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Story Time - Based on True, Personal Events

Before Connie...

Before the art & writing...

Before everything...

I felt lost.I felt alone.I felt like nothing had mattered to me.I felt like crawling up somewhere and shutting my eyes only to never wake up ever again.

Because no matter what I did, I never made a difference in my life...

Then...

My light.My Hope.My Angel.

Something appeared before me and told me various things that I needed to hear.

That I was meant to live.That I had a purpose.That I were to inspire others.That I had to help those in need.That I was meant for greatness.

The words and feelings resonated with me. It felt like I was being held by something that was too bright to see. This feeling was something I lacked... Something I wished more than anything...To actually feel LOVE and KINDNESS by someone unconditionally.I was reminded of my journey up to that point and this entity stuck with me after this experience, protecting and guiding me on this path to where I am today. And now, you all know her as I have. And with her kindness and love for me in my darkest of times, I wanted to share that love with everyone in my life as she did for me!

I know it seems odd to share, but I made this a couple weeks ago when I was at an all time low again. I got inspired after going through some old journal entries when I was younger and found some lines that I totally forgot about up until then. So I wrote everything up to my PC and went through what I described in my journal entry. What you see above is just a PORTION of the insane amount I wrote the day of my original experience.It was like 12 pages long and I ain't typing all that up!

So I doodled a bit and eventually it led me to the picture you see above! Yes, the angel MAY not have been a Kitsune, but I have a LOVE for wolves and foxes ever since I was little. The voice was a female that spoke with me, as I described in my journal entry, so I had to make sure it was female of course, which led me to drawing Connie. It COULD have been Chryssie, but I just felt it best to do my true fursona instead!

Overall, I am and will always be grateful for this experience. With the love and constant reminders to spread love and show no judgement towards others, I feel more motivated than ever to continue being true to myself! People will hate on me, despise me, try to put me down. But it will never stop me! I will make sure to be a Beacon of Light to those that need one to guide them out of their own dark pits of despair as I experienced myself.

So thank you for allowing me to brighten up your day. Even though I share lewd/suggestive or outright NSFW art from time-to-time, I still love to spread the joy through my writings and visual arts to show that I'm here for you all! Even more so with my fursuit content!

And with that, I hope you all have an amazing rest of your day! And always remember... Be your fluffiest best, my amazing little Floofballs!