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This was mainly posted for YouTube people but I think posting it here is important too for context.

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To everyone who watches this,

The reason I've made this video is to help you understand why some of the reactions as of late might not seem as lively as they once were back during the Buffy days. It is in part due to my struggles with severe depression. I continue to strive to bring you all reactions to your favourite shows, it is however sometimes difficult to motivate myself to do so in my current mental state.

If you watched this video through it hopefully will have also helped you see why some shows have recently disappeared from YouTube and why some shows will likely still follow that same route in the near future. Although I will always cherish the help I received from those around me, editing wise I am now doing everything myself for the moment.

I've had to endure some rather nasty comments in recent times, to those people I'd like to say, what is wrong with you? But thankfully in overwhelming odds there are also so many of you who continue show their support and who keep tuning in here on YouTube every week.

To you I'd like to say,

Thank you for sticking with me and for continuing to be here,

It means a lot.

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Is That It, Am I Done?

To everyone who watches this, The reason I've made this video is to help you understand why some of the reactions as of late might not seem as lively as they once were back during the Buffy days. It is in part due to my struggles with severe depression. I continue to strive to bring you all reactions to your favourite shows, it is however sometimes difficult to motivate myself to do so in my current mental state. If you watched this video through it hopefully will have also helped you see why some shows have recently disappeared from YouTube and why some shows will likely still follow that same route in the near future. Although I will always cherish the help I received from those around me, editing wise I am now doing everything myself for the moment. I've had to endure some rather nasty comments in recent times, to those people I'd like to say, what is wrong with you? But thankfully in overwhelming odds there are also so many of you who continue show their support and who keep tuning in here on YouTube every week. To you I'd like to say, Thank you for sticking with me and for continuing to be here, It means a lot.

Comments

Danny Thomas

To find out about the body shaming pisses me off. People need to stop commenting on people’s bodies !

LBM

I go through depression a lot too so I feel your pain, and to hear people are body shaming you is just disgusting. Just know that you are loved and will always have a place in our hearts for all that you do. Stay strong Shannon 🙏

Brooke Gordon

You are loved, you are beautiful, inside and out and that is the truth. Any other narrative is a lie! I totally understand depression as many people do. Have you ever reacted to music? Either way, you could try Ren Gill he is an independent artist who has many songs about his mental health struggles. I am new to your Patreon because I wanted to watch your full reaction to Buffy! You are fun to watch. I would love to watch you react to Ren starting with the song Hi Ren. He has a massive fan base and they will come in droves to watch you react to him. He is independent and he really supports reactors so it’s just a suggestion. But I understand if you need a break from everything. I really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability you always display. Much Love! ❤️

Eric Haefele

We all have many different internal voices talking at us. When I was a child I had a voice that scared me so badly that if I hadn't learned to shut it off as soon as it would begin talking, I would never have survived to grow up. I was the lucky one. My brother has suffered with debilitating depression for over half a century. Physical injuries are predictable with well understood recovery methods and timelines but emotional struggles have no clear solutions. What helps one person may do the opposite for another. You are not alone. But, of course, you know that and it is not a lot of help. I wish you the best and hope that you find a way out of the darkness and back into the light sooner rather than later. You do bring light to many of us and I thank you for that. You have so many reactions that brighten my days sometime over repeated viewings. Just know that you have a large library of content that continues to brighten the lives of many.

Mike Simonton

I was more worried that you had become jaded. Meds often affect weight. Anyone mentioning yours needs to remember someone close to you can dox them if they upset you. Patreon advertisement: clip show titled "bet you didn't know I reacted to that!"

Patrick - Excelsior

You are Beautiful Shan, inside and out. Don't let the jealous people convince you otherwise. Other than that, know we care about you Shan and support you.

Zoot!

This is tough for me to comment on as I have my own struggles that I'm, well, struggling with. I just really wanted to say that I count you as a friend, and I only wish you the best. You will always have my support. Lemons forever.

James Hughes

Hi Shan. Please don’t focus on the negative comments and just remember that there are many more who support you and wish you good health and happiness. Stay strong 💪…..Rest when you need to. From across the pond (London). ❤️

Backlog Andy M.

I feel you. I have fought depression for many years now. Your not alone in this. I find it is good to have a break offline for a while. First step is sharing what you have shared. Getting it out there.

Gern Blanston

Why do so many youtubers make videos then complain about comments? These crybabies will be the reason why youtube will eventually stop all comments. God knows the thumb down buttons were so mean 😭 If its messing with your wellbeing, get tf off youtube.

After Show Reacts :)

Thx but this is my job so imma have to pass on your advice. Just because people post videos online does not give the world permission to leave rude and hurtful comments. We are all humans and have feelings.

Gern Blanston

But we do have permission. It's called a comment section.

gabby

just because you have the ability to be rude, to scream bloody murder, to do literally anything doesn’t mean you should!! when did basic common sense about constructive criticism and politeness go out the window??

Salvador Pedrone

Keep pushing. If it feels like swimming through molasses, think how strong that will make you