Ori's Thoughts (Patreon)

Honestly there are just some days where I have to wonder if it'll all work out. I lost my job, got sick, and it seems like this comm has no end in sight. It's a little hard to move towards the face of adversity. And it's rough to think that I may go broke if I solely rely on this. I barely do anything to make Patreon work. I want to stay honest, and keep trust with my consumers, but it all feels like a sysphean task. I am autistic, I have ADHD, and I try to make those things work like they don't matter, but it's not enough. I have no idea how to become a popular artist. But at least I'll try, and keep trying. Maybe I just need to watch how others post. Maybe I need to draw even more. I dunno what to do. But I'll figure it out... not like I have a choice anyway.