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mid-week encouragement + yap - life/content updates and plans (Patreon)

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2025-07-31 17:57:42
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2026-06
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hellloo pengoon!! errmm i ended up talking here for a lot longer than i planned lol...but a lot on my mind and to tell you! i hope you enjoy listening to me talk about stuff like this, idk if it's boring but i like having someone to share with...

BIG THINGS COMING!! (and no i don't mean you...)

if you didn't catch it btw i will be going on a 2 week family vacation at the end of august! august 25th i think? we going somewhere in canada that's all i'll say so it'll be kind of chill, for my safety tho won't elaborate too much yeah >~< I'm still gonna give you stuff during though!

oh, and thank you so much for all the kind messages regarding my errmm breakdown last week haha, you're very sweet but please dw about me too much 💙I'm not going through some crisis LOL just a bit overwhelmed with work and underprepared, I think it's somewhat common for autistic ppl to have emotional outbursts now and then even if it's something that's "not a big deal"...at least I feel like that has happened to me a lot in my life and I always feel a bit weird about it, I don't exactly like it when ppl are too overly concerned about me bc I know it's not too big of a deal and I don't wanna be babied too much!! I'm not exactly that sensitive but I just reeaalllyy don't like when things don't go to plan haha...

oh listen to my audio upload yesterday too pls...

^ I also included the raw audio file in the regular gofile folder cuz I'm not sure actually if you can download off of patreon's site? let me know actually...

mwaaahh love yoouu 💙

Comments

Exalted_Jager

From what I can see on mobile when clicking on the post then the 3 dots on the top right, there is a download button.

Lalli

These ramble posts are some of my favorites to listen to so please keep doing them. :D

Halhorn

Thank you for doing these, especially such a long one today. Hope that the throat doctor gets back to you soon so you can figure out what to do going forward. Same for the dentist. When it comes to vacation, I'm really happy you get to spend time with the fam, and I hope it's fun for all of you! But i'll be honest and say i'll miss you quite a bit, and because of that there's no way I could forget about you. AND OUTFIT AND MERCH WOOO!!! So looking forward to that now. Would love some pre-recorded content here, especially if it lets you come up with interesting scenarios >///<. Wishing you the best this week Zen <3

Goatfort

Love the big Yapper. you deserve the vacation, it won't kill you i promise.💙 Excited for the future! Love you!💙💙💙

vgboss

Thanks for the sweet message! I really hope everything goes well for your doctor appointments! Please dont feel bad about taking time off. Its good that your conscious about spending as much time with your family as you can. Don't shy away from them. I'll really miss you so much during your break but I'll be waiting for you. My heart belongs to you silly 💙. I really enjoyed the recorded ASMR, you did so well princess 💙. Excited to listen to the others when they come out! Please take care of yourself ok? Im not going anywhere so I want you to believe in me too as much as I believe in you ok? No brainworms allowed! Excited for everything you have planned! I LOVE YOU 💙

Jesse Strobel

Taking a 2 week vacation sounds like fun. Handle that however you like, as long as it’s fun for you. I’ll still be here when you’re back. Also, your spicy ASMR was perfect. You were so hot, and such an attentive student as well. Good girl~ You deserve that A+ 💙 As far as making friends is concerned, I’m really bad at it, (mostly the upkeep), so I can’t really give any good advice there. Also, I’m looking forward to seeing your big comeback with the new outfit/merch drop. Haven’t gotten my fix of Zenya merch since the last patch. I’m suffering from withdrawals, man! :3 I wish you a great rest of your week. Love you always~ 💙💙💙

Varric

So much to yap about lol. Thanks for the updates and looking forward to what you have planned.

ThermalGeist

Hello Zen, for your sleeping problem I would recommend going to sleep as usual cause you really won’t sleep earlier, then you wake up at 6 and after you nap like ojisan. Your Upload yesterday was very good and I enjoyed it. You are a good girl for surprising Sensei and I think it does not lack anything compared to the livestream. I’m happy that the Zenya Cosplay is coming cause the stuff you last shared sounded really scammy. You can impress everyone and with your uma skills you can do it even more! Many exiting new stuff is coming POG. 💙💙💙

Vic

I always love the yaps, the more to read/listen, the better. I hope you get to enjoy your vacation to the fullest and I also hope you have lots of stories to tell afterwards! I'm gonna be missing you alot but I gotta stay strong. I really, really appreciate all the work do for us and I do notice that you go above and beyond 💙 I'm extremely excited for the upcoming merch drops and I hope I'll have enough funds to spare for it. And the audio yesterday.. oh how peak it was. I really liked what you did there, you absolutely made my imaginations go wild, and I can definetly see from where you took inspiration hehe. That's definetly an A+ in my book. You made us vote between seggsy pic or prerecorded ASMR and just gave us both?? How do we deserve you?? You really do deserve all the pampering in the world, it's triggering my cuteness aggression and I just wanna pat your head! Thank you for always making me feel warm and fuzzy inside with everything you do. Hoping and praying everything goes smoothly with the doc (you better wake up in time). Love you lots 💙💙💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Thank you for the encouragement yap And the health updates 💙💙 And the Spicy Asmr were amazing 🥵💙💙 Love you Zenya 💙💙💙

Budness

Beeeg yap lol thank you for the extra long message today. Always love hearing your voice for so long. What you mentioned about the early doctor's appointment I felt in my soul. I hate that they schedule so early and expect you to adhere to normie scheduling with eating and sleeping. Hoping that you can get it later in the day and that it goes well for you. You're so sweet for still preparing stuff for your vacation. Its that same sweetness and love that you give us that makes me wanna flick that forehead of yours you silly girl. Its 2 weeks. No one is gonna forget about you, you'll be just fine. I'll miss you sooo much! But I'll still be here right when you get back, I promise you that. I hope you have fun on your vacation and feel recharged ready to burst right into new and exciting things. Im so excited for all of your future plans. Hope you have a good rest of your week and wishing you the best of luck tomorrow with the collab both in the race and being social, I know how hard it can be but you got this Zen. I always believe in you. I love you! Mmwah! 💙💙💙

Skyunai

Gonna miss you lots, but please focus on enjoying your break as much as possible, if you're going to give us some stuff on patreon, make it like pictures of your trip, or if you want more pedicures like the back one could be nice, dint feel too pressured to record anything for us we are content with you just having fun! No stress, I hope you have a wonderful vacation, honey, will be awaiting your return I love you lots as always Also da patreon asmr yesterday was amazing, I kid you not the entirety of work today was me thinking about you and trying not to get a boner... 😳😳😳💙💙💙💙 Gonna buy all of your new merchandise the moment it drops!!! Super excited for all da new stuff coming around, I appreciate everything you do for us, thank you so much, I love you mmwah mwah mwah mwah!!!! 💙💙💙

ChewGun

30min but it went by so fast.. I love listening to your ramblings so don't feel bad about their lenght 😭🩵 Good luck with your exams and about pulling an all-nighter, it's such hit or miss, can either go great and save u of stress, but can also can fuck up a whole week of sleep schedule, so be careful with those.. 😩 I'm really looking forward to the new outfit too!! Can't wait to see what you've been cooking 😋 🙏

ThePotatoGuy

im excited to see what you have planned for us! your prerecorded asmr was so stellar too, im looking forward to your next ones as well ^_^ good luck with the honse racing tomorrow! and with socializing lol, I believe in you! how could anyone resist how sweet, cute, and wonderful you are 💙💙💙 have a good rest of your week Zen ^_^

Karoh

If you plan to go hard after the break, then try to squeeze as much rest as you can during it. Nobody is going to forget you in 2 weeks, let us wait in excitement.

Ike

30 minutes of rambles! 💙💙💙 I love hearing your voice darling. Sounds like a lot with all those doctor appointments and such. You got it! I hope you enjoy your vacation💙💙💙 Love you lots baby

Neat0 M0SQUIT0

I've downloaded stuff directly to device from audios included in patreon. As long as you have like Spotify or something like that to play it, have a good vacation! ❤️

Amadis Anguiano

It is awesome to hear you're planning things out both so you can focus on your vacation - vacations are important! - and also for figuring out how to network and collab with people! Especially jumping into this Umamusume event when you're not sure what to say with the other people in the event, that just goes to show how willing you are to try something you want to get more practice in on

Rainy clouds

I love hearing you talk a lot. It’s very endearing. I’ll reply soon. Just a little busy tonight! Xx

Gale

Zenya, we can download these audio files by clicking on the "..." button to the right of the Heart and Comment buttons at the bottom of the post. So yes it can be downloaded from Patreon... but some fans may not realize the option is there. Just an FYI! Oh and thanks for letting us know you don't want to be babied too much when you get upset, I get that. Its natural for me to worry and "big brother" people I care about but I'll restrain myself a bit to keep you comfy :) Best of luck and take care!

kawa6

extra beeg yap nice. All of that scheduling and calls for medical appointments... lol welcome to adulting, i feel your pain lol. understandable about the apprehension and anxiety about taking a break as a content creator, but I hope you enjoy the break to the fullest and come back recharged! Gonna miss you regardless during the break but the prerecorded content should be enough to hopefully recharge my imouto battery in the meantime. and if the content is anything like yesterday's... 😳that was amazing. as i said, had some of my favorite things sooo yeah. great. excited for the upcoming upgrades and content and MERCH. Beeg collab incoming with a lot of socializing. I'm sure the other girls will like you just being yourself. You got this!!! Have been trying not to baby you too much, but have been giving suggestions so hopefully thats ok! love you take care mwah! 💙💙💙

Sharkington

Thank you for the yap, I absolutely do enjoy them, they're never boring! I'm glad you decided to go on that vacation, you've been working really hard and deserve it! I get your worries though about being gone, it's definitely a common sentiment among streamers (hypothetically, not that I'd know, only zenya). The doctor stuff sucks but hopefully you can finally find an answer. It's crazy that it still bothers you if even a little after all this time. Hearing about all the new stuff on the horizon is exciting... fun times ahead! 2 weeks of no zenya will be tough but if you do manage to make some pre-recorded things I'm sure that'll tide us over... that one yesterday was SERIOUSLY good. LOVE💙

Cake

Good to take care of your health, get your blood work done and everything else and hopefully it all turns out fine. It sucks having to wake up so early, especially a doctors appointment. A vacation sounds fun so go ahead and take it. I'm taking one myself soon too so it sounds like I'm gonna be without my imouto for more than 2 weeks. I'm not going to forget you but I will miss you🥺. Merch drop and stuff after break sounds like a good idea. Good luck with the new shorts channel. I'll listen to the patreon video when I get the chance and then I'll give you my thoughts plus complements on it. I'm sure you'll do great tomorrow, so try not to be too nervous. Ganbare to the rest of the week. Trying to keep it concise and sorry if I sounded overly concerned about the thing. I do appreciate your hard work and thanks for all the encouragement💙

Abbas

Take time off Zen you deserve it! We'll all be here after two weeks!