Why Did You Leave Me To Die? (Patreon)

Content warning: Suicide

(Author's Note: Lyrics to a song I am working on. I am safe and feel loved and supported. Writing this out was cathartic and helped me get a lot of emotions out. This is not a call out or an attempt at harassing anyone. I'm an artist getting their feeling out and sharing those feelings with the world. It's what I do. I'll sing it for you all soon with only vocals and again when the music is ready. Think emo 2000s band vibes. Kind of a La La La la La La La melody to it if that make sense. Hope you all enjoy!)

Why did you leave me to die?

All I ever did was cry

Cuz I was tired of giving

I never needed you to pay

I just needed you to stay

And tell me life's worth living

Have you ever tried to end it all?

Dreaming of that one big fall

Your brains out for all to see

Nobody wants to be alone

And if I need to atone

I wish you'd just fucking tell me

Why did you leave me to die?

All I ever did was cry

Cuz I was tired of giving

I never needed you to pay

I just needed you to stay

And tell me life's worth living

Now that we are far apart

It's my time to restart

Because you took it all

The truth will always set us free

You will never be like me

Cuz you think yourself too tall

Why'd it have to end this way

We both had so much left to say

But every time you shut me down

You pretend like it's okay

She just went to get away

And now you look like a clown

Why did you leave me to die?

All I ever did was cry

Cuz I was tired of giving

I never needed you to pay

I just needed you to stay

And tell me life's worth living

Through friends I have found my path

Bathing in that spirit bath

With some help from above

Despite it I wish you the same

Even if you throw me blame

Because we all deserve love

Why did you leave me to die?

All I ever did was cry

Cuz I was tired of giving

I never needed you to pay

I just needed you to stay

And tell me life's worth living