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weekly encouragement + ramblings + stream info this week!! (Patreon)

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2025-11-13 20:29:02
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hello pengoon! hope you've been having a good week so far 💙

holy yap session ahead...i hope you will enjoy my message 😘said some things but main point is to cheer you on!!

thank you for being here really...🥺

here's a sneak peak for what i'm gonna show in this weekend's stream?? 🤯

sooo please be there!! same time as usual okay 💙

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Jaydhd

Your words always fill me with so much spirit Commander rahhhhh 💙💪

Rockman Raiden

Feels like we're kindred spirits. Talking to people shouldn't be so hard. I use small talk like a shield. Lol. Thanks for checking on us. You're the best. Love you, always. 💙

Skyunai

holy yappa 0.0 good afternoons my love 💙💙💙💙 dont appologize, you were feeling pretty bad yesterday, its alright! make sure not to take too much on at once sweetheart, infact, if you can, get a little bit of rest today if you are able! I hope ive been able to make up for missing you during the con a few weeks ago, I missed you a lot and I'm happy to spend more and mroe time with you again! had to stay over a little bit at work today but it wasnt too bad today, tomorrow is my day off! cant wait to see the seggsy outfit on Saturday 0//0 I would feel very spoiled if we eventually got a lewd 3d model from you, I would die happy... and yeah! this outfit its almost a patreon exclusive with the content guidelines, this teaser makes it look soo cute and sexy already! I'm going to win Non-stop-imouto Nut November SO HARD! yesterday I started work on a new concept album, hearing you working so hard and all of your motivation pushed me to sit down and just do something, so look forward to that. networking is genuinely the hardest thing you can do as a creator, and the autism debuff doesnt help, especially with how petty and shitty some girls can be. I know that feeling personally going through school I had a lot of people who disliked me without having a proper reason for it. then you have the ones who social justice on X about loli... yeah its difficult, especially in the field you are in, and dont feel bad about it... unfortunately we are in the minority regarding guidelines and societal afterthought. while people may not have an issue with loli to begin with, they may be hesitant to work with a loli because of how it may "impact" their viewership. dont feel bad, the opportunity to network will naturally occur over time. like when you raid someone that is a good chance to network, maybe stick around stream a little while and talk about what you did on stream and engage with them in chat, that's a fantastic way to interact and network, hell lots of these girls you've raided who arent your friend, would love to be friends with you its difficult but I would encourage you to, when you raid other girls, spend a bit longer than you usually do in chat. there have literally been times where you have left the stream and right after the streamer has asked if you wanted to be friends you dont have to do this, but I'm sure it would make networking a lot easier I would also recommend making a server for you and your friends to make it easier to communicate, chance are they arent responding are because their DMs are just flooded and they miss it, it happens all the time. as for when its okay to chat in another Vtuber's chat, any time is alright, especially with your friends, every Vtuber does it, its actually a very normal way of networking and interacting, which is why I urge you to do it more. I'll also say its hard to find people that are as ernest and hard working as you are, even moreso in the Vtuber scene, you work harder than 90% of the Vtubers in this scene do, you are genuinely amazing, theres a lot of tubers that seem to treat it as a hobby over anything else, but you are very passionate about it. regardless, no matter what I will always be here for you, rain or shine, if you need a pengoon to confide in, I'll be here, I love you lots Zen, I always appreciate your encouragement, but make you not to forget yourself, you are the hardest worker here, you deserve rest as well, no matter what comes next I know you can do it and you can make it through, so keep it up. there is no harder working woman that I know of than you, you're amazing, stay strong, I'll always be your loyal and faithful pengoon. lots of kisses sweetheart 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

Goatfort

Short hair 3D!!!!😭😭😭no problem with the delay. it was just one of those days. *headpat* their loss, not wanting to have such an amazing girl as friend. But hope it works out for you.

Snackchampion{DK}

Thank you for the weekly rambling 💙💙 I always love hearing you ramble about what you have on your mind 😊💙💙 I really look forward to saturday with the spicy new outfit 🤤💙💙 I genuinely love you a lot and I'm so happy I found you💙💙 And hope you have a great rest of the week 💙💙 Love you mwah 💋💙💙

Claymore 155

Yap session is good. And I'm so happy to see I was right about the hair tie... it's so cute. Never really considered maid outfits to be lewd.. moreso formal (which at least to me can be extremely lewd, but that's a different matter). Guess it depends on the puffiness and how belled out and bouncy the dress is. Apologies for you feeling unwell yesterday, and today. If there's any way to help, let us know. Your tenacity is appreciated. The pit is never an easy place to rise from but your already taking my suggestion to do so. Girl social interactions are scary. What you describe is what most seem like from the outside. Those who oppose the cute and funny trend to be of that mindset especially. Checking in on their condition or asking if they need help with any projects they're working on seems like a way to approach. I've noticed you replying a bit more to people recently and it honestly seems like a good approach. It let's them see your name a bit before messaging to gain a bit of recognition. I don't think they would reply to you publicly until knowing a bit more about you. Group niches are already bad enough.. I'm sorry you're going through all this. A lot of it sounds like everyone being afraid to take the first step or get out of their immediate circles. Always kind of thought vtubers are in their own isolated states and just kind of pass by one another but rarely make true connections. One sided connections hurt.. always being the one to reach out but nothing ever happening unless the other party needs something. It feels both like being annoying while also being used and leaves no good feelings. You've done well, the efforts you've put into reaching out is already a big, BIG step that can't be understated. You can only keep attempting, no matter how hostile or pointless it feels. I belive in you. And it's okay to rant.. social aspects aren't our best side and it's nice to just get thoughts out when they've been circling and weighing on your head. Love my silly, shy, and hard working Angel and Commander💙

Anta

looking forward to the new 3d! that design is peak😭 networking is really rough, I don't even understand it so I can't even try to advice you... I just hope it gets easier mostly because is very hard on you, enough to make you feel bad a whole day and I want you to be happy💙

cringeassnaenaebaby

Hey, could always go back to people you've talked to before on the networking end. Figure most of them are good apples. Otherwise, just go off followers (vtubers following you). If they're already following you they might be open to stuff.

Quiett3223

Hi Zenya ~ I've always had trouble finding interesting topics myself, as most of my interests are centered around anime. I tend to avoid talking right away, so I'll always gauge the situation first before I speak lol. It's never easy making new friends, but just think about how many people watch and enjoy your content every day you go live or post. I feel like you just lack a little confidence in yourself🩵. If you want my honest opinion about you, then I think you are our adorable little sister who always tries her best! You go beyond what is expected, you keep your promises, and even when you're not feeling 100% you find a way to make us smile🥰. Thanks for always replying, liking, and reaching out to us! It really means a lot🩵. On a separate note, the reveal looks like a very lewd imouto who needs correction💢! And doing a cat pose😭, that is so erotic... combined with your kisses, it's going to drive me crazy tonight imagining you😭. Love you, Zenya!

taeee.

Always appreciate you zenya💙 I can't really imagine how hard it is to make friends in the vtuber sphere, especially when so much unwanted stuff has happened in it, but im glad you can always find comfort in us! I'll always support you zen, so I hope you keeping pushing through 💙

Nier♡

Aweee zen!! I'm excited to see the new model fully.🤭💙 and on a more serious note, I understand. I can only imagine the frustration of what you deal with when it comes to networking. ): But I hope you never give up. You've done collabs in the past and even on your birthday! So I know you have it in you, commander! Its a slow and rough time now, but one day things will change. Okay? I just know it! And that way you can spend some fun time with people who aren't just your stinky pengoons. 🤭 But ofc you'll always have us!! You know this already. :P so I hope you can cheer up at least a little bit. And don't be afraid to say hi to people! You're a wonderful person and I know people would love to get to know you better. 😌💙

Sharkington

Looking forward to new 3d model, wahoo! You should give it some hype at least on your socials, I think. I can relate hard with all your anxieties over reaching out to people. Despite being an ojisan i still struggle a lot with that myself. But I do think you will need to Keep taking the initiative and dont give up on it... big bro will cheer you on!

Lalli

This is so hype. Been looking forward to a stream like this! And I love listening to your menhera or rants because it makes me glad you have this outlet you express your feelings to. You’re doing amazing! You’ve accomplished so much and will keep doing so.

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~~💙lovely to hear you again💙💙💙 its ok! I figured this msg would be delayed, and tbh I don't think u need to do a msg if ur not in the mood, if anything we should be sending u a msg to cheer u up when that happens ^_^ and comforting u is also enjoyable so dw about it! let us comfort u pls >_< 💙💙💙💙 very excited for the outfit oh my >///< ur really cooking this month 💙 i dont envy u with vtuber networking lmao, socializing online just feels like a minefield which is one of the reasons why i gave up trying to make new online friends or get closer to any existing ones. its so much easier irl where i can actually tell how ppl feel via body lang, facial exp, tone, etc, and conversation starters are inherently present in the surroundings or tvs at the bar. text only just seems impossible, or at least requires a lot of luck. but i hope ur attempts pan out or u get lucky and fixated by an extrovert, and ofc us pengoons will be here for u to rely on whenever u need as well 💙💙💙 and i guess thinking back, i've only made 1 close online friend, which started when i reported a bug on his discord bot. we've been talking almost daily for 7 years, although i think his eccentric way of writing throws most people off so anyone who can actually understand him ends up becoming a friend lmao anyway i hope u have a good rest of week zen! looking forward to see u later this week 💙💙💙 always thinkin bout u 💙

Puzanga

Hello zenya! sorry to hear about the troubles you’re having :( I’ve always had issues making friends irl and online, I can never really relate to anything or find anything to talk about. But our commander is the toughest there is 💪! I know you can do it! no need to rush anything, you’ve done really well doing this for as long as you have and building your community. I’m thankful to have found your channel and be a pengoon. Believe in the us that believe in you! 💙💙 love you commander mwah mwah mwah 💙💙

wasmuu

Oh my lord I'm excited for that model, it looks like it'll be so much fun. I know it's hard to tell what people are feeling sometimes. It can take a lot of trial and error. It makes sense for you not to want to derail streams, but I think if you're already watching anyway it makes sense for you to say something every now and then, depending on the type of stream. I think most people do that more often with people they know though so it would be more difficult for you. I think it would be really beneficial for you to find one person who is a streamer you could trust who you could talk to about it and ask questions. But like you said it's hard to know who to trust. I believe in you though, I bet you'll find success when you get back to it. I love you!

Akhe (アキ)

Super excited to see the new model! The preview looks great. ✨️ I can relate to the difficulties networking and making friends. The vtuber space introduces a ton of extra challenges with finding the right people who are willing to reciprocate, too. One bit of advice I can give for talking to new people when you're bad at smalltalk is try not to be overly concerned about looking foolish or weird. People will forget the small things you fixate on or likely won't even notice in the first place. We're all our own harshest critics and it's easy to obsess over the small stuff that doesn't really matter. You're a really charming and fun girl, so I believe in you! 💙 Really happy that we're able to be here for each other. You're really important to me, so I want to comfort you and take care of you when I can. You singlehandedly give me the motivation to make it through some really tough days, so I want to support you however I can in return. 🥰 Thanks for always cheering me on and encouraging me, Zenya. You'll always be my one and only and I'll always love my sweet amazing imouto wife! 💙💙

AffeMitKrebs

in regards to friends, i think a lot of our generation has a problem meeting new people, and for streaming it is even more exaggerated, and I feel the exact same way you do when I'm chatting in a stream or in general saying something in other discord servers, very heard to know when it is right and wrong to say anything, I'm right there with you, your not alone I cant wait to see the new model and outfit. Love you sweetie

Halhorn

Thank you for always cheering me on. The sneak peak has me really excited for the new outfit! I cant wait to see how you shmove in it so cutely. I wonder if it'll have a nice bratty teasy feel to it. As for the making friends thing, yeah I dont really get how to either lmao. The tism just makes it so hard, but I think ive just hade to acclimate to it because of the nature of my job and the friends I was able to make over a decade. Its hard, but I know you can do it. 💙

dooker

Honestly when you mentioned feeling sad I did check your twitter replies. It's easy to feel self-conscious when everything everyone does is so visible. Even something as simple as raiding can feel like a huge imposition. Just remember that everyone who's serious is making these same evaluations and feeling the same anxiety. Looking forward to this weekend that model looks super cute.💙

FairyKingPhil

I know how you feel, cause it reminds me of me trying to get to know more people but I overthink everything as well. Everytime I talk with people about that they say just try it. But I always ask how I can turn off my brain and not overthink everything, I never get a good answer We will get better at it sometimes if we try hard enough 💙

Ike

You always pick me up with your words and yappening, baby. Thank you and love you 💙💙💙

JustBnake

Good afternoon zenyaaaa, well its night when im writing this…💙💙 im missing you lots!! I’ve realized at work that i think about you a lot hehe, it seems i’ve got imouto on the brain. Im super excited to see the new model in action…saturday is gonna be so fun!! Very exciting night im really looking forward to it. I want to thank you for being there when im not able to stay positive. Im usually pretty good about it but the brainworms get us all it seems. I want to be able to give you reassurances and support when you arent feeling good too so please dont worry!! I rabbuu zenya you’re a strong girl 💙💙 I know exactly what you mean with making friends in this type of social sphere. I want you to know that you arent the only one that feels that way. It can be very easy to overthink and it can be hard to judge what someone might think of you. i think my favorite way to go about it is to try and put yourself in their place! Like how would you feel if someone said this or if someone asked to do that. Would you be annoyed if someone asked to do this? Not everyone is the exact same but i think it still helps a lot. Also sometimes people might be having a hard week or a hard month and that can make it really hard to respond or reply!! I always try to give the people i interact with the benefit of the doubt and not assume the worst. I believe in you imouto just go at your own pace. I really think you can do it. ganbare ganbare!! 💙 I’ll cheer you on no matter what zenya. I’ll be here to back you up!! Rabbu lots!! 💙💙

Vaendryl

> I feel weird just approaching people like what do I do just randomly DM them? > people never approach me, so I'm thankful when they do I don't know anything about the other side of this industry, but there seems to be an obvious answer here 🙃

ThermalGeist

- interested what you have in mind for us - sorry that networking sucks - getting friends is hard, it was easier when you where forced in classes, keeping friends is way harder cause everyone lives their own life and you drift apart, but do not overthink so much i think everyone is having a hard time - understandable that it is hard to chat in other streams - entertainment industry/vtubing is harsh, i understand that you want to be part of something and talk with someone in more depth etc. but in the end you are all kind of co workers(i dont want to hang out with them) and the same time competitors - tbh i think it is also a women thingy with friends. what i saw at my sister, general in school or the wives of my friends, i believe with only men it would be an easier time to make friends/connect online, ofc you are not one so this path is closed - also since i heard Germans are more direct, i guess it would be such a surface level of talking/ small talk that my social batteries would be instant empty, so you are strong for trying - don't be sorry that is something on your mind so don't worry and feel free to complain(?) more - no that is not an option to do nothing see you later 💙💙💙

wuwwers

Hi pookie, hope you're having a good day when you're reading this 💙 Very thankful to listen to your thoughts on stuff and your very healing encouragement, thinking about you and missing you every day, please don't misunderstand that this is some kind of obligation from my side to make you feel better, same thing with like trying to cheer you up on discord or wherever, I do it because I do love you Zenya. Writing this a little later than I would like so maybe most of what I'm trying to say could be just reiteration, and honestly I do struggle with this myself so I empathize very very much, but I don't have any magic answers and I hate writing platitudes like; Don't overthink it, be yourself *LOL*, just go with your gut, etc. In your position I would collab or contact people you've already collabed with before, because replying to twitter posts and not getting a response just plain sucks, wouldn't be comfortable doing that, I think you're very strong for trying cause I wouldn't be able to deal with it, and I don't think your posts are weird, you come across more endearing than anything, and unless they're vtubers that see you as competition I think they see the same kind of girl I'm seeing. Looking forward to your new 3D outfit, I'm very excited for it, I'll see you soon when we're up watching movies tonight, love you very much Zenya, many hugs and kisses 💙

Cake

You don't have to apologize for releasing this on a different day silly. Having a great week with you so far. Been looking forward to this new 3D model, I'm sure it's going to activate some neurons. Very nice sneak peek already. Yeah, moods come and go, I think people are pretty susceptible to it around this time of year as well. You just gotta try and shake it off. You might not be able to completely leave those feelings behind but you shouldn't try and linger in your negative emotions. It's always ok to try doing something in order to cheer yourself up. I believe you in that networking is hard, I wish I could give you real tips but I'm just as clueless as you are though do try not to let it get you too down. It's okay to put yourself out there a little, even if you only talk for a little you're showing that you're trying to be friendly. Even if they don't reply once then that doesn't mean they dislike you, just might not have something to say. More than like 4 or 5 times in a row with no reply then I would just try someone else to be my friend. Just try and let's see what happens, you know know what kind of friends you can find if you don't at least open the door. As far as chatting during a stream I feel like just saying "hello, game is cool, have fun with the stream" or something like that is fine, I agree with maybe not distracting from the stream itself. I feel you on the having to do more of the legwork in terms of being friends with someone. It's just a trial and error sort of thing until you find someone who you can talk to more casually. I'm rooting for you and hoping you can find someone that doesn't feel like a chore hanging out with. Happy to be by your side and I love hanging out with imouto as well💙 also I like being able to send you positive and supportive messages and if it makes you feel even just a teensy bit better then I'm all the more happy for it. I cheer you on because I want to and to me it doesn't feel bothersome. Imouto makes me happy so it's only natural that I share my happiness and support with you as well. Let's both keep on doing our best 💪 Thanks for sharing your thoughts, love you lots imouto XOXO💙💙💙