What He Needs To Do... 💬 (Patreon)

A visual telling of Blitz's pattern of letting his insecurity cloud his ability to see past himself.

Because he's always thinking "I need this..." or "I want to do this...", he isn't seeing what's happening with Stolas. He wants Stolas so much, he wants his approval and his attention, and most of all he wants his love... but he's fuelled by anxious desires that will make himself feel better. He thinks, "If I get him this plant, then surely it will impress him and everything will be fixed." The gesture was kind, but quite self-motivated, no?

Although Blitz is very valid in feeling his feelings, since this comic is by no means a criticism of his character (it's completely okay to feel hurt after episode 3)... I wonder if he's able to put aside those feelings for the moment and listen to Stolas. He needs to ask... what does Stolas want? What does Stolas need? Even if the answers will be painful to hear, and his insecurities are still loud and plague him deeply, Blitz needs to be patient and understanding if he doesn't want to push Stolas away any futher.

With the next two episodes just over a day away... I wonder what route he will take.