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Hey loves. Sorry December is always chaotic for me and for a lot of you I’m sure! Birthdays, Eye Doctors, Dentist, and the Doctors (trying to figure out what’s bothering my whole body) I had a weird scare a couple days back with my heart. Or maybe lungs? My hurt, was out of breath and was sweating and my vision was blurry. They don’t know what it was, so I’m getting an ecg holter soon to monitor my heart to rule out any cardiac issues. My bloodwork was semi normal and xray was clear. It doesn’t help that I have ocd and health anxiety already.

Trying to juggle it all before the year ends was probably not the best idea but I’m not very bright with planning. I’m sorry this year has been a let down. I really think my physical health has been affecting my mood and how motivated I am. I made no art this year either. So that’s pretty telling. Please god let 2026 be my year.

I seriously love you guys and will always appreciate everything you’ve done for me throughout my time online.

Also I have yet to show off one video so hopefully I can finally edit that before Jan. I just have to fix the audio.

-Taylor

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Manifest Pain

Nothing wrong with taking a year to find your footing, I lost 10 to pure waste, the important part is to keep going when you can I hope that things come right for you soon

David V

What a splendid surprise ❤️❤️❤️ Sorry to hear about the spiral and hope things start to look up for you Glad to hear from you again and can’t wait for the vid. Hope to see you again but if not have a great rest of your year

Sam

Sending you love and virtual hugs. I spent years pretty much ignoring my health issues to take care of loved ones. That will defiantly catch up to you, so do whatever you need to do. We all want you to stay around for a long time.

Domurlive

🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽😘

Jonathan S

Every bit of you is so pretty, body and spirit. You may or may not have an amazing 2026, but never doubt that you deserve it. 🤗

solitaryasmr

Aww Jonathan ❤️❤️❤️ you deserve the same back. I’m rooting for every single one of you guys here <3