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5/01 what's up!! (Patreon)

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2025-05-01 23:26:52
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peek poke uuuuu...pengoons!! haaii!!

i'm doing a text post cuz I'm still trying not to speak too much!

Actually, I do feel like I'm getting better, but unfortunately the pain feeling seems to come back if I try talking for extended periods...as much as I'd like to do stuff, I'm trying to save my voice for some critical recordings I have to do today!

Speaking of, the doctor I saw earlier this week was supposed to call me back today, we even made an appointment that I woke up early for, buuut they never called...so I guess I can only assume it was really no issue? If there's nothing wrong like that, it must mean I just need to rest it from overuse or something I guess. I feel like my throat got damaged all those weeks ago, when I was out in the cold, like a bruise or something, which should just take time to go away right? Still, it sucks to deal with a chronic issue like this and not be sure of how to proceed...

Anyways...it's already May huh! Crazy...I have lots planned for the coming weeks 💙I hope you can be patient with me still! I said this in an earlier voice post, but opening up here has really been such an amazing thing for me and it makes me so happy 💙I hope you will stick around...I hope you really do like me eheh...

Did you see the announcement on twitter about the maid relay? Are you proud of me for getting involved? I'm really happy to be recognized, to have been asked to participate...makes me feel much more legit! Although I am a bit nervous for it >.<

Sometimes I feel I should tweet more but idk I think my life is kinda boring and I don't really have witty stuff to say often haha, I just try to avoid that site most of the time tbh cuz I can feel myself getting sucked in, but it's just useless stuff you know? Very little of value to find...I definitely don't like commenting or getting involved in drama too. I like posting memes in the morning sometimes tho sooo I do have to scour for inspiration once in a while 😩But yeah, that's why here is nice, cuz I can just say whatever I want and you actually like it! :3

Alsooo...dunno if you saw but, I am slightly tweaking things here! It's for the good though! Gonna be increasing the spicy skeb output to twice per month and cosplay to once per month! So maybe 2x for each! Hopefully it should be sustainable for me to keep going like that in the future! >.< And to my T2+ pengoons, I have been working on the initial voice greetings and the cheki for last month :3 you'll see those within the next 1-2 days!

Lastly, 👀mmm I wanted to ask yeah, what do you like? What are you into? I need ideas for spicy artworks, the streams...stuff like positions, scenarios, roleplays, etc etc!! If you're too shy to answer here you can send me a maro about it~

Hope you're doing well, and having a good day, I miss you lots, but I'm doing my best to get things done and relax as I can...Today there was new update in GFL2, a gacha game I play, and I got the new character with her weapon! :D so that made me happy, played with her a bit today heh...Love you lots! xoxo ;P

here i did a quick drawing of us asfagjag

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Rainy clouds

That you going on walkies with that collar hmm? But honestly though its great that your getting invited to stuff. You always were so worried about it only a year ago. Glad your getting recognized now ^^

Goatfort

Very proud of you for the relay. imouto is moving up in the World. The doctor thing might be that they need more time for the sample? For what i like, Lotion sounds i guess. And the drawing is very cute. Almost at the IRL height diffrence. KEKW

Hazz

Glad your throat is feeling better and super proud of you for collabing with the girls!! Love how open you are with us <3 don't worry I'm not going anywhere I love the memes but don't worry about the cesspool that is twitter, just keep doing what you're doing. For the streams, maybe you can add riding to your repertoire. And I like collar play~

Claymore 155

Cute drawing💙 And yes, I'm very proud of you not only getting accepted into the relay, but also for putting your name in for consideration. That was a very big step and look forward to you becoming more known and recognized for your abilities. It's good to know you feel more comfortable and confident here. You were worried about sustainable work, but this allows you to do so without dealing with the inconsistent red tape of twitch. As for your throat, it's possible. While I'm thankful it didn't get to the extent of your vtuber friend, the gradual healing process is still a lot to push against. You're doing well though, especially knowing you're still doing so much work in the background

Ike

So glad to hear your throat's been getting better. Super proud of you for that maid relay, I remember reading on your website that collabs were something you wanted to do. As for what I like? I guess kind of that authoritative power dynamic which is something that you've already kind of leaned into so far. Love the drawing, very cute 💙 Love you lots, Zen

vgboss

Very proud of you! seeing you go from a shy small chuuba to getting asked to collab is a huge leap forward! embarrassed to say here to look forward to the maro hehe.

JonJonFE

Glad you're feeling better Pretty excited to for the ASMR relay As for things I like.....ummm to the Maro I go...

Fassst

happy to hear you're feeling better! i am also very excited for the maid asmr relay! this is a great opportunity and big step for growing even bigger :3

NEET

you have no idea how much I love this little post, they're so cute, and they really take off the edge of a rough day, just hearing the problems and what's going on in your life, I just wanna listen to every word and pamper so bad, I guess i get protective, I want you to smile, together, which is why I'm so worry about that throat hurting again ouuuh, but I guess they didn't call you back so I should chill, still love you so much my little puppy, AND YOU GOT INVITED TO THE MAID RELAY IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND ALL YOUR HARD WORK, it was only a matter of time really, you're amazing little zenya! 🫳🫳🫳🫳, and I'm glad the gatcha luck has been on your side~ my lucky little wife 🫳🫳🫳, and I'll post some of suggestions later on maros! I'm a bit busy now but this post brighten my day deeply and gave me motivation to keep at it, love you bbabbyy~~ miss you~~

Omega

I'm glad your recovery is going well. The relay announcement was such a lovely surprise, we can't wait !💙

shadowvais

Hello ☺️ Thanks for writing, love hearing from you 💙 Glad you are feeling better, hopefully it continues to get better with time and rest 🙏 Very proud of you for getting into the relay! I hope you have fun and a good experience with it. Really glad that things are working well for you here. I enjoy your tweets, but definitely agree, here is more comfortable. Also very excited to see what you came up with 💙 Glad you're taking it easy and having fun in between doing stuff, keep taking care of yourself okay? I miss you a whole lot, love you very much 🫂

Sharkington

Congrats on the maid relay invite! Looking forward to it for sure. And NICE! that you got Vector, she's one of my favorite since early GFL1. I've actually been playing it since the english release in 2018. Been loving seeing all the OGs come back 1 by 1 in 3d. That drawing is cute AF. As for what I like... ? Definitely not being teased by you or anything like that, hahaha... hah... Maybe a roleplay of one of your favorite gacha characters could be interesting too?

Skyunai

It warms my heart to see you thinking so much about us here while you focus on recovering, I appreciate you a lot zen, and I'm glad to hear you're feeling better, but do your best not to push it ogey? As for scenarios and positions I like to see, Missionary is always hot, I love the idea of pinning you down and overwhelming your helpless small frame, so stuff a long that nature, but most importantly what would make you feel good Most of all I love your kisses, cuddles, and hugs I love you Zen, take care mmmmmwah! 💙

Lalli

So happy you’re able to feel open here and for your gacha. Your barks and meows are peak so that and some pet stuff is always appreciated. :D

Wildcucumber

Super cool to see you collab with others and gain more recognition! You totally deserve it and we are very proud of your hard work and you should be too!!! Your hard work and dedication inspires me to continue to work hard and be my best self in my own life! As far as ideas go your 100 kisses ASMR video is by far my favorite, your kisses always make me tingle and give me that warm fuzzy feeling. As far as art work maybe you could something like 'behind the scenes" of once of your spicy ASMR streams? Or maybe something involving your mascot, us pengoons going for walkies or something? Those ideas could probably use some more time in the oven but maybe they'll give you some inspiration for something even better! Hope your recovery is going well, take all the time you need please, love you lots Zen!

theDeathBerry

Thank you for the drawing Zen so cute! I'm really happy we could help make this a place you can feel confident and comfortable opening up and saying what you want. I do really appreciate your voice messages, I like listening to you talk about your day and your thoughts about things going on in your life. I'm so proud of you getting invited to such a huge event like this I cnan't wait for it. As for something I'd like, um... maybe Evil Zen could make an appearance here sometime...

Varric

Proud of you for participating. I've always said you deserved more recognition and seeing your growth would make me happy. I know networking is hard but it's an important skill for you! So here's an easy challenge for you: Leave one positive comment on all the relay's members videos if you can, go into their DMs if you have to. Wishing you a swift recovery, as always XXX.

cringeassnaenaebaby

I'M SO PROUD! It's been great seeing you grow to where you are now, and I can't wait to see where you take it from here! Best girl! I love you Zen!

Budness

My baby girl's drawing is so adorable. Just us on our completely normal walkies together, I love it 💙 it's so cute when you're clingy, wanting to tell us about everything even while you're still recovering and don't wanna use your voice. I always love to hear about anything you have going on or that's in your mind that you wanna share. I'm incredibly proud of you for growing as much as you have to be joining such a big collab relay, and you're a good girl for reaching out and following through. Really looking forward to seeing my darling be the cutest maid in the world. And also excited for everything else that you have cooking up on your own. I'm happy you've had good luck on gfl2 as well. Glad you've been having fun too while recovering. Hoping you still heal up soon 🙏 as for things I like I'm gonna have to take to maros with that. Will try to send it over soon. Love you lots Zen and always thinking of you every second 💙

Bossanova51

Happy to hear that you got invited! It’s also good to hear that you’re taking care of yourself. Hmmm things I like? For artwork I like stuff like hypnotized or confused, for role plays I really liked your Evil Brat Returns to teach you a lesson or any yandere asmr is also pretty good! Love the drawing by the way!🩵

Vaendryl

I did notice on twitter, and I was happy to see you participate in the maid asmr relay! as much as I like the spicy ASMRs, I might like the more general GFE things even more. affirmations, affectations, kisses, heartbeats, appreciation, stuff like that. I started GFL2 a while ago, but got distracted and stopped playing. I should pick it up again, the story is actually pretty interesting, and I quite like the characters. it's also refreshing to see an actually competent MC. we've been having far too many shinji's over the years.

Shade

Way to go Zen so happy to see you doing things like this! Glad you're kinda feeling better and super excited for the upcoming content. ♡

Karoh

My oshi feels like an established vtuber now, so proud. A forced break like this has to be very annoying for such a hard worker. You should tell the doctors that your voice is important for your job, so they hopefully take it seriously. Don't be afraid to just call them if they didn't. I'm so far gone that if I were to list the things I like, it would be way too long. So I will just mention that around a year ago I had an awakening to smalldom and it still holds as my favorite "tag" to this day (It definitely doesn't coincide with the release of an HSR character called Sparkle and she definitely didn't give me a cute feet fetish too). To be clear i still don't like the pain inflicting femdom, but the degrading one is um, very enjoyable. As I said tho, I can enjoy pretty much anything, so I don't expect it regularly.

Raven

"Lastly, 👀mmm I wanted to ask yeah, what do you like? What are you into? I need ideas for spicy artworks, the streams...stuff like positions, scenarios, roleplays, etc etc!!" #1 I really love all the Twitcast streams so far! However, they tend to be too selfless! I want you to feel good too, and really wish we could hear you play with yourself more, focusing only on feeling as good as possible without reading chat or feeling the need to return the favor at any point. #2 Evil Zenya cruel femdom (extra rough milking HJ session w/ oil, prostate massage while licking & sucking just the tip very intensely (multiple times in a row without stopping, drinking every load straight from the tip) #3 Evil Zenya domination-loss & brat correction! Being stripped down, blindfolded & gagged, collared & leashed, walked naked in public while wearing powerful toys, being (lovingly) choked & roughly pounded from behind in standing doggystyle position while arms are restrained behind her back with black leather cuffs)

Neat0 M0SQUIT0

Honestly I'm curious if there's ever gonna be like penknights like pengoons but in knight armor with a beak helmet. I don't know, I thought that was something to throw out there.

wasmuu

Hey babe. I'm sorry I'm late. I don't want to be pushy about anything but as much as we all love your Patreon content, and as good at it as you are, I wonder how it might be affecting your throat. I know I might just be being a dummy! And I know you've been taking really good care of yourself though and you would know better than me. I don't think you're being a baby at all, it is something to be concerned about, but I don't want you to stress too much either because it's going to be okay. You'll be okay! 4 weeks is a long time but you still don't know how much longer you'll have to deal with it. I'm proud of you for calling your doctor back, and if you don't get a solution that works from them please do go to the hospital. People go for less. You're really tough (I know from your Patreon streams lol) and if you think there is a problem, there is. Also I'm proud of you for standing up for yourself to difficult people. I didn't get the chance to tell you that. I'm also very proud of ALL of your amazing accomplishments lately. You have worked hard for all of it and you deserve it. Love you!

wasmuu

As far as what I'm into, it's mostly feminine orgasm and pleasure, besides, you know, the normal vanilla stuff, so I tend to just go along with what you want to do. I'm also into a bit of pet play and domination stuff (me being the dom) but otherwise there are some things that I'm not really into but I won't mention them in case someone else here is into them. I'm pretty open. And of course I love your incredibly sexy and fuckable body so anything you can do that highlights that. Sorry for blabbing! lol

Thunderslap21

Sorry for the late reply 🙏. If your asking for spicy asmr requests I liked the deep throating you did before plus the thigh slaps. I know you've been having some throat issues though so if you can't that's alright Zen 🫶. With your next cosplay if I can make a request I'd love to see some side pictures 🥺 after seeing you in your Lucy cosplay, you had me blushing seeing your legs. Show those legs off! Other than that I can't think of anything right now. I love seeing you try new things with your content and I'll be cheering you on 📣

Underseer

I just got a chance to catch up on the posts, and I really am happy that you're feeling better. Hopefully everything is ok and you just need to wait out the recovery for a little longer. I've been a vod watcher for a while now, since I can't always catch streams, but I really do appreciate everything you do for us all. I did also see the twitter post, and I'm super excited for the whole event! I'm looking forward to your part!

Mr Mydnight

Hey, I'm new here! I'm glad that some things are improving. I'm sad that some things aren't. I hope my little bit of support helps.

Dotman

Really hope that you can finally escape this relapse cycle and fully recover from the throat issue Zen!! I really hope that your doctor takes this situation seriously since it has become a chronic issue now!! And if you decide to go to the hospital to have more tests done then I fully support this too!! Already May what da heck... Crazy how fast it feels like time is going!! So excited to experience all of the things you have cooked for us and to spend so much more precious time together with you!! 💙There is nowhere else I'd rather be, staying by your side always my love!! And I'm so proud of you for being a brave imouto and going outside of your comfort zone to take part in this ASMR maid relay!! All of your hard work is paying off, and I'm so glad so many new people are finding you and feeling all of the love, happiness, comfort and kindness that you bring to us 💙 Hehe such a good girl so curious to know more of these pervy thoughts so she can prepare even better~ Will have to think about specific scenarios some more and send them to you in a maro, but would love to bring out the paddle to leave my mark on this bratty little tease, and would love to train my little pet puppy and have a scenario around that (can't forget the collar with the bell too hehe~) Thinking of you and missing you lots always too darling!! Really glad that the gacha rng gods have been blessing you recently and that you have had time to nurture your hobby since I know how much happiness it brings to you!! I love you lots too mi amor!! 💙Really cuute drawing!! Taking my little princess on her walkies hehe~ (not when its cold outside though!!!!)