Mental Health and my Fall (Patreon)

Hello Everyone, Ori here.Yet again I have over-promised and under-delivered. I obviously did not intend on doing that again, as I planned for this year to be the one where I was on the rise. And now I feel that I am on a descent. And I don't know what to do. Yesterday I managed to reach an all-time low in my depression. I had numerous plans that were completely ruined by my house flooding. Yeah, my house Flooded and I couldn't get on. I wanted to get on and get my commissions done so that I could finally get my comic done. But then my house flooded, and I missed yet another deadline and my anxiety just-

Piled up... I also lost contact with my ex, he abandoned me out of nowhere. I... genuinely have no idea how I am going to get out of this miasma of depression. I can't escape this vicious cycle, where I get anxious that I'm not working, then I get depressed and can't work. I just... I don't know if I can currently even reach my dream at this point... But to everyone still here. Thanks/ I am a small creator and it does mean a lot to have everyone here.

If all goes well, then maybe we can be on the rise again by next week. I'm also gonna start looking for another job with a set schedule. Sincerely I hope I can become the content producing artist I want to be, and I thank you for everyone that's still here. I hope That by Next week the Comic page will be done. I have to hope. To have no other option but to be hopeful. And I hope that's enough. Ori loves you. See you tomorrow.