in their face when they say something and that’s all done only with your voice and acting skills, I think that’s so special 🤍

Nini

So hot

mimi 🌻

i love how you type

Lynne

Me + August 🤝 “say my name”

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Happy early birthday, aliyah!!! I hope you get to relax a little bit and do some silly things 💝

aliyah

thank you sm gabriella!!! so fitting that you actually commented this on my actual birthday hdksjdjc our twin telepathy knows no bounds… it’s going to be a very book-filled day and i cannot wait 🤍

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Oooo wait that's so luxurious, this all happening in the sunroom (rainroom for them, I guess) on a daybed 🥴. I like that a lot!

moira 🎃👻

yes, a sunroom! that’s what I was thinking of!

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

"i was hoping and praying you would let me match your freak. thank you for the opportunity queen" is on the ACU crest above the door of the tavern where we all hang out. It's Brute-coded is what I'm saying. And every single "thank you" was like being hit with a hammer and I get brain damage but also candy falls out of my ears ☺️ "the reverse spank therapy cycle" exaaaaaaactly, and no weapons needed!!!

pinkJoy_0

You are never beating the sweetie pie allegations my man

ky❣️💌🌷

mimi, omg thank you haha. commenting here has unexpectedly challenged me to communicate exactly how i feel and what i mean, exactly the way i would say it! including the trailing sentences and the abrupt stops mid-thought. bc i might not know what to say but i think it's important and impactful to communicate that i am regularly being rendered speechless!! gabriella, omfg yes the crest above Castle Winter 🤩 the August Experience is essentially having your hair gingerly tucked behind your ear while he looks at your lips and, gently commanding, asks, "will you PLEASE. let me match your freak?" fine! 🙄🥰 the context + dynamic might vary but the result is always the same: https://imgur.com/a/4qRbexr and candy falling out of your ears, you're so fucking funny. and completely right. every soft "thank you 🥺" is a ground-pound and i'm getting the mario coins knocked out of me

Scottie

Getting Cozy with Your House Guest on a Rainy Day son or You’re Too Tired to Go Out So Your Date Breeds You in Bed daughter

key

i keep coming back here SOMEONE SEND ME A MAN TO “NAP” WITH QUICKLY

vic

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! I HOPE YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I WISH YOU MANY MANY MORE<3

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2026-09-22 05:00 I love naps, but I'm my home we call these "horny naps"
2025-03-24 21:29 I love naps, but in my home we call these "horny naps"

I love naps, but in my home we call these "horny naps"

sarah 💫

kyquil 😍🥱 Super hard agree on the light dialogue; it never ever ever feels even the slightest bit lacking bc the performance is so goddamn LOADED w passion + hunger w just a hitched breath or perfectly placed groan, I’m going crazy. No words, just sounds + SFX audio challenge when 😶 also omgnfjdmd I have something along the lines of “this is so sweet I need to go to my dentist bc I got a cavity” in my notes HAHAH twin brain cell strikes again 🧠👯‍♀️

sarah 💫

Ok YES same Gabriella, I was so enraptured by all the sleepy, adorably nervous talk and was fully content to hear M tiredly chat about anything so the spice had me blinking my eyes open like WAIT WHAT…is happening 😳 I loveeee your point about how they don’t see themselves clearly and how the image of each other/themselves become sharper as the audio continues! I felt similarly in that the beginning feels hazy, almost dream-like to me (hello, sleep theme 😴) and then snaps into alertness once the spice starts. pfjfjrjdns sameeee any iteration of “I got you” does me in and altho I didn’t cry bc I also identify as a large brick wall, this part had me buckling so bad 🥲 also 100% relate to being annoyed at how good August is at [gestures vaguely] everything 🙄 for ONCE I’d like to come on here and say “this was pretty good!” instead of writing a bulleted essay on how he’s redefining the very meaning of erotica and pleasure. Can he give us a break? HAHAH “go to work this house is for l̶o̶v̶e̶r̶s̶ losers!” exactlyyyy, roomie needs to leave us and our naughty rotting be!! I also got MAJOR DILF 2 vibes, esp bc of the caretaker + tired/sick aspect 🥺 both Ms also seem soft and private and very much “I don’t wanna burden you” which….like that is the exact reason *why* the F caretaker role works so so well!! Omg I was litchrally gonna say my “BOO! VULNERABILITY” thing in my comment too LMAO our brain worms are practically conjoined 🥹🫵🏼 on that note, your “I am an uncool person about things I really like” statement resonated so so deeply w me and I just wanted to say that I’m so appreciative of the way you express yourself here ❤️ like maybe it’s “uncool” to you (altho I’m assuming that was a joke!) but I always adore seeing you geek out and gush about what you love; it invigorates my own joy and actually encourages me to be just as openly passionate about the parts I love too! <333 P.S. I love the song you chose for this!! I was also thinking of “Anything” by Adrianne Lenker or “Two Sleepy People” by Julie London 😴

ky❣️💌🌷

kyquil 😭🥺 and RIGHT? his breaths + range of sounds convey such specific emotions it's CRAZY. a no-dialogue audio would be so.. ???!!!$& i can't even think about it. dt 3? I SAID I CANT!! single brain cell LITERALLY! 🧠💌🧠 in retrospect, maybe me conking out after every audio is just a sugar crash after all the sweetness 🍰🥰😴

Amie In Wonderland

a stranger on the internet has me trained to cum on command like a pavlov dog. the future is now, girlies

DivineFeminine

Is this… an alternate timeline?⏳One where they never drifted apart, stayed friends, and M ends up with the roommate? OR could it be the same timeline, at a time before things changed? 🥲 Okay, theory aside—this was suchhh a soothing audio to sink into. August, you’ve mastered the art of making every detail come alive because the sensory immersion is always mind bending. 🤯🫀🫠 The atmosphere is so vivid, it feels like being pulled right into the moment, transported straight into another world, feeling like I can almost touch it. The gentle rainfall and sensually soporific vibe truly meld into something innocuously sweet. 🍯 One of my favorite things about your audios is how you invite us to zoom in on the details 🔎and then pull back to take in the whole thing. I find that the tiny details tell a bigger story, you just have to listen closely to catch them - reason why I enjoy sitting with the audio a bit. At first, I thought it was just roommate that had a lil thing for him since the day he got there. That’s why she asked if there had been anything between them and was maybe waiting for the right moment, one where they finally find themselves alone. Then M says “How did I know you were gonna be a problem living here?” Has it been there all along simmering just beneath the surface?! Maybe it started with a glance that lingered just a bit too long, a touch that almost felt like it was meant to be something else? idk but I can’t help imagine all the possibilities. 🌧️ “I have like nightmares and dreams and stuff every night, it disturbs me - no, I’m really haunted” oh god, me with my sleep paralysis 😭 I don’t get it often but when I do it’s hard to go back to sleep. It’s scary to pull yourself out of it only to fall asleep and fall back into it. Luckily, I’m a great napper tho. If I wfh, I’ll catch up on 5 mins of sleep putting my head down on my desk. 😴 🌧️ “You want me to stroke that cock while you suck on that head” $&$?!))??(();:/:;()$(()$)( My mind just glitched for a second wtf 🌧️ “Can I kiss your neck?” This was sooo perfect omfg The muffled voice?! 😵‍💫😵 AGAIN‼️ 🌧️ “I like it when you touch my hair like that.” More of these expressions, pleaseeee. I enjoyed hearing M express what he likes, and what he wants more of, like “Make that noise again.” 🫠 🌧️ “I could see those tits bouncing in the window” This is visual art in motion. 👏 🌧️ “Is that what you want to be? What a good toy” Loveee this contrast from the friendship break up sex audio. In this version *she* tells him she wants to be used like a toy. 🌧️ “filthy girl” 🐝🌈🦋😩 petition for this to be used regularly or y’know again. 🌧️ aghhifggghhhg the couch noisessss 🛋️ 🌧️ “I don’t want to just pass out on you, I’ll try” She still wants him to have a good nap 🥺😴 Cheers to @sarah 💫 & @Gabriella 🥭 for their creative input that helped bring this audio to life! 💕 This is what makes the comment section so amazing! So many thoughts, ideas, and creativity that are always a pleasure to read. August’s own little A-Team, cue the “I love it when a plan comes together”👌 Truly, another great audio. Thanks August! 😴

DivineFeminine

"can i touch your face?" "can i kiss your neck?" every "need to be touching you mooooore 😩” moment is sooooooo 🥺🥰😊🤩🙂😩😩😀🥹😌🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️😵‍💫 also neck kisses + hands all over had me doing backflips” YES omggggg retweeting this a thousand times if I could 🔁🔁🔁💕💕 [sudden loud snoring] This has me dying 💀

Luna

Heavy breathing is so underutilized in audios but so good

Effie

Small possible headcanon. This Speaker is the same Speaker from Snowed In. Him and the roomie started dating after their little role-playing adventure but it eventually sizzled out and now living together is awkward as fuck. So roommate of this Listener offered bro a place to crash til he could find another place.

asdfghjkl

AUGUST THIS IS SO GOOD. soft people rise up

Lisa 🇬🇧 🫦 ♏🍷🔞

So into this one that i made an inappropriate comment that I was forced to delete! 🤦‍♀️ Sorry, not sorry. But... I guess, kinda sorry. Ish. Probably. X 😁

ky❣️💌🌷

isn't his need to hold L in every possible way just completely maddening. i've been plagued by visions all damn day. i had stuff to do! and lmao i do be knocking out 🥱 and waking up to the middle of whatever audio plays next 🥴

Sol 🌞

“Edward Cullening” lolol 💀

Anna 🌺🦕

@Valerie today and tomorrow are warm days and i plan on spending as little time as possible indoors !!!

Charlie

Amazing work, coming out of a trance currently 🫠 softcore for the win✨

Amy 🌙

August never misses. After all these audios, they still never sound "porny" or cliché.

Ethel M.

I'm pretty sure I've voted for that sequel in a prior poll

sarah 💫

https://imgur.com/a/ixBSc8v You’ve mastered the art of weaponized gentility, this is so soft n sweet it gave me a cavity and lovingly punched me in the face 🤕🥊 the ooey gooey soft audios always hit me wayyy harder than the rough ones bc tenderness is somehow harder to handle than a good ol roughousing (BOO! VULNERABILITY 👹) and this one thoroughly knocked me on my sleep-deprived ass. This might sound like some artsy fartsy malarkey but the beginning feels so ethereal and dreamy, I imagine it playing out as a watercolor painting with soft, hazy colors bleeding together. Maybe that’s too on the nose w the rain/water theme haha but the delicate rainy SFX + M’s tired voice evoke a cloudy dreaminess that fits that watered down sleeplessness so well. nothing is super crystallized or defined; F and M’s roles as acquaintances trickle and blend into a new color as the dynamic shifts. Later on, it takes shape as an oil painting in my mind; violently vivid, bold swatches of color coming into frenzied focus as they lose themselves in the act of caring for each other. Augustav Klimt strikes again!!! 🎨 • Your voice is always lovely but the tired, tender, sleepyhead voice is so so yummy, after 5 seconds of pressing play, I wanted to bring M a blanket and fuzzy socks 🥺 google.com can you rub a voice’s back 💻 • him cutting himself off when he’s about to explain how spring + summer look different in his memory but opening up again at F’s insistence 😭 the way F has watched him shut down + be mopey the past [X] weeks and is encouraging him to speak up is so so touching to me. She wants to hear what he has to say, including semi original commentary on rain 🥺😍 • my headcanon is that F’s had a tiiiiny friend-of-a-friend mini crush on M and was secretly smiling to herself when her roommate said he’d be staying w them through a rough patch. I picture them having met at a party or two before, making small talk, smiling politely, each one thinking the other was pleasant and cute but never Doing anything about it. Until now 🤠 • “I’m glad I have the thighs for it” - cool hey shut up??? What the fuck? This made me drool, you evil, evil man. That being said, [thigh hickeys] when 🙂 • Dying @ F waking up from their nap, head burrowed in M’s thighs, blinking blearily up at his b̶i̶g̶ ̶b̶r̶o̶w̶n̶ eyes going, “Aw you didn’t nap? Darn. Maybe you need to squeeze a pair of milkers” before pulling up their shirt. An absolute icon🧎🏻‍♀️ obsessed w how sleepiness is used as a vehicle for sex here — everything sexy is done on the cusp of waking up or falling asleep, two periods where there’s a sort of hazy delirium where you just run on primal instinct and lethargic lust takes over 😵‍💫 • “can I uh, can I touch your neck?” in THAT pillowy soft voice + the “I wanna touch your face” talk oh my goddhddhdk‼️ he’s so drowsy with want, it almost sounds like he’s sleep talking • “Look at me. God you’re pretty” + “how did I know? How did I know you were gonna be a problem living here?” - is basically the same as saying “from the minute I stepped foot in here I knew we’d end up like this” which is so….[glass breaking] [cat screeching] [wolf howling] [ambulance siren] I can’t!!!!! He likes F so badddd you just *know* this man is fighting the urge to bite his fist every time they walk in the room 🥴 • “You can lean back, I got you” is such a crucial component to the AITW experience; even when F is taking care of M, he’s STILL taking care of her 🫠🥺🥲 I touched on this in an earlier comment but it never feels like M’s placing responsibility on F to make him feel better; F alllllways has a sense of agency + they’re moved by genuine desire to take care of M and initiate the care first!! That sense of freedom for F is so so appreciated 💌 • Gonna go on record here and admit that “babygirl” usually doesn’t do it for me. BUT…………..of fucking cOURse it works when you say it. Need to hear you call F “garbage bag” or something just to see if the spell would break 🗑️ (altho even now as I’m imagining you say it I’m like…now hold on..why that kinda…) • The orgasm encouragement + overstim lately have been….like. I’m trying to retain some couth here but. Yeah. Wow. Yahoo, gee golly whiz, etc. I’m not that tall but let’s just say new heights have been reached 💃🏻 THANK you for yet another mind-melter august, this was soooo tender and achingly sweet, each time I think I’ve heard it all from you, you one-up yourself again. Can’t wait to see what the exclusive will be (she said, shaking in terror)!!! 💞 P.S. omg I’m only *one* square away from getting bingo???? https://imgur.com/a/K5l5OuZ praying to the erotica gods that a [breaking F orgasm record] audio is on the horizon 🙏🏼 👀

bbxbun

this was unreal

moira 🎃👻

thigh hickeys when, indeed!!! beautifully said, Sarah 💜

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

I briefly felt exactly like this guy from Hunchback of Notre Dame: https://tenor.com/bkims.gif. Not that I want to be free, but, just as you said, I’d like to occasionally not be moved to write the Magna Carta. But it’s just not realistic when the work is this good!!!! And exactly omgggg I know this very polite hot anxious man is pacing tomorrow in the living room and has a whole little speech about how he doesn’t expect anything and doesn’t want L to feel weird, presenting two alternative living options just in case - and L will have to relax him all over again. L is so lucky 😔, I want to spoil this man until his pelvis sound like a cement mixer 😭. Awwww that's so so sweet of you to say, I'm so pleased we've entered an enthusiasm circuit! Your enthusiasm absolutely fuels mine. I'm especially always like, "yay!!!" when you say an audio has inspired you creatively; I think that's really really cool ❣️❣️❣️! And these two songs are FANTASTIC holy moley. Especially doing cartwheels over Two Sleepy People, absolutely the hazy, dream-like vibe you're describing!!!

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

Oh no, I'm sorry you also have sleep problems! This one's for us 😴! +1 on more appearances of "filthy girl". Lmaoooo re the A-Team, I'm imagining the Predator handshake but one side is August and the other side is all of us screaming, "COLLAR! LEASH! FINGERING!" in the comments 📣

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

The meme dlajdlsaoidfajsoi yeah 😔. Not malarkey, I love this painting metaphor!!!! And yes, I was also so touched by L’s encouraging him to finish his thought! He’s more of an oil painting in their eyes than he realizes, they’ve been paying him close attention for the past couple weeks 👁️👁️ “[thigh hickeys] when” THIGH HICKEYS WHEN. I need to put it on my calendar so I can take the day off work. And on L’s iconery, omg you've given *me* the idea that L’s realizing some vague fantasy/dream they’ve had about this man, bringing watercolors in their mind into oil painting vibrancy in waking life. I also so so so appreciate your “babygirl” bravery. I feel similarly, I think it usually feels too diminutive to me? Too treacly sweet, so it feels artificial. But here I really did feel like babygirl 🎀. Which is annoying and insane 🙂. We need new, more difficult names to use: My Little Abacus, Sappy Little Slut, Banjo Kazooie. Also on bravery, I will also maintain decorum, but I am having a similar experience... I think partially it’s that listening to August has strengthened my imagination, so each week, I'm getting better at inhabiting these various Ls and sinking into DTs. Unfortunately, that also means that they are that much more Effective… For example, I keep having dreams. I woke up this morning thinking, “wow, I *know* Petrichor M is a good kisser”. Why did I think that? Because we were just making out in the kitchen in my dreams (he pulled away briefly to say, "just want to take a mental snapshot the 'before'" and suddenly I had a gun 🔫). I will never be free (and thank god for that) 😭. I'm crossing my fingers for your bingo to come swiftly, queen, you're so close 🎉!!

sarah 💫

@moira knewww you’d see the hickey vision 🥰 💙 tysm!! <3 @gabriella aw thank you! And exactly, he’s painting himself in 2D but F sees his dimension (and *feels* it later on), I love how they coax him to open up and even take pleasure from them as the audio progresses 🥺 love taking care of a man who’s already trying to take care of himself! Okay YES tbh in my head F napped in the living room bc she subconsciously *wanted* to be walked in on 😶 maybe she’s seen him wash dishes or watch tv and had fleeting dirty thoughts that eventually crescendoed into this master nap plan 🥱🐸 omg re: “babygirl” 1000% agree, I’ve always viewed it as a bit infantilizing but in this case I’m like…..yeah ok lay on the sweetness it’s too cute!!! 🩷 and so unfair 🙄 LMAOO my little abacus GABRIELLA PFJRNDF 😭😭😭 names used: cumdumpster monster truck when 😔 Omg tysm for sharing bc yes. YES. The imagination thing is sooo so real, I’d commented on a DT before that it’s been so fun to actually vocalize/theorize about sex + intimacy in a more open, curious way since listening to audios (the DTs esp) and my imagination power has increased 500% istg. I can hear colors and see sound 😵‍💫 I also get wayyy way immersed so playing along w the audios has deffo helped me in *physical* ways too and learning about my endurance has been…fun! 🤠 omgmgfmf i have never had an audio dream (I’ve had audio-adjacent dreams about like, patreon, which is so fucking funny and random. Like I’ll dream that I accidentally liked a comment or something pfkfjrk) bc I don’t usually dream, period fsr? But that sounds SOOOO CUTE I love that!!! 🥹💭 if I were you I’d be plugged into that dream machine from inception all the live long day so maybe it’s a good thing I don’t dream 🥴 say hi to Sleepyhead M for me!! 💤

DivineFeminine

Manifesting better sleep for both of us in 2025!😴🥺 Hahaha the most iconic handshake everrrr It’ll be us just going through our bingo list “BONDAGE! LINGERIE!” 🗣️

DivineFeminine

“the ooey gooey soft audios always hit me wayyy harder than the rough ones bc tenderness is somehow harder to handle than a good ol roughousing (BOO! VULNERABILITY 👹)” LITERALLY‼️ The softer audios are like a round house kick to the heart ❤️‍🔥😭 Feels like I got the wind knocked out of me. I can’t breatheee 😩🫣😧 Also, similar headcanons! I thought she had a crush on him when he started staying with them but of course they could’ve met before! Maybe it was roommate’s idea to invite him to stay with them? 😮😏 🚨🚨‼️‼️[THIGH HICKEYS] ‼️‼️🚨🚨 HEAVY yes on the “I got you”s - It evokes a sense of safety and reassurance 🥺 and also says a lot on M being present and attuned to F.

sarah 💫

EXACTLY you get it, I can’t listen to the super soft lovey audios too often (like space commander or drive in) bc the tenderness is suchhh a sledgehammer to the chest 🫀🔨💥 the acting is achingly realistic, it’s just too much 😓 Omg great minds!! 👯‍♀️ I feel like roommate could’ve totally known about F’s mini crush and probably smirked to herself every time she left those two alone 😏 Hickeys are hugely underrepresented imo and we need more of them in erotic media‼️‼️🧎🏻‍♀️

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

“I can hear colors and see sound” is soooooo real, slowly becoming Big Brain Wojak. As someone very wise once said, “I LOVE LEARNING!”. And not you having “you missed your last credit to graduate from AITWU” dreams, I’m going to send him your way with the power of my mind 😭. Also Sleepyhead M, that’s too cute, I love it 🥺

bookerror

Aaaaaa, this was so lovely!! Def a new fav

Gilliebean

inhaling through teeth 🧍‍♀️ it’s my fave little August thing

Xóchitl

if soft mdom has zero fans i am dead

sybilstarlingsnow ❄️

Can someone please release me from the shackles of this audio? I can't live like this. Please.

moira 🎃👻

I’m sorry, I’m still not over “light spanks” “that ass… *SPANK* *SPANK*” 😂 ik that cheek is RED

Sarah

My people my people

Sarah

More sweetheart baby gorgeous audios puhleaseeeeee

Liv

I’m sure someone else has said something about this further down but audios like this are so so special because even though it’s a character, I can tell you’re still incorporating parts of yourself. The sleep issues, the love of rain, the “you’re the best” dirty talk, it’s so cool to hear these things and recognize the man behind August. It makes it feel extra realistic in a way, like this is a very attainable scenario with a man who doesn’t exist solely in a fantasy world. Idk, I just love these types of audios 🫠

Seethesands

im going to save this for a rainy day hopefully this weekend 🤤

kb

well ive got a a girl boner

kb

also the muffled voice when the speaker buries his face in the listener’s neck…………..more of that please

Amy Untamed

Just a suggestion but if ever you feel like doing 20 mins of pure praise DT….I wouldn’t complain. A compilation of all the greats: baby girl, sweetheart, good girl, you’re doing so well baby, just like that etc etc and dare I say it…. Puppy. A new one for me. Still integrating how that one’s got me in a chokehold

erin 🤸‍♂️

is this mark and helly from severance coded to anyone else or

mina

i was thinking mark and gemma because of the scene of them on the couch in their living room

vic

lemme me rephrase IM SO FUCKING EXICTED MWHEHEHHE

vic

AHHHH THANK YIUUU LOVELY!!<3

adrian ⛓️

dreaming of a Puppy centered audio

Amazonia

August ruined me for others voice actors..😫😫 I am yours August

sarah 💫

A puppy + collar audio would boost my credit score I just know it

X

this is way cheaper than therapy

Aura

AugustIsAWinner 😍

Aura

I meant to comment this on your newer audio but it always applies

Rachel

this is a beautifully written comment AND ALSO “go to work, this house is for losers!!!” made me laugh out loud

Rachel

napping confirmed as the most intimate thing you can do with another person

Rachel

also: academy award for ✨breath acting✨ when. this month’s audios are truly award-worthy

gojoflakes

27:09-27:25 i think i just died

val ☆

soft mdom girlies that’s another title on our belt 🙂‍↕️

val ☆

if the world (august) is good and true we’ll get this 🙂‍↕️

JoCee

There's something about the way he says "Are you sure? Are you sure?" all breathless.. that absolutely destroyed me 🥰

Alex

He ruined me for real men 😭

lubear

the repeated thank you’s at the end made me all warm :3c wish i could leave a good review in respect of this epic and amazing audio, but i have nothing but “i love this so much!!!!!!” and also 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

rachel 🍓

“Keep me in your warm arms (my love) / Cradle me while I unhinge my neurons” - “Aeolus" by Freelance Whales Belated Very Big Comment because I’ve been too busy + away on international travel (feeling jetlagged as hell rn 🤸🏻‍♀️) to rhapsodize about this audio in the way it so rightly deserves!!! Poaching from @Gabriella 🥭 in opening with a reference to a song that the audio reminds me of. There’s something so right about a piece in the AITW Soft Collection bringing to mind an early 2010s indie twee band’s lyrics. Apropos the rain theme, the album that this song is from is called “Diluvia”—it’s too perfect! My god, August, as a gal with “nap enthusiast” in her bio, as soon as I saw [nap with you] in the tag list, I knew this audio was one I’d be building monuments to. Spank Therapy has long been my go-to midday nap pregame, but Rainy Day is joining the elite ranks. “Lap enthusiast” might as well be in my bio, too, since I’ve been wishing for an audio with an in-lap focus for a minute now (any variation of “I want you in my lap” is a dinner bell for my inner Glutton for Lap Stuff 👹🍽️!!!!) and this was *exactly* what I dreamed of. I’ve kept the head-in-lap while being toyed with image squirreled away since DT #22 and loved hearing it again in a scripted scenario! Expanding the casual intimacy for comfort into a mutually affirming sexual encounter around the contained axis of Speaker’s lap enhanced the coziness of the rainy afternoon backdrop. The couch and his lap as a foundation for the co-created shelter from the metaphorical and literal storms of their lives!!! Nap Time 🤝 Lap Time is a wonderful example of how seamlessly you harmonize content and form in your work. I need to take space to gush over this pairing bc they’ve crystallized some larger ideas that I’ve been meditating on re: how we can sustain community care when adversity feels kinda ubiquitous. I’ve been returning to the Anxiety Talk #2 point that it’s “good” to be a person who cares even though it can be hard sometimes + that extending care to others in whatever ways we can bolsters us too. I see both characters in this audio as avatars for these ideas. They’re both clearly people who fundamentally care but, at the start of the story, have found themselves in a rut where the scales of circumstance have tipped caring into feeling more detrimental than fortifying. In my interpretation, for S&L caring has become knotted into a preoccupation with external impressions to the self-harmful degree where they’ve shortchanged themselves grace. I see the source of Listener’s malaise as rooted in a fear of being ineffectual, whereas Speaker’s restlessness is rooted in the fear of being a burden. L has had one of those weeks where, despite her best efforts, there has been an accumulation of minor setbacks, and she’s feeling sorta discouraged. The safest course of action is stagnation when it's been a series of one step forward, two steps back. I imagine that L reacted in a defensively self-deprecating way to Speaker’s teasing about her sleeping in the middle of the day given his “I didn’t mean to be shady about your nap” clarification. In this situation his gentle razz would land like a rubber stamp, validating the worst things she’s told herself that week. Meanwhile, Speaker is worried that he’s amounted to a freeloading burden in the midst of this tough time where he’s needed to materially rely on friends. From cutting himself off mid-chat until L encourages him to continue to being hyperaware of his physical presence (“I know it’s your place and I’m just, like, hanging around here”), he repeatedly minimizes himself, overcompensating for an air of entitlement that he doesn’t even have.  Who better to bring each other back to balance than S, who’s anxious that he’s taking too much, and L, who’s anxious that she’s not doing enough? Listener reconciles for S that to extend support to him is far from a burden. Having him in her orbit is a genuine pleasure. She encourages his nostalgic yapping, offers a way he can be helpful with her nap strategy, and is emphatic about her desire to avail her body to him as respite (“Is that what you wanna be? God, what a good toy.”). Speaker reminds L that the way she exists in the world is more than enough, even in a moment of listlessness. He gently reframes her rest as something constructive (“Well, relaxing, ‘rotting,’ at least you got some sleep” + “It sounds like you really need this”), shares how by just existing in inertia she’s helping him find his elusive tranquility (“You just look really peaceful, and it was relaxing"), and lavishes her with affirmation when she finds gratification in contributing out of self-agency rather than obligation (“look at you arch and take that praise…”). When I said the [free use] for comfort aspect here is the manifestation of mutual aid (sexual), I had the “everyone has something to offer and everyone has something they need” tenet of MA in mind. By cultivating complementary comfort for each other, they’ve navigated back to a headspace where caring provides the contentment found in community instead of lonely existential dread. Pooling what resilience we do have is the best panacea for the austerity of a troubled world. You gave me ALL of *that* in 40ish minutes of super fucking sensual audio erotica where only one character is voiced??? Never beating the multi-hyphenate talent allegations!!!! 🌧️ “I don’t know; it’s nostalgic” re: petrichor!!! @Lexapro said that this audio is Pacific Northwest-coded, and the part of me that felt pangs of homesickness for the rain + the evergreens + the Cascades while listening has to agree. The Twilight reference only locked it in lmaoooo Twilight and the rain are the two most common things that come up when I tell people out east that I’m from WA. 🌲 🌧️ “You wanna see how I relax myself? Okay, okay...you want me to stroke my cock while you suck on the head?” - there’s something so sexy about the intentional connection and sweetness of this to me, like, the collaborative effort to unwind Speaker when oral typically has more of a distinct giver/receiver delineation? Haven’t been in my feelings over an AITW beej beat like this since NYE VM Speaker was trying to hold Listener’s hands in the basement during canon “stupid movie” 10 Cloverfield Lane!!!!!  
🌧️ The way the emphasis on being in constant contact throughout the sex with “I like having you in my arms” + “lean back into my arms” + mouth buried in L’s neck + mentions of having hands all over completely explodes her platonic ask for physical touch at the outset of the audio is everything!!!!!!! She may be letting him use her, but his clarity of vision to curate the experience of *how* he uses her to maximize her enjoyment in the process is the pinnacle of [free use] sub fantasy imo.  
🌧️“No, you’re living up; you’re living up. Don’t worry, don’t worry, sweetheart” - I felt so Perceived from this line. The way I would be euphoric at hearing someone hoped to have me in this way but then stumble into overthinking it and worry about expectations vs. reality. You ravaged the anxious, people-pleaser girlies (gn), not even giving a breath for that doubt to fester. My interpretation of L’s couch-rotting stemming from a fear that she’s fundamentally ineffectual just makes this an even lovelier reassurance for Speaker to offer!!!  
🌧️ “baby girl” being back + better than ever AND then you had the nerve to include ‘filthy girl” too??? Not to mention “prettiest little toy”????? I am six feet under (do it again; I’ll happily die a thousand figurative deaths for the Freaky Lover Girl cause 😇). 🌧️ All of the moments of check-in + communication are so fucking hot, especially within the context of [free use] play. “You ready?” + “Can you take it harder?” + “Like that? Right there?” are all so simple but add so much texture to the realism of the audio and consistently reaffirms my earlier point about how skillfully you communicate that mutual pleasure is a priority for Speaker while taking what he wants from L. 🌧️ I think this is my new fave Listener orgasm! The longer stretch of active encouragement was luxurious. Don’t get me wrong, I looooove the strictness of a countdown + cum commands + O control stuff in general, but the agency Speaker offered L in “Go ahead, baby, whenever you want to, whenever you can” was a cathartic provocation to just exist in pleasure where that surrender to the self is pleasing. 💗 🌧️ The beat @ 37:13 - 37:27 where it seems like L saying Speaker’s name as she cums pushed him to desperation to cum himself + catalyzed the legwrap missionary position change!!!! Mentions of a Speaker being undone by an L’s voice will always be insane to me, but this one triggering the needy pace shift wrecked me in an exceptional way.  🌧️ The laugh-groan @ 38:05 + “oh fuck, I’m close” should be a scheduled substance 🌧️ 🥰💐🧎🏻‍♀️[cock warming] 🧎🏻‍♀️💐🥰. That's it. The experience of this was like having subconsciously hunched shoulders gently readjusted into relaxation. What a hiding place to have! I’m at the beginning of a very busy next few months, and I didn’t realize how badly I needed this invitation to languor. I shouldn’t be surprised that a concept brought to us in collaboration between you and @sarah 💫 + @Gabriella 🥭 Big Beautiful Brain Trust brilliance would be an audio I cherish. I’ll never shut up about how cool and fun I think it is when you incorporate any of our input in the work you make! Now to find time to finally listen to the March Exclusive… from a cursory glance at the tags, it looks like you may have made my [toy on M] bingo suggestion a reality + in a filthy F2L switch audio???? 🫠🫵🏼 Gonna need to set aside a full evening sometime this week with a crash cart on standby. Preemptive thank you so much for a magnificent March, August!

rachel 🍓

“There is a special way free use in the domestic sphere tickles my brain. It’s like the opposite of the uncanny, home is actually EXACTLY as warm and comforting and hot and generous as its mythology says it is.” holy shiiiit, yes, omfg! I was genuinely indifferent about [free use] until I heard DT #12 with the domesticity + familiarity/intimacy lens on it, and now it’s one of my biggest fantasies. There’s something about being SO wanted + needed while existing in the most habitual yet unvarnished states that we often occupy while loafing around at home to the point where someone *has* to interrupt whatever little task and have us. Very hot and generous! It’s pure lava to me! 🌋 p.s. hello, new pfp!!!! gorgeous, you're serving us with sunflower!!!!! 🌻💛

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She's returned, welcome back!!! I cannot wait to sink my teeth into your beautiful Big Comment!!!! I hope you're fast asleep right now and not in jet lag limbo. And thank you 😊💗

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To write *this* while jetlagged… Your mind is terrifying. Tolstoy wants what you have❣️ “Cradle me while I unhinge my neurons” + “By cultivating complementary comfort for each other, they’ve navigated back to a headspace where caring provides the contentment found in community instead of lonely existential dread. Pooling what resilience we do have is the best panacea for the austerity of a troubled world.” Screaming crying throwing up about all of it, truly an iconic @rachel🍓comment, but focusing in on this idea, that you are helping someone see the stairs they’d like to climb, not simply becoming their nervous system for a time and dragging them up the stairs. That’s the very thing that makes MA sustainable: gaining the knowledge and experience that you are stronger with others AND you have resources in your own body and mind. Obsessed with this idea of their fitting together well, having found the correct outlet for the care they’d like to receive and give. In both feeling ineffectual and burdensome, there’s an expectation that you take on the totality of the care, either giving or receiving. It implies an imbalance of power, it’s pity v. sympathy. To be clear, I’m not extolling the value of personality responsibility (💩💩💩), but that this becomes an ecosystem with longevity when there is a thorough understanding that these are states of matter, not forever conditions, not titles. No one is The Carer or The Fixer or The Helpless forever, we all are both at the same time to varying degrees always. This audio makes that relationship of giving and receiving care explicit, consensual, and loaded with playful negotiation when, in so many other places in our lives, the nature of that relationship is purposefully suppressed in service of exploitation. @sarah💫 quipped, “love taking care of a man who’s already trying to take care of himself!”, and that’s part of the DNA of why this is so hot. He’s being cradled and is unhinging his neurons himself (as is L, but there’s a particularly itchy quality of a weaponized incompetence I think she had in mind that makes the profundity of their “unhinging”s qualitatively different). In being cradled (L offering a way for him to be of service sustainably + providing a path towards tranquility), he works hard to understand himself not in the binary of Burden & Helper. Likewise, in his cradling arms, L is able to see that ineffectual activity in one area of their life does not preclude them from efficacy totally. The care allows them both to see different pathways. That is ultimately so so much more empowering and community-oriented and -sustaining than going limp and waiting for a Great Man to fix everything or feeling that you must become omniscient and detect and resolve all problems before they even manifest. Separately, I so appreciate your words on “you’re living up”, it made my tummy hurt too much to even mention it. I'm going to stop yapping because this reply is already too long, but yeah. You get it (mutual aid [sexual] but also all of it always) 💗💗💗!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sarah 💫

Rachel your comments are always so so lovely and meaningful but this one might be my fave Rachel🍓 Big Comment to date!! 🥹🏆Also not to be a freak but when I saw your username + pfp in my lil notif tab, I legit said “aww Rachel’s back!” out loud to myself lmaooo WELCOME BACK!!! 💞 Your point about this specific dynamic + pair speaking to a larger theme of a “self care = community care = self care” cycle landed so so close to me. I alwaysss think of the “it’s good to care, even tho it’s hard” line from Anxiety Talk #2 bc caring can be seen as weak or “cringe” (esp in this era where acting nonchalant is popular) and it’s so…easy to slip into stagnation/numbness when trying hurts too much. I esp love the parallel you drew between F feeling like she isn’t doing enough —> feeling useful by helping him + M feeling like a burden —> feeling useful by using her 🔄 “By cultivating complementary comfort for each other, they've navigated back to a headspace where caring provides the contentment found in community instead of lonely existential dread” YES exactly! @Gabriella 🥭 put it perfectly in her reply, the caregiving in this audio is “explicit, consensual, and loaded with playful negotiation when, in so many other places in our lives, the nature of that relationship is purposefully suppressed in service of exploitation.” I’m just basking in awe at the huge gorgeous brains you two have DONT MIND ME!! 🤩 Also retweet on the F orgasm here……I’m. Yeah. I love orgasm control as much as the next person but the soft encouragement + “you’re the best” + telling F he neeeeeds to feel her come was [long, exhausted exhale] insane. F’s pleasure is framed as all M needs from her in this moment, all she needs to do to make him feel good *IS* to feel good. Taking care of him means taking pleasure for herself oh I’m gonna scream into the sun I cannot!!!!! 😵‍💫 re: the March exclusive…….rachel be warned, it has addictive substances laced within. I shan’t spoil anything BUT there’s an aspect to the audio that you and I have both been jabbering about and I think you’re gonna fucking love it 👁️ ANYWAY it’s always such a joy to see you in the comments, I hope the next few busy months aren’t too hard on you and that you can find some time to relax! 💘

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Omggg I know, same, sarah!! I was a teeny bit worried it was burdensome/silly to be so excited, but like… https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/002/658/035/204.png Brazenly stealing “self care = community care = self care”, thank you very much 😌. You’ve so succinctly clarified that the self changes the community and is changed by community, self-care isn’t meant to be an isolating or self-aggrandizing project! Joining you screaming at the sun about the L orgasm. And double agree that you, rachel, tread with caution, the exclusive is…Good. If you can write this while jet lagged, armed with the lessons from this audio, the next few months should be scared of YOU 🫵🏿💗

sarah 💫

HAHAHA Gabriella exactly, I pulled out my trumpet and flags for the “welcome back” fanfare 🎺🥁 so so glad the self care/community care point resonated w you! Speaking of, I wanted to reply to your google doc comment on anxiety #2 with this YouTube video I watched semi recently that I thought you (and some members of Augustopia) would find comforting but I might as well mention it here since we’re gabbing about the importance of staying hopeful + motivated by care despite surrounding horrors and I think Rachel might find it interesting too <3 it’s called “The Tragic Optimist’s Guide to Surviving Capitalistic Nihilism,” you might’ve seen it before but just thought to mention it jic! Here’s the link if you wanna add it to the google doc 💌 https://youtu.be/LBUHBfFSa4I?si=4RDnjRI_3LtsvCKk I hope whoever comes across it enjoys it!

rachel 🍓

jsdhfjdjk GABRIELLA AND SARAH, my dearests!!! agh I am smiling so hard my face hurts!!! your sweet salutations are not freaky/burdensome/silly AT ALL omgggg I “awww”ed aloud at your reaction to seeing me in your notifs, Sarah, and full-belly laughed at that LOTR title card edit, Gabriella! I hope you both know by now that I treasure our fellowship in the comments here! I had the most wonderful trip, and yet, the excitement to be back gabbing with you is entirely mutual! I missed you! 💕 I swear you lot are my own personal Big Comment cheerleading squad! I am so lucky. I was def feeling that creep of self-consciousness (that I know you fellow Big Commenters can relate to!) where I was like, “hmmm did I finally manage to go off the deep end with this one? 🤔” hahaha I knew I was doomed to be Abnormal™️ about this one from the start but did not expect to write, uhhhh, an extremely casual 1700 words about the audio porn…? you flatter me AND get me so bad every time with your beautiful responses! The temptation to just block quote everything you collectively added to my commentary on S&L’s dynamic as mutual aid + community care/self-care back to you is real!! I referenced the “everyone has something to offer and everyone has something they need” principles of mutual aid in my initial comment, and your thoughts are bringing to mind two other mutual aid praxis things for me. Gabriella, your “No one is The Carer or The Fixer or The Helpless forever, we all are both at the same time to varying degrees always” feels deeply connected to the MA commitment to horizontal organizational structures and modes of engagement. The power imbalance inherent in some systems of charity where folks can fall into being categorized as “victims” or “saviors” is irrelevant to MA! Sarah, your “self care = community care = self care” framework speaks to the solidarity aspect of MA. Efforts to overcome systemic struggle must prioritize the individual and the community bc that liberation is inherently intertwined—intersectionality and our interconnectedness must be acknowledged to effectively practice mutual aid is my point! Thank you both for adding even more profundity to this interpretation for me. I love how “mutual aid (sexual)” started as a brilliant Gabriella joke in another audio’s comment section, and then this audio happened, and we can genuinely analyze it through this lens… god, I love it here!!!!! I am truly terrified (read: so excited I am doing backflips!!!) at your primers for the March Exclusive omfggggg Sarah, I think I know what you’re suggesting based on one specific toy-related tag I clocked in my glance at the post (🔦🔦🔦)…. if it’s what I think it is, I’m gonna need someone to do me a solid and come over real quick to chain me to one of the radiators in my apartment for the safety and wellbeing of myself and others!!! I won’t have time to listen until at least Friday (😭), and I am testing my capacity for patience in a major way. Feeling like God’s Strongest Winter Soldier right now. 🪖❄️ Can’t wait to catch up with y’alls undoubtedly insightful comments on that post once I do listen! Sarah, this video looks awesome; I will be watching it! I’m a simple girl; I see James Baldwin, and you’ve got me (speaking of JB, I read Go Tell It On the Mountain in the weird squishy days between Christmas and New Year’s last year, and it hit different in a good way). I still cherish our resources for resilience spreadsheet, and it makes me so happy that you’re continuing to find stuff to add! Excited for this Anti-Doom playlist too, Gabriella!!!! I return to that doc and Anxiety Talk #2 a lot these days. Not to ~ overshare ~, but I think I’ve mentioned I work in nonprofit before? And let’s just say the last couple of months have been super fucking challenging bc the work I do + populations I serve have been directly impacted by the current White House’s slew of chaotic Executive Orders. My February was a shitshow in large part bc of this. I’ve been clinging to the idea that caring and doing what I can is worth it even when my efforts feel so so so small in the face of such insurmountable obstacles. So so so grateful to you both for being a significant part of what makes this place enriching on the days when I come here feeling depleted. It just makes sense that your fingerprints would be all over this new comfort audio of mine!!!! 💗

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Trying desperately to not just keep yapping, so I'll just scream EXPLICIT BALDWIN MENTION, OF COURSE YOU LOVE HIM

sarah 💫

This anti-doom playlist looks so sick Gabriella, tysm for sharing it!!🤘🏼I wfh and usually play podcasts/tv in the background and have been searching for some hopeful media lately. I’m definitely giving this playlist a watch! 💻 Rachel, I do remember you mentioning you work for a nonprofit which sounds extremely rewarding but also exhausting I’m sure! I’m so so sorry work has been such a crap storm lately 🫂❤️ I definitely relate to those bouts of hopelessness and feeling doubtful that my actions can make a difference in the grand scheme of things. It’s really easy to get swept up in the bigness of dread when there are sooo many chips stacked against you/what you stand for. Something that’s comforted me lately was this small excerpt from a book called “Keep Going” by Austin Kleon where he mentions the act of “planting flowers” in the midst of turmoil and unrest; that these flowers will grow and bloom long after this period of overwhelming strife. It helped me realize that no matter how small our seeds of care, kindness, or action seem, they’ll blossom into something beautiful someday, long after the nightmare is over 🌱🌸 I hope you know that caring + doing what you can always matters!!! 💞

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Sarah, that's so beautiful, thank you for sharing! That also helps confirm for me that even if the flowers don't grow and/or I never see them, I'd rather spend my time planting seeds than anything else. You just refueled my tank 💗 I hope that both of you take your leisure & relaxation duties as seriously as your work elsewhere. We're here for a good time AND a long time (ideally)! Which is to say Happy Almost Game Changer Season 7 Premiere Day to all of us 🎭

raspberry98

Hey diva this is diabolical 🤪

S

getting too specific and relatable with memes for 500 please 🙏

sarah 💫

@shiloh where’s the “thinking about the emotional significance of an erotic audio” job posting on indeed 😔 we would make millions‼️🤑

raspberry98

It’s gotta be my fav one. Like why tf did he do that 😭. Also you look stunning in yours 💕

holly

the way hes talking fuck 😩

rin🐰🤍

Rachel!!! This was so amazing 🥲 I love that you took this time to write about the audio!! Absolutely loved reading this hehe 🥹🤍

rachel 🍓

wow thank you so much, rin, omg it means a lot to hear that you enjoyed reading my thoughts!! 🥹🫶🏼 @sarah + @Gabriella 💗🌷🌸🪻🌹🌻🌼🌱💗

Blue

I keep coming back to this one, it's such a nice sleep aid 🥰 A sfw version of this one would go crazy honestly. Not that I'm not wildly obsessed with it as is

Rose S.

“mutual aid (sexual)”!!! My god I love it here. You all in this thread are wonderful — thank you for your thoughtful comments and the beautiful thoughts within them. 💖💖💖

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I’ve been tickled by others saying more often recently that your voice makes them sleepy because it’s so soothing. I obviously agree as someone who has been using Spank Therapy as a sleep aid for almost a year now. As those others have said, it’s absolutely a compliment. I just also wanted to tie this idea to a quote from a director I really really like, Apichatpong Weerasethakul. He is preoccupied with sleep and dreams, and his movies have a memory-filter, gauzy, soft lens flare quality similar to this audio. He said in an interview on his most recent film Memoria that, “someone sleeping creates a great moment of intimacy. The sleeper is defenseless, defenseless, so our ancestors went into caves to do this. I hope viewers of my movie find these scenes comforting. And if some viewers fall asleep for a while watching it or watching my movies in general, that’s fine with me. Traditional cinema does everything possible to keep our eyes wide open. I prefer to open the door for the public to live their dreams”. I’ve just been thinking about that quote a lot seeing others embrace “living their dreams” through your audio worlds! I think it’s pretty special that you’re able to achieve that with your very special mixture of singular talents 💗! Interestingly, looking for Weerasethakul’s quote on sleep led me to an article about an installation he did that connects to another idea I wanted to explore in/through this audio: xenia (guest-friendship. You can take the Gabriella out of Classics, but you can’t take the Classics out of Gabriella or something. Also @rachel🍓said she would break my ankles if I didn't follow through on my threat to talk about this, so I have to [/jk]). Referencing the book How to Sleep (2014), the writer highlights the intimacy of sleep: “Sleep, as with love, makes one vulnerable. This is one of its pleasures. But it is also one of the reasons that social forms arrange themselves around sleep, with those who are willing to share their somnolence, and sleep together having at least a certain trust in the cohort of others around them”. As sleep disrupts capitalistic ways of relating to each other by prioritizing intimacy and inaction (anti-work vibes), so xenia offers an alternative model for social relations animated by vulnerability and care. Brief definition of the rules of xenia: 👥 Guests must wait for an invitation before crossing the threshold; not threaten, harm, or overburden their host; share stories about their lives; reciprocate their host’s hospitality if they find them on their shores 👥 Hosts must defer investigation of the guests’ name and story before they’ve finished their meal; must offer a place to rest, gifts, entertainment, and a help along their journey to their next destination; not threaten, harm, or deprive their guests I think it's operating on two levels here. The first is in the traditional sense with Speaker being a guest in L’s physical home with both adhering to the rules above pretty closely. The second level is xenia as an act between two bodies, considering people as islands that you travel to (thinking of the Grecian isles as their analogy and the isolation both Speaker and Listener are feeling) and the body as a place that is violable (in a very broad sense) like a home (also thinking of recent discussion with Anna 🦕🐣!). I read a bit of a book on hospitality that captures this what I’m thinking succinctly: “if hospitality can occasionally furnish something like the pleasures of love, it also resembles love in exposing all of its parties to the perils of intimacy. To fall in love is to give someone the power to break your heart. To ask one or more people into your home, whether to dine at your table, sleep under your roof, or simply converse, is to give them the power to complicate your life right up to the act of taking it”. (side bar: the “complicate your life” also brought to mind beloved Mean D*ddy and his mentioning that L probably misses his disruption of their life 🥺. I should call him…). S&L here are not *in* love obviously, but there is love and care here and both take big risks, through conversation, to gain the riches that the guest-friendship relationship could afford them such as respite and pleasure on the shores of another's nervous system. I underline this point because I really was touched by this seemingly simple act of two people speaking honestly about things that are troubling them, particularly after an initial bumpy moment where they briefly flirted with hospitality becoming treachery or aggression (not physically, but emotionally “closing borders” after the back and forth vibe jabs). I also want to bring in another idea I mentioned in Big Comment #1, that this audio makes home feel EXACTLY as warm and comforting and hot and generous as its mythology says it is. I think *that* was the hospitality as it, “yearns to domesticate the stranger, to take him in as if he were part of the family, to vanquish and absorb his otherness” (Heffernan, 2014). In the epilogue of the hospitality book, the author gives this lovely reading of the possibility within hospitality: “If welcoming a stranger means exposing oneself to mortal danger, it also means opening one’s heart and home to the possibility of new light”. That’s exactly what happened here in this audio!!!!!!!!!!! This one is really special!!!! While I’m just pulling quotes, pointing at them, and shouting, "yeah!!!!" in this comment (if I can call it that), I’ll do it again and quote @sarah💫: you were born to tell stories! Also thinking of @tiny’s poem, "I was raised amongst the world's best literature"!!! Your mind, whole Wintussy in this one, feeling very privileged to witness the machinations of your brain, etc etc. I am once again asking you to stop making me bashful about compliments, why did you demand I write all of this 😭?! Anyway, I just thought it was neat how these ideas came together! If you read all this, thank you for reading my meandering book report on this audio: https://i.imgflip.com/398ac6.png ♥️! A not bibliography bibliography if anyone would like to pull down any of this spaghetti from the wall and have a nibble: 🏡 https://socialbites.ca/culture/36688.html 🏡 https://currentsjournal.net/Apichatpong-Weerasethakuls-Sleep-Cinema 🏡 Heffernan (2014), Hospitality & Treachery in Western Literature 🏡 An example of a xenia motif (mosaic and possibly also paintings depicting the various gifts a wealthy host would give their guest[s]) that I thought was pretty: https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b3/Sousse_mosaic_xenia_patterns.JPG

kaspr

asking to kiss the listeners neck at 20:55 already sent me, but the way that for a few minutes after it sounds like the speaker is still buried in the listeners neck and it’s all soft and sweet!!!?!!!?! new fav audio unlocked i fear

sarah 💫

Gabriella, I’m always so impressed and touched by the level of thought you put in your comments, this is such a thorough, insightful comment to share and must have taken some time to put together! 🥹💘 THANK YOU always for sharing your beautiful thoughts. The vulnerability of the act of sleeping totally went over my head when I listened to this audio but now that you’ve highlighted that aspect, I can reflect on what a vital component it is to their dynamic. “As sleep disrupts capitalistic ways of relating to each other by prioritizing intimacy and inaction (anti-work vibes), so xenia offers an alternative model for social relations animated by vulnerability and care” is suuuuch a gorgeous sentiment, I’m gonna chew on this for a wHILE 😋 Sleeplessness has always been an issue for me (which I know you can relate to 🫂) and I deffffinitely think a fear of vulnerability/lack of awareness + “protection” is a factor. The idea of napping w someone is lovely but realistically not super feasible bc I just knowww my brain would be buzzing w too many anxious thoughts 😮‍💨 the fact that these characters (namely F) feel safe enough w each other to the point of disengaging their defenses + drifting into such an unguarded space is so so precious im gonna burst 🥺 I feel like there’s so much pent-up stress we carry due to being “on”; putting on a polite mask when we go to work, giving the obligatory smile/laugh to the cashier at the store, presenting ourselves as composed, proper members of society. To let someone see us when we’re “off”/shut down, when we’re asleep + unmasked, is deeply intimate. The hospitality segment has me gaping in wondrous awe, particularly the "If welcoming a stranger means exposing oneself to mortal danger, it also means opening one's heart and home to the possibility of new light" quote!!!? 😭HE IS HER NEW LIGHT…..EVEN THROUGH THE RAINCLOUDS 😩 i can’t, i actually can’t. I thought I couldn’t love this audio any more but your wonderful thesis has expanded my appreciation for it 💌 so so grateful for your HBC contributions as always!!!! <3333

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Sarah, I'm making a pouty face, that's so sweet... I couldn't stop thinking about the hospitality thing and had so much fun reading all of these things! I'm positively gleeful the ideas resonated with you ♥️♥️♥️!!! Me as the person I'm "napping" with wakes up: 👁️👁️. Aaaaaaabsolutely, please remove the microchip from my brain. I am 100000% with you. HATE that you share the sleeplessness, but incredibly iconic for the Sleepless as a group, what a get to have YOU 🤩! You're singing my song with the weight of being "on". It's funny, in an deleted comment in my AITW Google Doc, I was envisioning L almost like a nymph, like Speaker would happen upon L in the living room and she'd provide a particular restorative experience (without thinking v much about reciprocity or even the degree to which this Speaker could be deeply concerned with that), and I had to keep shaking off that impulse to still be "on" even in my fantasy musings!!! Diabolical. But it was helpful understanding it as "bad writing" which is to say being "on" all the time is "bad writing" for life. I have no idea if that makes sense, but your sparkling words connected those dots for me <333 And I knowwwwwwwwwwww, that sentence knocked the wind out of me, it's so gorg, and I was ecstatic since it matched this audio so well!!!!!!! I'm so so so happy to hear that, that was precisely my goal since these texts did that for me! Didn't think it was possible to be even more fond of these two, but here we are 🥺. I'm so grateful for your thoughtful response and incredibly supportive and sweet words, dearest 💕

guilty_ofloey

august what did you put in this one

mikmak

YESSSSSSSS THATS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT WHEN HEARING HIM TALK ABT THE RAIN

Eva Luna

I love seeing your takes and the way you are with words Gabriella 🥰 I just joined the Patreon and I've been binging these audios, but I keep finding myself lingering on them and then scrolling down to the comments only to be like "yes! you're so right!!!" every time I read yours 😂 Your ideas on xenia perfectly sum up this piece and how it makes room for that warmth and protection. Thanks for adding more depth to the tapestry ✨

Eva Luna

Okay Mr. Word Nerd, you've painted such a lovely petrichor-inspired scene with this audio that I just want to live here now. This feels so healing and restorative, like I'm bathing in the fairy fountain between the floors of a dungeon ✨🧚‍♀️ Or running my fingers across the supple pages of an old, gold-limned book. It's the perfect space to catch your breath and drink in that feeling 💦 I love collecting pleasant words like petrichor to roll around in my brain, so here's some of my other favorites that I hope fit this audio's lush cozy vibe: inchoate (adj) - not yet completed or fully developed; rudimentary. just begun; incipient. verdigris (n) - a bright bluish-green encrustation or patina formed on copper or brass by atmospheric oxidation, consisting of basic copper carbonate. foxing (n) - small, round or “snowflake” shaped, reddish, brown, or other colored stains in paper or other fiber-based material.

G-Virus 🧟‍♀️🖤

First, welcome 🍇🧺!! And that's so nice of you to say, thank you 😊. I'm glad my yapping added to your experience of this audio!!!

erin 💕

Don’t think I’ve related to a listener character more in my life. Just comfy cozy and making someone feel good 🤭🤭🤭

Lisa 🇬🇧 🫦 ♏🍷🔞

Just when you think youve heard all the audios, this one turns up and you realise that your personal code of hearting it so that you know youve played it, has missed a major one! Jesus Christ, in two short months, this man has ruined me for any potential future relationships. If I cant have it this kinky, this outside the box, I dont fucking want it! Whoever comes next, if they do, is gonna be sent straight to this Patreon! And they'd BETTER fucking listen and learn!!! Damn you, August. You beautiful, weird little fucker! Best VA ever! x

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coconut water

Aquatic_Chimera

August, you dropped something 👑. Those good girls have rewired my brain chemistry.🤣 Let's go touch some grass, and then it's back to work for me 🤭

Eri

……can't describe how much I enjoy rainy days sex everything just seen so blue and with a little bit sadness,i love listening your voice mix with the rain sfx(´-ω-`)

Huniii

Soft Mdom might be my favorite. I mean it's IMPOSSIBLE to chose but it's like the perfect balance and everything about it seems so natural and fitting. awooga.

Phinnia

Here I thought I was just listening to smut to help me fall asleep and now I've read a dissertation on sleep, intimacy, hospitality, otherness complete with citations in the comments 😂🙏 I love this place. Thank you for the delicious food for thought.

guilty_ofloey

lately i always come back to this i just love the intimacy and softness of it 🥰

Eri

okay came back here listened to this eight times here we go again…your voice and the rain can double destroy me and that‘s the most sweetness way to die i want this audio carved on my tombstone(-_-)

Amy Untamed

Back here again for the soft Mdom and praise 🥵 being called baby girl unlocks something in me I can’t explain

Rachel

number one sleep aid right here. zzzquil could never

Sloan Amora

Why do you do this to us?

B N

The creaking SFX in this 🫠

S

its one of my favorites to relax to now

sybilstarlingsnow ❄️

Pleading for more praise heavy, soft MDom, comfort free use. Please, kind sir.

Ari 🌕

Edward Cullen-ing 😫 where the rats at my bois I feel seen. Not even to the sex-ing yet.

delphi🪽🕊️🦚🐦‍🔥

ughhhh this is still life changing btw also hope it’s not offensive that everytime you release a new audio i comment on old ones there’s something about edging yourself with old faithfuls firstttt anyways

Mattiiiep

idk if it's weird but i just love listening to the first 10minutes whenever i want to sleep😪besides that i love raining day it just so cozy and peaceful and soft🥺🥺🥺could we get another softdom one this year,good-hearted August🥺

Daphne 🦇

I think the true evil twin audio of this is Bride’s Brother. They both have “tire me out” and “make sure I have nothing left” lines/vibes.

Elizabeth

When I find myself in times of trouble, this audio comes to me. But actually, this is so excellent. Great when you’ve had a rough day. Very much a similar vibe to a recent DT. Adore adore

Daphne 🦇

My head canon is this is dåddy sublet. He needed a place to crash after dǎddy roommate came back and he’s just trying to work through his feelings and stuff from that whole situation.

Daphne 🦇

It’s perfect juxtaposition too because both happen in the living rooms with speaker walking in on listener but the part about “you like it sweet? I can do sweet” is such a turn from the experience with dâddy listener.

fitzsy 🐞

"Baby girl" is my favorite pet name (if used right and you do)... y'know, just in case you wanted to do any more of that this year,,, 🥺🩷🌷 Happy rainy springtime season and happy birthday to this audio! 🌧️

Ren 🪷

all-time favorite soft audio 💟

Alleé 🍒

I came here for my monthly "baby girl" injection after our comments on the 🍰 audio had me thinking about it and squealed like a schoolgirl when I saw this comment. We really do need to figure out how they managed to put the same exact brain in both of our noggins.

fitzsy 🐞

The universe really said Ctrl+C, Ctrl+V with us! 🙂‍↔️ (This audio is sooo sweet. All the praise in it is ELITE. Two "baby girl" mentions feels indulgent. 🥹🍰)

Jess

This one needs a part 2

gay & stupid !?

god .. its me again .. this audio never gets old 🙏

Rae

The dirty talk was filthier than I expected it to be. It’s all soft and cozy with lots of praise but the filth coming out of this man’s mouth? Insane! I love the different ways he describes using her. Fuck.

Sarah pp

John Bernthal be like

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god i love this one so much