Taking A Moment To Be Honest With You… (Patreon)

Hi my little loves,

I wanted to take a moment to be completely transparent with you all. I’ve been incredibly quiet over the last few weeks, both here and on YouTube, and I’ve been feeling really stuck.

To be completely honest, I’ve been putting an immense amount of pressure on myself lately to make the "perfect" content for you guys. Because you support me financially, I take your investment in me very seriously. But that pressure ended up backfiringI got completely stuck in my own head, feeling like my ideas just weren't good enough, and it led to some heavy burnout while trying to juggle this with everyday life and struggling with my mental health. If I’m honest, I’ve been in one of the hardest seasons of my life and it’s been a fight trying to get through to the other side. Seeing some people cancel their pledges because it wasn't what they expected was heartbreaking, and it made me freeze up even more.

But I love what I do, and I care deeply about this community. I don't want to hide behind silence anymore.

I’m working behind the scenes to find my creative rhythm again. To ease back into things, my next few posts might look a little more casual or a bit different as I shake off this perfectionism and focus on just creating again.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sticking by me, for your patience, and for allowing me to be human. It means more to me than you know.

Always,

Cozy