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I recorded this a little bit ago but am just now uploading it, hints why I mentioned next month being April lol xD Since I recorded this, I've officially worked my last day at Hot Topic. I've had a few emotional moments about it but I'm alright now. I met a lot of cool people there and they all wish me the best which made me very happy ♥ I'm hopeful that I'll find somewhere I like to work at just as much in the future. Hell, maybe at one point I can just make ASMR and other stuff- you never know where the world may take you :P

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itssimic

Ooooh i do like a hidden sense of mystery! Also i hope your moving goes well!

Shrewdberry

The word you’re looking for is “sentimental “! I would look into Da Vinci Resolve or CapCut! I don’t know if these options are available on Apple devices, but those are (free) options!

BloodyAzazel

That's not what I thought of the intro, I thought it was from that song where the guys says, "Guess who's back... Back Again. Shaddy's back." You definitely should have your small intro introduction before the asmr begins one day, maybe something along the lines of, "Nya(left ear, said slowly, and spaced from the next one) Nya(right ear and said slowly), welcome to my little asmr wamble, hope you enjoy listening to me." Literally just chugged two bottles of Mtn Dew Baja Blast before this ramble so I'm more than ready for this ramble. Also, say hi to my relatives from Mexico in South Carolina if you pass by there why don't you lol(it was either that or me joking about the South and the North for like a sec). Hey, being in a desert isn't so bad alright. Mexico may be fuckin hot, but God damn is it ever cold when the night time comes. A good balance between the two, plus you get the added bonus to drink when you're like 18 and have travel with horses, one of the many things rich people have lol. Man, this "editor" of yours just isn't doing their job very well. Definitely has nothing to do with you and how good you do your art is, they just struggle to even keep up with what you do beautifully, hehe, nervous laughing. Hey, being on dish duty will one day be worth it, especially if you get paid 20 bucks to do them since some lazy ass doesn't wanna clean them lol. On the real though, I've had different experiences with cleaning dishes. With my older brother in his own "temporary" house from my father, he claims he does dishes(probably when I'm not there), yet everytime I visit him for something, he has the sink filled with dirty dishes. Even then, he just joked to me saying, "We've just been using the plastic plates and such, makes washing dishes non existent." Even me with dishes is different. Having my mother and father working late for both of the time and my little brother being the annoying(and lazy sack of shit) he is, I always cleaned them up just so they have nothing of more work to do at home and so they can just sit back an relax. Even my family members in the North, when they saw me clean dishes to let them not be troubled with it, one of their wives told me, "I've never met a boy like you who does that for someone else." I feel like I'm just a house cleaner whenever it comes to that, even on here I'd clean Alichu's room for the time being while wearing a maid outfit and having cat ears on. I feel like this is the scenario you had when that was happening(I would just say, "Just say they were fucking already, we already know about swearing and such anyway," but this is a free space to let your mind enjoy a ramble, even with all of us "probably" being degenerate): Alichu: *casually just watching TLOTR or something* Neighbors: *Banging😏*(Or probably raging at CS:GO)* Just adding this for extra since of today. The eclipse was definitely better than the one in 2016-2017 because this one actually had a change of the outside. Shit I thought I was in a damn Lucid dream and that I'm asleep and missing out on the eclipse. Still doesn't beat the dark and red coolness of the Blood Moon since that looked better. That or I just have an obsessed with anything of red or pink(don't judge me, pink is a good color I like along with Yellow, even if it may be claimed as a weird color for guys to wear[not an actual fact, I just think that for some reason]. Even then, I still question to myself that if that's a weird color for guys to wear, what's a weird color for girls to wear).

dead to me

Sup bruv~ Been a while, hope ya been doin well. Well enough anyways, you speakin mad truth bout the moving stress. I been movin constantly my whole life it never gets any easier. I'm sure you'll do fine, confident, it's a pain in the ass for a cross county tho could be fun to see the world change as ya cruise. Glad you got support, driving alone would be a nightmare. Good luck, for real. Maybe not even with the move, but with your fam. Maybe yours are different but my parents have a special way of getting under my skin, pissin me off hah, just don't let em mess with ya too much, ya know? Rest in peace Hot Topic job 🪦 bummer that you had to dip. Goodbyes are never easy and can break a lil heart, but the experience of finding a place you belong sticks with ya forever. Now that you know what works best with ya it's easier to find again, like magic. And lmao hearing the neighbors bedframe smack the walls is like first apartment right of passage. You kinda just get used to it after a while. Sometimes they be gettin a bit too creative like damn dude

Kai Zomei

It was interesting listening to your talk about video editing because for a while I had thought about getting back into singing and doing things like vids with my illustrations, and maybe adding some "animation" to it like I have been seeing recently in the Vtuber space animated music vids. I don't know much about video editing, although I do have a free version of DaVinci Resolve that I still need to get into. For audio, I still use Audacity; I had looked into other DAW's but mostly for the curiosity of making digital music as opposed to audio recording and editing. There's at the least plenty of YouTube vids discussing all kinds of audio programs and their pros & cons are, but my brain still scrambles on which ones to choose. As for that last life story, that must be quite disturbing and awkward hearing other people's intimacy time through the walls and not knowing what they were even doing. I can somewhat relate to you about packing books. While I don't have an extensive library, I do have enough to fill full shelves. You never realize how heavy books can be until you load them up in a box and try carrying them. Hope things go well with the move.

SuchaLamestar

Wow, that is quite the distance for a move. Makes me even more curious for the reasons for the move to CA in the first place. Your home state is close enough to where I live that I could potentially meet you at a nearby convention or something (if you ever go to those) so I think that's kind of cool. My first apartment I had right after moving to a new state also had a pest problem: lots of cockroaches. Similarly impossible to get rid of for the 2 years I lived there. Though honestly, I hate ants being in my living space more. And that's several days still of not having to work while you're still living in CA. Got any fun plans for the time off besides packing?

Wheniks

Maybe the noises you heard across the walls were your neighbors just making some good pound cakes. Some people like eating at night 🤣. Also, for when you do move/ drive there’s s a song you might enjoy it’s called Werewolf by lil uzi ft Bring me the Horizon. I can’t recall if you like the horizon or not.

Delta

Awesome! Finally listened to it early enough so I can comment haha whiskey though, you're my kind of people, had to pour myself 2 fingers of an apple brandy I have. Also, I feel you on how things are when you get interested in something, I'm the same way, once I get an interest, I must do all of the research, must get all of the things haha but I definitely understand how it is with a move that big, so much stress, so many memories, I'm hoping I don't have to do any more long distance moves from the east coast to west coast and back again.. lol Also, I'm still in my first apartment, I'm glad it's in a relatively nice area, VERY family oriented though, everyone here is older than me with kids. Couple years back, ended up actually having a legit Karen for a neighbor, oh my lord it was horrid! She was also paranoid that the neighbor above her was drilling into her bedroom because my AC was messed up and making a very loud noise lol. Though, when I first moved in, a heard a few pops, my dad called me up, and I jokingly said I think someone just got shot outside, looked outside ...yeeaaa... I think it was a drug deal gone wrong, but the people who pulled the guns ended up shooting themselves in the legs. Also, completely off topic, this entire time, I thought you were a few years younger than me, but it sounds like you're a little bit older since I'm turning 31 in June lol Also, I'll probably say it again before your move, but be safe! See awesome things, and make sure to rest when you need to!

Sir Skelington

I'm glad that you had a good time in California, some people never really get to leave where they are from but I'm glad you had this adventure and had fun doing it. If doing asmr full time is what you'd want to do then I'm here for it lol. Wishing you all the luck in the world for your future and maybe a quote, "I will not say do not weep, for not all tears are an evil."

JokermanTalon

Its good that you are leaving work the right way! I don't really know if it will be helpful in the future as I'm not too sure how a recommendation from another state would go lol. But in general I don't like burning bridges cause who knows when something might be relevant. I also hate most editing programs. The few times I have made a video, I used windows movie maker due to how simple it was lol. Also this story has been added to my list of apartment horror stories. I swear I have gotten a list of so many issues to look out for when getting one that they are going to look at me like I'm crazy when I'm looking at things on an apartment tour.