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heellooo!! how are you doing lately? 💙

I've been resting up lots, trying to do what I can...actually why I was late to posting this today haha, really had to get my video up today! >.< I've also been playing on my Switch 2 whenever I can, Mario Kart World is sooo fun but also trying to make progress on Xenoblade Chronicles X ahhh!!

Feeling a bit paranoid about my condition lately, I have started antibiotics recently so I've been hoping that they'll work but no dice yet...maybe it really is just some physical strain and damage. In which case, the best thing would be just more rest! It's really hard living like this but ;; All I can hope is that it'll be over soon...It really sucks not even knowing what this is...

I've also been reading lots! Mostly because of doctor appointments where you have to wait a lot, so I've just been bringing my ereader with me and reading there hehe...I just finished The Handmaid's Tale actually (very interesting setting that I was curious about) and am currently reading World War Z (very cool and interesting too)!

I'm looking forward to lots of things, lots of fun events coming up soon 👀but at the same time...I feel like I'm stuck with this ailment so I can't really move forward, despite the passage of time...makes me scared that this is going to last even until the fun things I'm trying to do, perhaps it's just something I'm gonna have to live with until I can see a specialist...but that's enough dooming I suppose

Thank you so much for the support and patience lately, it means so much to me seeing your kind and lovely words 💙And thanks for just being there for me as well, I appreciate that you're even reading this!! More updates soon when I'm...less tired...zzzzz...

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Goatfort

We believe in you as well. 💙💙💙 love you lots.

Claymore 155

Day by day, but that isn't what's important. It's good to hear you've been keeping yourself busy and enjoy your time where able. I know you are worried, but stress only strains the immune system. Let your body do as it was made to do, and hold faith in the antibiotics helping. Sleep well. I know you'll have plenty of exciting things ahead.

Tomoya

Try looking at it from a positive perspective. All the tests show it's nothing serious so its bound to get better even if it takes a bit of time. You got this!

Fassst

hopefully seeing the specialist will finally put the nail in the coffin to this nightmare of yours, but until then we'll just have to keep waiting patiently 💙 you've got this zenya, hang in there!! much love~ 💙

Vic

always praying for your health zen 🙏 it's honestly getting kinda ridiculous with how long this has been persisting, so I can totally understand your worrying. glad you can take some time to relax to read and play games. cheering you on, love you lots and thank you for the encouragement 💙💙

ThePotatoGuy

take care of yourself, too. hope you get better soon!

Snackchampion{DK}

Hope you feel better soon Zenya 💙 Love you 💙

vgboss

I'll always do my best to be there for you💙, you'll get through this dont worry. I'll keep doing my best, so you better as well ok? Love you💙

Sharkington

Man... it's been so long already, your throat HAS to get better... it WILL get better... !!!! Hopefully it all goes away before you need to end up seeing a specialist. Have a good day tomorrow !

Thunderslap21

Oh no she's reading, she's not actually regarded. She's actually a smart girl 😔. I googled the books and the hand maid tale sounds interesting. World war Z i only played the game lol it's a fun game with friends if you like zombie shooter's. I'm glad your enjoying the new switch. You deserve to have some fun, anything that helps take your mind off all the doctor visits is something i can get behind 💙. I know even though your being limited so much your still trying your best to give us content to make us feel comfy and I appreciate all the effort. I love you Zen and I want you to get well as soon as possible too. Sweet dreams if your heading to bed

Ike

Missing you lots as too Zen 💙 I believe in you as well and hope you get better very soon. Love you baby.

Skyunai

I miss you lots Zen, hopfully we can do away with these pesky throat issues soon, it sucks seeing you in pain and you not getting the express treatment you so clearly deserve!!!! Thank you for all you do, I don't think I would be where I am currently if I didn't have you pushing me forward to do better Love you lots sweetheart 💙💙💙

Anta

Thanks for the mid week check in! I haven't read the books but I'l at the 6th season of handmaid's tale, is a good one(kinda?) You are gonna get better soon I believe! See you soon little babu

Budness

Missing you lots always Zen 💙 it's good that you've been filling your time with fun and activities to stave off any stresses or dooming. Keep trying to think positive, you tell us that. And we'll always do the same for you. Hopefully you won't have to wait nearly as long as you might think and your new meds will kick in soon to do away with all this stubborn throat pain. It will all get better. I believe in you to keep hanging in there. You're a good strong girl Zen. We'll get through all this together. Love you so much! 💙💙💙

Varric

Wwz is a classic, those bloody zeds! Always wishing you well, I think you'll get better any day now.

NineBlueClouds

I don't know much about these books but I hope you get better soon 💙

Abbas

Get well soon, take it easy :)

shadowvais

hello 💙 been doing okay, glad to hear from you. I'm sorry you're still struggling with your condition, was really hoping and praying it'd be better by now. guess it's just not gonna be that simple. but that's okay.. I know it's frustrating, but you're gonna make it. we'll get through it together, okay? sometimes things get worse before they get better, and it can be like a swamp that goes on forever. but you're gonna make it. will be cheering you on every step of the way. miss you and love you lots 💙💙💙

ThermalGeist

Lots of love and strength to you 💙💙💙 Sadly i feel like i have only time to read when i am away in holidays, everything intressts me more like games watching streams etc. I had a phase where i listent to lots of audiobooks but i changed work and dont drive much anymore

Dotman

Always so great to hear your voice!! 💙Glad that you ahve been resting lots and finding time to do some MKWorld and XBX gaming!! Wonder if you finally were able to progress past the lvl grinding barrier you were at in XBX lol. Sucks so much that there doesnt seem to be an easy cure for your throat condition so far... You have been trying so many different things and ruling out different possibilities... in the end we keep returning to the possibility that its a strain that you will need to manage... Really hope that we can have more certainty sooner rather than later but you might have to wait until your specialist appointment in 3 months heck... Supporting during these times always my love!! Ooo imouto reading lots more!! Would absolutely love to hear/read your thoughts on the books at some point!! So excited for the fun events coming up!! I know that the circumstances arent ideal and the brainworms are strong, but I also know that it will be very special to spend so much time with you!! Thinking and dreaming of you always Zen!! 💙Sending you all of my love, support and positive energy your way!!