This week will be pushed back (Patreon)

I have rhinovirus or rsv - not covid  - havent tested positive for covid

I'm sorry but I legitimately can't record like this

my throat is in pain

i have leaky nose

i tried to push through with Stargirl last week but the next day i recorded one selection and my voice was croaky as fuck and i was coughing my guts up, seriously i think im both gonna vomit and puke up blood (i havent but its how it feels)

ive been to the doctors - that's how bad this is... I NEVER GO TO THE DOCS

he only prescribed me some diazepam because i couldn't sleep at all with leaky nose and coughing 

ive been so out of it, im sorry but yeah this week will be pushed back - i was praying id be ok by now but im not

ive basically just been calling tony every day sobbing about how i cant sleep until the diazepam kicks in and I pass out.

i cant afford to be sick atm 

I will record as soon as I can, sorry