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Hello everybody! I apologize for my lack of activity in the past couple of weeks. I've been dealing with some difficult things and decided to make this video to share the story with you. It is a lot more personal than anything I usually make... honestly I wasn't sure if I wanted to share this publicly at all, but in the end I decided that it's something I'm working through and I don't want to continue making nonchalant voiceovers while feeling like I'm shoving down the issues I've been dealing with.

I've generally kept a pretty tight lid on my personal life when it comes to sharing stuff online, but I want to take small steps and put myself out there a bit more in the hopes that I will become less opaque as a person to you guys - after all it's easy to hide behind a screen, but that's what also hinders a meaningful connection.

The reason why I opted to make subtitles instead of a voiceover is that I tend to think faster than I talk, but I still talk pretty fast lmao, so I would inevitably end up with an incoherent rant; so the subtitles helped mitigate that problem and let me speak in a more focused way through text.

I hope you all are doing well! I'm working my way towards being more productive, but I'm honestly not sure I can get a whole lot done leading up to my moving date (which is may 6th)

But I will do my best!!

Thanks so much to all new Patrons for joining the last few days :D 

I will also follow up with a second real-time video shortly from this sketch session, but it will just have ambient sounds and music (no v/o or subtitles).


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Raven Christineth

I relate heavily to this relationship dynamic you have with your parents & I’m proud of you for not bending to fit their expectations. You paved your own path & you should be proud of yourself Yana. You’re so young and you’ve accomplished so much. Take the well deserved win and run with it! Sending love n support 🫂✨🖤

Amanda Poland

Thank you so much for your raw honesty!! I can imagine how much courage it took to post all of this! And I’m sincerely proud of you for all your achievements! You work really hard and everyone here knows that. I’m sorry for all the emotional blackmail you’ve had to fight through but from this side of the screen I think you are doing a phenomenal job of knowing your needs and what makes your soul happy! You are doing amazing!!!