mid week encouragement + ramblings! 12/04 (Patreon)

hello pengoon! another update voice message for you with some encouragement to get you through the week 💙

i hope you enjoy these! sometimes i kind of struggle with what to say haha but it's fun just to talk casually about what i've been up to and things i've been planning!

honestly i've been feeling a bit of anxiety lately >~< am i doing enough? i try my best but i know i'm maybe a bit lazy sometimes ;; as i keep going, i'm honestly worried about being "replaced"...there's always new girls popping up and I know I'm kind of old news, I've been around forever...I hope you still feel some spark with me 🥺 doing my best to keep things fun and interesting but yeah...i expect that, well, the longer you're with someone, you get more calm and go into a routine - past that "honeymoon" phase. Things can't always be exciting and new...I guess whether or not you can still be interested in someone past that point shows whether you really care or whether that person is really worth it...i know that i can't be some winning person for everyone, but i will keep doing my best to show my love and care and make fun and interesting things for you! you can always let me know if there's something you want or think could be improved!

I know it's a silly thing to worry about tho so don't take it too seriously! 😖at the end of the day, i will always be here, coming and leaving is just a natural thing, I just hope it's not cuz i'm too boring or something! :P

...okay sorry haha rant over, getting a bit silly. seee yoouu! big love! 😘