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got many requests for nao angsty backstory so here it is 🫣 i rmb answering an ig question about nao‘s attachment style from many months ago, and he has to deal a lot with being anxiously attached to people bc his papas were always away on games! he still loves uncle osamu a lot, but no one can replace his parents to him.

this is why hes very damaged from one of the few friends he could connect with the most, kaien, leaving bc kagehina moved back to Brazil temporarily and brought kaien with them. 

this makes nao withdraw from kaien‘s return and attempt in reaching out to reconnect, because to him kaien potentially having to leave again might bring back all the hurt from his childhood, and he just cant deal with it again.

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Nana

I remember reading this on Twitter and I also remember being heartbroken... It still hurt like hell! I'm not strong enough for angst, not for baby Nao, my sweetheart... T____T ♡ ♡

eli

babyyy 🥺🥺

Pebbles

I don’t usually comment on posts but I’ve never related more to a character than I do with Nao. I have great parents too, don’t get me wrong, but I’ve always had bad anxiety and even worse separation anxiety from them as a child and still do as an adult to this day. So I feel ya Nao :( 🫶🫶

Mel

BABYYYYYYYYYYYY

Jay

My baby ☹️ that panel of atsumu between the ones of osamu…ouchie BRO PLEASE I ACHE MY POOR BABY

jejejeca

That atsumu panel 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

lili

The panel of him seeing Samu as Atsumu 🥹 Ally we already knew this was going to happen we’re still not pREPARED AAAAA ATSUMU AND KAIEN BETTER GIVE HIM ALL THE HUGS

monica

NOT NAO’S LIL HAND CLINGING TO SAMU’S SHIRT AND HIM SEEING TSUMU’S FACE IM 🥺🥺🥺 Thank you for this!!! TuT

jewel

ALLY IM NOT KIDDING THIS MADE ME EMOTIONAL LIKE I WAS TEARING UP

lili

also I can’t unsee the among us eyes now HELP HAHAHAHA ALSO also NOT YOU GIVING US THE MOST WONDERFUL BACKGROUND WITH SAD NAO????? YOU RLY KNOW HOW TO HURT US

jewel

NAO MY BABY BOY LEMME COMFORT U🤲🏾🤲🏾

Captn

Babs!!!!!!! This is so sad and cute at the same time. My heart!!!! Why you gotta crush it!!! 🤧🤧🤧😢😢😣

Lo

Excuse me??? You just pulled my heart out and then served it to me on a platter!!? I LOVE the colors here, the way you chose pastel sunset hues... And just, Nao's relationship with samu?? How hurt and scared Atsumu looks because Nao is his whole life and omg are they hurting their baby?? Just nao being a cuteass child and finding comfort in anything that reminds him of Atsumu?? Can't wait for more pain✌️

Creepykawa

THIS IS SO FUCKIN CUTE PLS SJSNSJSSI also can I say I wanna share a bed with Samu too? Can I say it? Already done, uh- Also I've just noticed that In samu's bed there are 3 pillows...WHO SLEEPS IN THE MIDDLE? TELL ME IS RIN BC I IMAGINE HIM ALL CLINGY-

kiyookyan

noo nao :(( poor baby :(( the panel of him seeing uncle samu as papa atsu does things to my fragile heart :(( screaming crying i love nao so much and he deserves the world :(( hopefully he talks about it with his dads

Mazikeen Kujo

This is so heartbreaking. I love it though

Naz

MY SAD BOI I WANNA SHARE BED WITH HIM TOOO 🥹🥹🥹

Pawtiful

Samu's the best uncle on earth, honestly. I feel Nao's issues a little too much haha which is why that hurts even more. Poor baby, he deserves the world :( the panels with him being a baby will always be the death to me, especially seeing him cry :( Hope everything between him and Kaien will be settled, I need to see that baby happy again 😭

goldfshbrain

my heart is SHATTERING oh my god 😭😭😭🫶

SyakSyaks

Does he still have the fox stuffy as a teen?

Li

not nao's tiny crying face 😭😭 it's okay baby your parents will be back 😭

Charlotte

NOOOOOO Nao’s crying face in the last panel third slide makes me sooo sad :((((( bruhhh 😭

Lalaithjl

OMG NO NAO :((( Can I give him a hug ? 😭😭

Leticia

I AM CRYING OMG HE IS THE TINIEST

Soulbladerz

NOOO!!! Crap, Nao sees Atsumu instead of Osamu…!!! TTATT The poor baby misses his papas…! I’m gonna cry-… Naoyuki is but a wee and lonely baby-… Orz

Soulbladerz

It’s honestly killing me to see Nao just consistently trying to reach for Osamu’s face like he’s hoping Atsumu would come back to him-… TTATT

Georgia21

Annnnnnnnnnd I’m crying🥲

Thidah

I AM IN UTTER SHAMBLES AHHH the overflowing but inconsistently present love from his parents (they're doing the absolute best they can hhhh) poor naoyuki 。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。

Kim Samson

Sobbing … poor baby Nao 😭😭😭😭 come back home papas!!! 😭

rosie ♡

THIS MADE ME SO SAD 😭 poor nao and poor atsumu feeling bad for leaving his baby!! He looks so upset 💔

rosie ♡

And the way that kaien doesn’t realise the impact his leaving had on nao?? And nao hasn’t told him so it’s all one big miscommunication?? THE ANGST ALLY THE ANGST

sam!

WHY ARE GOU MAKING ME CRY SO EARLY IN THE MORNING SKFKSKFMEK HOW DARE YOU /lh I JUST WANT NAO TO BE HAPPYYYYYY

tingling

NOOOOO MY POOR SMOL BABY

ella

ooh poor nao :( the panel where he sees tsumu reflected in samu is just so... 💔

Emptee

MA'AM I JUST GOT OFF A 12 HOUR NIGHT SHIFT WHERE EVERYTHING WENT WRONG AND NOW I SEE NAO CRY, I AM DROWNING IN THE TEARS (but also thank u for the beautiful content I'm just a bit unhinged rn)

Naz

wait wait in the last panel is kaien leaving for brazill 🥺🥺🥺 İ just realized that Nao is cryingg 😭😭

mist

Im ✨sobbing✨ at everything. Baby nao 🥺✨

Elle ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ

I think everyone is afraid of being hurt 😔 My bff used to be like this, not lettin' anyone into her life and when I read the description, it remembers how it was for me to "deal" w our relationship. So I hope Kaien understands Nao feelings and not letting him go 🥺

K

well good morning to you too ally /sobbing

Fish

This is SO SAD oh my god and baby nao continues to be the cutest character I’ve ever seen. Also osamu is so beautiful in this

Analyce

Nooo!!! I know what separation anxiety feels like and how that also impacts attachment issues. Poor Nao!!! Poor baby needs all the love in the world!!!

Alks

LITERALLY JUST WOKE UP AND IM SOBBING 😭😭😭😭😭 like this is such a good point that baby Nao would be like this and now I’m a mess 😭😭😭

lynnex

this is SO precious and angsty, i LOVE IT!! tell me we get to see nao’s papas comforting him soon🥺🥺 and sweet kaien, he just wants to love nao like we do ;((((

tay

Baby Nao crying is breaking my heart 😢

Mae-Ern

IM NOT CRYING 😭😭😭

Reba

“What they call attachments issues” sir you don’t have to be so damn loud, that’s your nephew 😂🥺

Archie A

Man. I feel this.

thejewelstateofmind

NOOOOO poor baby! Actually so sad and so common. Even when parents are good people who love their children, they can still fck up their children in this way :'( Hope he works through that and improves attachment style to be healthy, eventually! Takes time and effort to rewire and grow from it.

Mooni ☾

I’m not crying 🥹

Nicole

I’m a sucker for angst, and I feel so bad for poor Nao!😭 he just doesn’t wanna get hurt again 🥺

Kasi

me 🫱🏻‍🫲🏼 naoyuki abandonment issues I will love him and never leave him my precious baby nao!!!!!

mitigates

🥺🥺🥺🥺 stop this right now, I just woke up 😭

suna

meu deus…. meu coração….🥹🥹🥹🥹 tao bonito tao uau

viblossoms

NAO CHAAAAN 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺 I WANNA HUG HIM SO BAD PLS POOR BABY HE JUST WANNA BE HIS PARENTS

Catito

Ally I'm crying here!! 😥 Poor baby Nao, he was so little to understand why his papas weren't there ;; also I have to say that Kaien is very handsome 😳 and if he has Shoyou personality he won't give up that easily on getting Nao chan's friendship back uwu so I'll take the angst for the moment and wait for the next chapter patiently. Thank you very much for your hard work ❤️❤️❤️

Kell

my heart is in shambles someone give Nao a big hug right now

lovey lovey lovey

i can’t keep doing this, make him happy or i will throw a tantrum

grlfromvenus

omfg my heart, nao is so cute

Pawtiful

Nao-chan will make us all tear up so badly hahaha 😭❤️

Robin_DeadDrabble

I'm so in love with this story and verse. The depth you keep adding to it. It feels like an original work entirely, like I'm overlooking Hq just looking forward to read about THEM as their own thing <3

Julia

NOOOO LOOK AT HIS BIG SAD EYES. THE WAY HE GRABS ONTO SAMU. TEARS AND PAIN AND TEARS 😭 I'D NEVER LEAVE U BB

Kathryn

I am SOBBING hysterically rn

Vanessa N

Did this make me weep a bit? It most certainly did. Little Nao’s expression, and the tears. And how he looks at Samu’s face to feel safe and content because he looks like Atsumu is just SO HEART WRENCHING. Your art is so emotionally potent. It makes my heart hurt for Nao and I love it.

Audrey S

SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP. FLIPPING TABLES. RUNNING INTO MAILBOXES. A L L Y. THIS— I— HE—!!! You CANT do this to meeeeeee!! I’m literally obsessed with this it’s so so so good!!!

Ominbeann

I just know Nao was a mama's boy when he was small 😭😭😭 poor bby

Kkumri

EHEHE THE WAY IVE BEEN WAITING MONTHS TO DRAW THAT PANEL

Kkumri

HIS BABY KNOWS THAT HE LOVES HIM SO MUCHHHH

Kkumri

GIB HIM KISSES ON THE FOREHEAD AND THE FATTEST HUGS!!!! HES SO FEARFUL OF POEPLE LEAVING SO HE JUST DOESNT BUILD BRIDGES TO PROTECT HIMSELF ;3;

Kkumri

AMOGUS@!!!!!! ITS ALL IN DA LORE ROADMAP LILI EKEKEKEK

Kkumri

HE WANTS TO SLEEP WITH HIS PAPA!!!! HEAR ATSUMU TALK HIM TO SLEEP!!!!

Kkumri

GIB HIM FOREHEAD KISSIES

Kkumri

what is OC lore without painful angsties!!!!! >3<

jewel

im gonna kiss him a lot that's what he deserves!!!

jejejeca

Dadtsumu really tugs at the heartstrings 🥺 huhu and Nao's so Omi-like to find comfort in Dadtsumu ❤️❤️❤️

Kkumri

LOOOOO thankyou for appreciating all the details!!!! ;m; im always so thankful when you pick up on them without dialogues pointing them out and was nervous about exploring this more not-so-perfect side of parenting! it doesnt mean that theyre not trying their damn hardest for their baby! good thing nao will always be the #1 to his dads...

Kkumri

HAHAHAHAHHAA WATTA MOOD I WAS SO DISTRACTED DRAWING HIM :3c RINRIN IS IN THE MIDDLE YAS

Kkumri

poor baby is so homesick (home being his papa ;m;!!!!!) ill definitely draw him reflecting back on his upbringing in future chapters!

Kkumri

yeah i was rly nervous exploring the not-so-perfect part of parenthood ;__;

Kkumri

PATPAT HIM TO SLEEP

Kkumri

AWWW PAWTI gives u the biggest hug my mum has to travel for work for over a week back then and i was a huge MESSS crying myself into a fever so this was an exploration into why nao grew up so anxious with his papas missing!!! kaien will definitely be a part of what helped him cope with their absence!

Kkumri

he needs his dads ;m;

Kkumri

he definitely does!

Kkumri

THEYLL ALWAYS COME BACK FOR U NAOCHAN!!!

Kkumri

crying himself to sleep with the purest of heart yearning for his dad 😭

Kkumri

GIVE HIS BACK A PATPAT TOOOOO

Kkumri

TINIEST ROUNDEST BEAN

Kkumri

he has so many uncles who love him to death but how can they replace his papas!!!!! ;;m;; he wants to smell atsumu's scent to lull himself to sleep!!!

Lalaithjl

OF COURSE !!! 🫂🫂🫂

Kkumri

THEY RLY ARE DOING THEIR BEST!!!! parenting is so hard and they have dreams to chase but also new priorities in life but they have the support of so many uncles to love naochan and yet... he wants his papas the most, naturally ;__;

Kkumri

UNA WHYRE U AWAKE AT 530AM

Kkumri

GIVE BACK AND CARRY HIM IN UR BAGPACK WHEREVER U GO PAPAS!!!!

Kkumri

NAO IS VERY SECRETIVE he may be blunt but he is very bad with managing his emotions and being vulnerable!!!!!! kaien never knew but he will learn in time!!!

Kkumri

HE WILL BEEEE I PROMISE U but whats OC lore without the big fat angsties :DDD

Kkumri

NEED MANHI KISSUS TO HEAL

Kkumri

he just loves staring at papas face all the time!!!!!! smth about uncle samu is different.... but thats the best he had at the time!!!

Kkumri

NOOOO I HOPE YOURE FEELING OK EMPTEE??? 🫂💖 i hope this comic didnt put you in a worse mood!!! ;_;

Kkumri

yes back when kaien was leaving for brazil!!! nao lost his best friend 😭

Kkumri

he loves staring at his papas faces to sleep but now... wherere they?? 🥺💦

Kkumri

AAAA so you were in kaien's position probably? ;3;

Kkumri

MORNINGGG 🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞

Kkumri

samu was distracting as HELL

Kkumri

i hope i will manage to portray it well!!! he gets so much lvoe but noone can compare to his papas!!!!!!

Kkumri

GOOD MOOOOOORNING ALKS EHEEEE 💖 he clings to his papas like a koala bear whenever theyre around and they never knew why until this incident 😭

Kkumri

papas are rushing home as we speak!!!!

Kkumri

imagine how atsu would feel 😭💔

Emptee

It did make me a bit sad but also I love the Nao content even when it is Angst ❤️❤️ thank u for the good fucking food!

Kkumri

TOTALLY NOT BAWLING

Kkumri

i mean he said with his whole breath when nao was born that he inherited both his dads' rbfs KAJHFGAJGS

Kkumri

us with attachment issues need some rep 😔✊

Kkumri

exactly!!! sakuatsu always try their best but noone ever is able to be the perfect parents! as u eloquently put, despite everything it will be his own journey to heal and grow from it!

Kkumri

slides u a tissue for ur totally dry eyes! <3

Kkumri

hes so scared of growing attached that he refrains from building bridges altogether ;___;

Kkumri

akjghajksf u will both heal very beautifully!!!! 🫂💖

Kkumri

morningggg 💖🌞💖

Kkumri

im so happy u like it estella!!!!! 💖

Kkumri

HE WANTS TO FALL ASLEEP TO HIS PAPAS' SCENTS AND BACK PATS

Kkumri

U GOT IT EXACTLY CAROLINA!!!! shows how much u know kagehina 💖🥰💕🫶💕 hehehe. definitely he will be nao-chan's saving grace with his unwavering confidence and loyalty!!!!!! im so happy as long as you are enjoying the stories carolina 🥺

Kkumri

pick him up and hold him tight sarah!!!!

Kkumri

HAHAHAHA BUT THIS IS THE FIRST ANGSTY FOR NAO :3c

Kkumri

nothing we love more than a clingy baby!!!!

Kkumri

KAHAJS NO WAY ROBINNNN HQ IS DA BEST i owe furudate my life!!!! the blueprint they set for us!!!! also to u writers for helping shape what little i knew about skts into such a whole amazing picture 🛐

Kkumri

I CANT WAIT FOR SKTS TO HAVE THEIR HEARTS RIPPED INTO SHREDS BY HIS PUPPY EYES

Kkumri

PASSES U NAOCHAN TO CARRY

Kathryn

THANK YOU 😭

Kkumri

EMOTIONALLY POTENT. tattooing that compliment onto my body rn that is so amazing to hear 😭😭 thankyou vanessa!!!!! 🫂💖 emotions are so tricky to portray with colours and expression so this chapter was a big but worthwhile struggle!!! and if u managed to feel it it makes it ten times mroe rewarding!!!

Kkumri

AUDREYYYY 😭💖💖💖💖💖💖 MONTHS OF THIS VERY SCENE MARINATING IN MY BRAIN EKEKEKEKE so happy that u finally got to read it first!!!!

Kkumri

he's very much so!!!!! 😭 he loves smelling atsu so much!!!

Ominbeann

Is he still a Mama's boy?

Catito

I love kagehina so much ;u; specially Shouyo❤️ he is such a ray of sunshine and helps everyone grow, of course with Kageyama it's special they are soulmates❤️ And of course I'm enjoying the story 😍 I'm already crushed on Kaien🙈 can't wait to see what happens next!!🤭

Pawtiful

I honestly feel that too much haha, I was often left alone because my parents had to work a lot to kind of be able to built a new life in here. Kaien and Nao are soulmates. I'm really looking forward to what's still awaiting us 🤲

xyth

Am I the only one who teared up seeing nao-chan teary eyed looking at samu thinking it was tsumu?? Sakuatsu better fly back soon or else 😭💔

Dee

I am so attached to baby Nao it's not even funny😭😭😭 he's the cutest thing I have ever seen I want to cry every time I see his big eyes and tiny hands😭 if Skts don't get on the next flight back-

Dee

No pun intended😆

notagirlface

I bet the attachment issues came from when Tsumu had the difficulties during birth with Nao 🥺 (also wanna cuddle Nao because I am weak for babu's when they come at me teary eye)