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i was wondering how haitham would’ve felt after seeing kaveh again in the tavern :”) it’d be a mix of hurt but also like.. ‘you were supposed to prove me wrong’ kind of thing?? idk how to explain it 😭😭

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Aru

nooo i get it like they fought over their values and ideals and he'd expect kaveh to have done something and maybe be happy and thriving but then sees him crying in a tavern and it's disillusioning 😭😭😭

night_gazer

omg kaveh with a binder and haitham with top surgery scars👀👀👀

Salem

Falling to my knees over the "you were supposed to be happy"

Riqui

“You were supposed to be happy” is really fucking me up in a relentless way. Great work as usual. I’m gonna go shit my pants for the rest of the week thinking of this

achi angel

Ah yes my greatest kink: open communication 😭

SakuraMeko

i'm going to devour this like a five course meal

Dakota

"You were supposed to prove me wrong" HAHA OUCH???? THANKS FOR THAT??? But, soso foreal- whenever I see your art, I always have a fave panel, specifally of Alhaitham's/Kaveh's face that's just SO, so PERFECT- they way you portray such complex emotions that builds up into a panel that WRECKS ME, but this one??? Literally every panel?? The pain and hopelessness in Kaveh, the complicated dissapointment from Haitham- I'm crying and speechless and I can't stop rereading this!!

Remie

not me tearing up because of "you were supposed to be happy"

mcdc 🦢

😭😭 im so done . . I want themto be happy 😭😭😭 kaveh was so great at the akademiya so everuone expextwd him to be great after bit it all just fell apart 😭😭😭😭 then alhaitham re entered his life and je started feeling like himself wgain ugh ug hh g hgjvvuficjfkkc

Ash✨

“You were supposed to be happy” … 💔💔💔

Alley

I AM BEING STABBED

nicawlette

I'M GONNA BE SICK HOW COULD YUOU DO THIS TO ME THANK YOU

Cuppnoodle

Ok but the last panel where Kaveh is in the light and Alhaitham isn’t I’m going to VOMIT that hurted

oopley

this is so unspeakably lovely😭🫶🏻i love the inclusion of the game backgrounds; gives this a fun multimedia flair!! thank u so much for the food💖💖

Marquad

GAHH can I just say, something about the coloring and shading in this is really spectacular!? Idk maybe it's to moodiness of the Tavern. Love it

animatedme

i love thiiisssss they are everything

Jesica Bello Cardozo

Another master piece 😭💚❤️ I would like to add, and somehow off topic, but seeing Alhaitham's pouring the wine... have you ever thought about doing some sort of "bartender/client" AU? I don't know, it just crossed my mind uwu

Alex🐛

Kaveh's gaze when he recognizes Alhaitham is so gorgeous😭 for a short moment there is light in his eyes again

Star

THIS IS GOING TO HURT AND I'M HERE FOR IT

prismatic

Its beautiful 😭😭😭

Wittich Tara

Awww this is so cute!!! Just a question... I don't want to come of as insensitive but I am curious, does Kaveh put on a binder in that one scene? Hinting that he is trans?

Hopeleess

Thats so beautiful oh my poor heart aches for them 🥺💖

Kis kis

Did Alhaitham… did he drink from Kavehs glass again? 😭 right there and then? BRO 😭

lk

C

I am in awe once again at how beautiful your work is - at this point, despite always leaving an essay of a comment on most of your work, I feel like I am truly running out of words whenever I see your art. Without an ounce of exaggeration, I truly feel as though there isn’t something that can quite describe how much I love it. You were saying that you wish you can do it justice working on the final version of this comic, but I hope you believe it when I say that you’ve outdone yourself once again. I’ve said it before on the pet play series and I’ll run the risk of sounding like a broken record, but somehow you’ve taken another leap in the way you colour - the environment, the characters, the lighting. Everything looks even more detailed, and I am not sure how you managed to do it. Be it in the way the light inside Lambad’s casts a shadow on each strand of their hair, the warm tone added to it which truly captures the essence of the tavern, so much so I can almost hear the music, but also in the way you’ve transitioned from present day to memories and back again. It is such a nice parallel as well because it almost feels like the memories are tainted by their fallout and they cannot really allow themselves to look back on it without hurting, but present day basks them in the warmth of trying again - be it as friends or something more. Speaking of light and parallels, the top panel on the last page is SO well done. We always talk about how they are perfect mirrors of one another, from their design to their personalities, darshans and more, you captured their duality perfectly - Alhaitham in the shadow, whereas Kaveh’s face is kissed by the candle light. Not sure if it was intentional, but it made my heart squeeze a bit seeing it. Also reminds me of how the two wings of their house part, which may lead to their bedrooms, and you can see the broom and painting next to Kaveh’s bright hallway, then the books next to Alhaitham’s darker quarters. I love how there is a bit of hesitation in approaching Kaveh coming from Alhaitham - almost like he’d expect Kaveh to be doing well, so he will not interfere, but then takes a better look and realises that despite having changed, it isn’t exactly what Alhaitham expected. He doesn’t look nearly as joyful as he should have been considering the legacy Kaveh has built. Alhaitham may be a man of few words, but my god, the bit about Kaveh’s “immortal creations” and how he should have been happy made me tear up. Your dialogue always gets me - it is fond, in character, and carries with it the same amount of yearning we’ve come to expect from them. Gosh, they are both so beautiful - as much as I feel for Kaveh, the way he looks when scrunching up his brows and leaning his head in his hand is so beautiful. You can almost see the thought process he goes through - not knowing where to go from there, worrying about what he’ll do as he cannot impose on Lambad anymore than he has, unsure about the future. You managed to capture it perfectly, as well as the little smile he tries to mask his mood initially with until it drops into the familiarity of Alhaitham's presence. Lastly, because I am sure you’re tired of reading if you’ve gotten this far, my heart jumped in my throat at the sight of alhaitham pouring the wine into his cup, almost like that is his decision to say to himself “right, if you’re to go through the worst of it, then we’ll do it together” almost like he is making a pact with himself and a promise to Kaveh by drinking together. The colour of the bottle works so beautifully with Alhaitham’s colours. He’s just breathtakingly beautiful, I cannot take my eyes off him. Neither can Kaveh, especially as you can see him surprised to see Alhaitham before him, to then notice a flash of relief on his face on page 5 top left panel, and a bit of worry as to how he’s going to explain himself. Though, as always, we know he trusts Alhaitham despite everything and finds comfort in opening up to him for a reason.

kee

kaveh who smiles as soon as he knows someone is looking at him, even though he’s already been crying… but when he sees it’s haitham, he doesn’t smile anymore. (is it surprise? the lingering anger and hurt? or just the fact that around alhaitham, he’s allowed to just Be, even if it’s not being his “normal” sunshine self? maybe all of them. maybe he’s just tired.)

M

is that a binder or just a tank top? because i too cannot wear low neck shirts and it’s so sad ;-;

Sapphire

AGHHHHH i love this so much 🥺also your haitham is mind-bogglingly hot

a

T4T warms my heart 😭

Fynn Voxith

sobs on floor in happiness LBSLBSOBSLS I LOVE THEM

Oh Lila

I love it! But I'm sorry I lack context. Did Alheitham and Kaveh got separated? Is it in reference of something I missed in the game? Or the next part of something you created earlier?

Ev!☆

NORAN I know this is a random comment but I absolutely ADORE your chibi style!! It definetly adds variety to your posts & is so SO soooo cute !! ^_^

noranb

it’s a reference to their backstory cos (tldr) they used to be best friends in the akademiya but fell apart due to the difference in their ideals 😭 and then they met again years later in the tavern and haitham invites kaveh to live with him

noranb

aa thank you!! i subconsciously add it to every post it’s a nice shortcut heheh and i’m glad you like it 🙆‍♀️❤️❤️

discowingz

Oh my heart 😭 I’d give anything for Hoyo to show use a flashback of that reunion lol. Alhaitham’s double take he can never just glance at Kaveh it will always be a full on lingering look 😂 this so so lovely!!