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helloo pengooon! good day hope you've woken up just fine ☀ 💙

here's a simple lil message from me! give it a listen okay...uhhmm please? :P

not much for me to say really, I think things are going well and I just feel happy overall :D getting over some humps, trying to stay motivated and do my best to get what i need to get done!! My biggest goal is to be able to just get out of bed right away and get things done so I can chill more!

I can't take it too easy, there's always something to plan 😅i should be getting ready for things waaaay out already @.@

I think melatonin nightmares are really btw, the other day I just had a craaazy scary one where I kept waking up :c ghosts in my house, getting chased and murdered...nyaa!! i ever like hallucinated a bit some voice in my bedroom?? i think it was just like "no" or something but was very weird and i looked around and was nothing, real schizo night. Nothing last night thankfully tho haha, a very peaceful sleep actually (tho i did wake up during it), sooo I'm blaming the melatonin! Screw all of these drugs raaahh!!

erm anyways yeah that's it from me for now, stay stinky big bro...and thank you for being here 💙

Comments

mikeabc

Scary drug dreams o.o But also, good work zenya :D

Amari

Melatonin is not for the weak, my first (and last) time taking it I was having nightmares and would wake up and then immediately go back to sleep and that happened like 3 times I was being held captive by the evil melatonin gummy curse or something 🧎‍♂️

Snackchampion{DK}

Good morning Zenya 💙💙 Thank you for the encouragement and the rambling 💙💙 I always love and look forward to hearing you ramble 💙💙 The saturday stream was good and can't wait for the next one 😊💙💙 There was some audio interference but it was rare so don't worry about it 😊💙💙 I love you a lot mwah 💋💙💙 And I wish you a great week 💙💙

Jaydhd

Hello darling~ 💙 Wahh I say it always but your voice is like a sweet nectar to my ears and I love hearing you talk 💙 I'm glad to hear you've been more happy lately, it makes me very happy to hear that! Sounds like all the love and energy I've been sending you has been working 💪😤 I'm a generally happy person, I'm in a good mood like 99% of the time so I'm glad to spread the love 💙 Don't forget motivation comes and goes Commander, discipline is what it takes to soldier on when you need to do things you don't want to heh. I'm sorry to hear about your nightmare recently, it sounds like it might have even been a bit of sleep paralysis as those can also cause auditory hallucinations. I have a few modded 3DS so I'm a bit biased but I genuinely think it's the best handheld console haha but I think you'll enjoy yours! It's infinitely better than doom scrolling imo. Also I just heard you say you don't know if these messages are lame and YOUR MESSAGES ARENT LAME AT ALL. I'm serious when I say that offends me a bit haha 😂 because I really really enjoy them haha 💙 I did catch the rplay stream and I thought you did AMAZING. I'm looking forward to all the ASMR you got planned, the cosplay, the new "model", VR stuff, collab also sound exciting!~ I find it cute when you're bratty, I can't wait! 💙💙💙

vgboss

Thanks for the sweet good morning message! I really enjoy hearing you talk no matter the time silly 💙. Really excited for everything you have planned! lets stay motivated and keep doing our best ok?! love you 💙💙💙

Rockman Raiden

HI COMMANDER SAMA! You're voice is just what I needed today. Love you! 💙💙

Space

one time i woke up and yelled WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?! .... but i live alone XD zero idea what the dream was , yelled , got confused , went back to sleep XD also been playing super mario rpg on the switch while waiting for the bus or train . cozy game fun story good music if you're interested . have a good week :D miss you :(

Akhe (アキ)

Good morning, Zenya! Thanks for sending me some Monday morning energy today, it's super helpful to have my cute wife cheering for me!🥰 Sorry you had some nightmares recently. Melatonin has caused things to get weird for me before too. There's some organic mushroom based supplements I switched to that help me sleep pretty well and don't have the associated side effects of a hormone. They're available on Amazon, so maybe you could give some of those a shot? Happy to hear you slept well last night, though! The 3D stream turned out great, in my opinion, even with the challenges. You were really sexy and I felt nice and close to you. 💙 Looking forward to all the cool stuff you having coming this week and for the rest of the year! Gonna be a great Holiday season with my beloved imouto wife! Let's both keep working hard and encouraging each other! Love you so much, Zenya! 💙💙💙

wuwwers

Hearing your voice makes me very happy, hope you're doing great reading this, looking forward to the week with you, thank you for the encouragement, you got this too! I believe in you a lot, sending you lots of energy! Especially now quitting caffeine, I know you'll get through it, I love you honey 💙💙💙💙

JustBnake

Good morning my princess!! Thank you so much for the message it always makes me feel happy and it fills me with so much energy. With you cheering for me i can make it through this week easily!! I’ll cheer for you too!! Lets get through it together i know we can do it, ganbare ganbare!! Btw i dont think your messages are ever lame, i really cherish these a lot 💙💙 I had fun saturday!! I know it was a test stream but you still made my heart go crazy. You were so cute and sexy and seeing you move was really amazing. Uwa where did my little sis learn those moves…its ok if the audio quality wasnt the best dont worry imouto. I know for me a lot of it was actually rplay being weird. I listened to the vod a bit and it sounds a lot better. I really just enjoyed seeing you and your new model it was very fun. You actually surprised me with your clumsy but sexy movements…you did a super good job!! my sis is way too sexy it makes me excited to see more.. I would really love to hear about the ds games you end up playing, please share with us!! Maybe i should break mine out too..replacing doomscrolling sounds like a really good idea. I wonder what kinds of games brats play on their own time tho… 😛💙 Im really looking forward to everything you have in store for us commander. You spoil us so much i cant believe how lucky i am to have an imouto like you. Thank you again for the message i rabbuu rabbuuuu mwah mwah 💙

Quiett3223

Hi Zenya! I'm always happy to hear a update from you, regardless of context. You always worry me with your lack of sleep 😢, so I'm glad you slept well 💙 . Thinking happy thoughts and having a comfortable bed usually helps me relax better during the night ☺️. If you ever need a break, please let us know 🫂, we love you 💙. Looking forward to your cute cosplay the most out of everything! Let's have another fun week together 💙. Love you imouto!!!!!!

Skyunai

I dont like taking melatonin, all it does is make me tired. And I have had nightmares from it yeah. I recently got a miyoo flip v2, which is designed after a Gameboy advanced sp, and im been playing lots of older emulated games and enjoying them, I hope you enjoy playing all these 3ds games, I miss my 3ds... may get a 2Ds XL eventually... Thanks for the work encouragement too darling, it always means a lot. It really helps me with getting out there, mmmwah, love you 💙💙 I had a lot of fun during the Rplay stream, it was a bit scuffed regarding the physical elements but audio wise it was fantastic. I think the people who were complaining are just being nitpicky and annoying. I would ignore them, it was perfectly fine for what it was. They are just being nitpicky ass hats. Im an audio professional saying that it sounded perfectly fine, fallacy or not it's my profession. I'd like to think I would know more about it than some idiots in passing. It sounded fine. So seriously, dont worry about it, and yeah, in ear monitors are great I look forward to the 3d streams. It was actually really hot seeing you move around a lot more and your head movements made it a lot more imersive. You're recovering from caffine addiction quite quickly, im proud of you, keep it up! I love you lots princess, you mean the world to me and im looking forward to tonight too 💙 Can't wait for what you have e planned, always such a hard worker, you make me so proud 💙💙💙💙

Halhorn

Thank you for your cheers and encouragement zenya. It really means a lot to be able to hear something like this at the start of the work week. I thought your outfit was really cute and exactly something I wanted to see you in. You did your best and thats all I can ask of you. 💙💙

Shade

Thanks for the message Zen, good for you quitting caffene. I'm currently quitting smoking but 2 weeks cold turkey is going well.

竹竹

Uuuh glad its going well for you commander, me its going meh and barely slept the pst few days but wtv it come and go ig.. btw when i take melatonin for some reason i get some spasm and punch the wall so i go easy on them lmao. Have a good day commander 🥺

Shana4594

Thank you for the message and the encouragement. Have a great week too, Zenya. 💙💙💙

AP-1138

Sorry to hear about the nightmares. Wish I could've been there to protect you. I'm glad you had a really peaceful sleep last night though. Hopefully the rest of your nights are like that as well! Thanks for the encouragement for the week! I love you, Zenya!

Nier♡

Thank you for the encouragement, imoutoooo 💙🥰 You sound so sleepy I can tell you just woke up. Hehe 🤭 But thats okay! I hope your week goes super well!! We had a great weekend together, didn't we?💙 Let's continue having fun this week as well! See you again soon!! Love youuu 💙💙

taeee.

Ahh yeah, melatonin nightmares are crazy vivid, I haven't used melatonin pills in a while but I had some really damn weird dreams because of it. Thank you for the encouragement though zenya, listening to this on my break and it's given me more energy 💙💙. The 3ds was such a staple for myself back then, I modded mines too, I definitely recommend bravely default and any of the SMT games, they're really peak JRPGs on the 3ds. Good job on quitting caffeine so far too! I think having it once in a blue moon is fine but relying on it is definitely not good. keep it up zenya, love you!

wasmuu

Thanks sweetheart! I am really excited for everything that's to come! Don't worry too much about the audio. It was an experiment doing a new thing. And no, I didn't want to stop you while you were in the middle of... that and ruin the mood lol. I know you're good about analyzing your work and making improvements. I've gone back to that vod several times now. Believe me it is still a success. Thank you for your kind words as always. You're the best wife and imouto a man could ever ask for. I love you!

Goatfort

Good morning! good luck with the 3DS and hope the nightmares stay away! *headpat*💙

Budness

Oh god, what you explained for your nightmare is what I usually dream of too! Melatonin nightmares are real! I'm always wary of taking it for that reason, plus I'll just wake up feeling even more exhausted. Wishing you luck on your 3DS. Hopefully it'll be a good relaxing outlet for you. Thank you for all the encouragement. Hope your week, and all your plans, and future plans go smoothly for you. Always looking forward to all the fun things together with you. Congrats too on your quitting Caffeine process. Proud of you darling 💙💙💙

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~ 💙 im glad that ur getting more rest now ^_^ quitting caffeine is p crazy tho tbh, I could never but I hope u can manage well without it 💙 anything to stop doomscrolling is a win in my book ^_^ would love to see u stream more ds games but ofc its ok if u dont 💙 hope u have fun with those games! 💙 excited for what you'll post this week plus all the things coming! ur always working so hard for us 💙💙💙 the rplay stream was very nice thank u so much >///< didn't seem like there were any audio issues on my end but you always keep improving so looking forward to the next one 💙💙💙💙 melatonin is p wild lmao. I took it once and ended up rolling on the floor the whole night and kept waking up then falling asleep immediately O_O after that I decided to just get a high quality mattress and that worked much better. thank u for blessing my ears with ur voice again this week 💙 thinking bout u always 💙💙 PS. i always love ur messages, they aint never lame 💙

Sharkington

hi zen thank you for the message!! 💙💙💙 excited for the posts here this week! Can't say I ever had any nightmares on melatonin but I was only ever taking like 2 or 3mg each pill so maybe thats why. Hopefully that'll go away for you before too long! Nightmares suck. You will get through it... and conquer caffeine!

josh

I do miss the 3DS stay healthy out thay

Cake

Its good to read or just play a game before going to bed instead of doom scrolling. thanks for the energy beam😤Your messages arent lame, I like listening to them!! I did see the saturday stream, dont worry about the little scuff, I still had a good time watching. The new imouto 3D looks pretty cute and sexy. It just means next time is going to be even better, maybe you can get the hand movement down pretty well too😳 Keep trying your best to quit caffeine but its okay to drink a small amount if you get bad headaches, withdrawals can feel pretty bad. Cant wait to see the custom cosplay. Lets keep having lots of fun together! thanks for the encouragement and love you lots imouto💙