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mid week encouragement and ramblings! 12/10 (Patreon)

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2025-12-10 19:03:27
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helloo pengoon i'm here with another message for you! 💙

please listen and let me know what you think~

oh, btw, i was thinking for the stream here this week, to try doing a 3D VR stream...?

it might be a little scufff tho with me figuring out the kinks but hopefully itll still be fun! i wanna move around and stuff...>.< tho well i expect it to be much more awkward haha i imagine i'll have a hard time speaking...something about being perceived more...but lets try it out!! 😳

today i'll be cooking again, wonder what i should make...honestly tthe curry last week was sooo good ahhh I want it again...

I've also been increasing my room organization! throwing more things out, built a shelf recently to clear out floor space...i'm gonna try vacuuming my room today (though might be hard theres still some boxes around haha >.<)! i also have a ton of old snacks (mostly chocolate, some even 1 year+ old) sitting around that i don't really know what to do with...pengoons please i know you like giving me chocolate but i can't actually consume that much 😭

aaanywayyss have a good rest of your dayy see yoouu~ 😘

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Rockman Raiden

Happy Wednesday! This week hasn't been financially productive but my extracurriculars are going crazy. Going with the flow. Love you lots! 💙

Skyunai

Hey darling 💙💙💙 3D stream here this week sounds fun! I would love to see you move around being all cute and seggsy! What you do is ALWAYS good enough, you are great at a lot of things minus giving yourself the credit you deserve, we need to give you a small ego so you dont down yourself so much 💢😤 Please try to take more breaks and rest when you can, you dont need to be here for us constantly, we love you and miss you but if you burn out we wont be able to spend time with you, I wpuld rather miss spending time with you during 2 streams a week missing instead of no having you are all, so please, take care of yourself!!!! If not I'll be very angry!!! 💢💢💢 And, you dont need to do that donothon reward. Do something you are comfortable with, I and most of us wouldn't be comfortable receiving something you aren't comfortable with. You could instead replace it with something you think would be of equal value but far less embarassing. Personally I think another lewd cosplay would make up for it, less embarassing especially since you have done it in the past. But please, put your comfort first. While we did work for the donothon rewards, I dont think any of us seriously want to force you into a situation you are uncomfortable with. The yearly Minecraft server is a lot of fun, I have quite a few cool ideas I want to build. Gotta get lots of materials for it though... I would enjoy a few more runescape streams, and some shitty Christmas movies with you, sounds like a lot of fun! Love you sweetheart, take care, and I'll see you tonight for the 50k celebration mmwah 💙💙💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Thank you for the encouragement 💙💙 I can't wait to see and spend time with you on Saturdays 3d stream 🤤💙💙 And good luck with the organisation 💙💙 I love you a lot 💙💙

wasmuu

I donated the final $600 to get you to that goal and I know I'm not the only voice here but as far as I'm concerned I was paying you back for helping me with my health issues. I do not give a flying fuck about that goal and I think if it makes you feel too uncomfortable you should do something else. If you can think of a way to make it classier or whatever and you feel comfortable with that but I genuinely have 0 attachment to the goal. I just thought it would be cool if you hit it.

Doogane

I think a 3d stream would be super fun, you don’t have to worry about it being scuffed as long as you’re here that’s all that matters 💙💙💙

sOoNotaWeeb

I figured you kinda threw in that reward as a joke and when the goal was reached you were put in an awkward position 😅 some maybe a little bummed but I am absolutely happy with whatever you decide to do for us 💙

Amadis Anguiano

You do what feels most comfortable for you. Remember your birthday and the support given to you is for you, not because something is expected or demanded out of you

JustBnake

Hi Zenya!! The best girl in the whole wide world. I’ll use your energy luck encouragement beam to help me through the week!! And i’ll give you lots of the same in return, pow powwww beaaaaam ganbare ganbare!! 💙💙 Im always looking forward to spending the week with you! Its always a lot of fun, you make the holidays super exciting. I really dont mind any sort of wait with you imouto, im gonna be here for a long time so I can be a patient pengoon. I wasnt here for the donothon so I dont think i have much say but i think the pengoons would be ok with you changing the reward to something else. Your comfort is important!! I totally understand what you mean about not needing to give your entire self to work…after being at my workplace for a bit i’ve become a pro at doing juuuust enough work to look really good but no more than that. Its a good skill to have hehe. Im worried about you tho…are you getting enough rest imouto? Getting burnt out can be very serious!! You definitely deserve some time for yourself for working so hard all the time. Even if you dont think you’re working hard, i think it really shows in everything you do. Treat yourself ok, you’ve been a good girl!! I think your rambling is super cute btw..i cant help but smile hearing from you. Ok okkk rabbuuu rabbuuu thank you for the message Zenyaa. Lets get through the rest of the week together 💙

Jaydhd

Helloooo daaarling 💙 Your energy beam is super helpful! It's been such a fun week so far and I know the rest will be amazing with you!~ I honestly don't want you to do ANYTHING that you find uncomfortable doing and I strongly dislike the idea of forcing you to do something. I'd say just switch it for anything, I don't think anyone would be opposed. I'd love to relax more at work but I'm in auto repair and get paid flag hours instead of an hourly wage( basically a repair will pay me a set amount of hours for example 4 hours to change an alternator, that's all I'll get paid even if it takes me more or less time). Essentially it encourages me to work harder and faster to make more money haha. Hearing you talk about burn out makes me a bit sad because I can tell that you're pushing yourself too hard 😭 You can definitely afford to take more breaks and rest up more!! 💙💙💙 Anyways if you're craving curry I say make it again, you can change out the protein to switch it up a bit! And a VR stream for Saturday sounds fun!! Good luck cleaning your room as well, I just did the same last weekend. 💙 The Minecraft server is fun but I'm coming to terms with the fact that I don't have nearly as much free time as I used to... I only have like 1 hour or two at most to play a day lol. Can't wait to see you later today for the 50k celebration stream!~ 💙💙💙

Brovencrone vi Lolitannia XLII

Thank ya for the message Zenya! 💙 I enjoy hearing these checkins with ya. I wasn't around for the donothon so I can only give my 2 cents, but as a creator you're in charge. If you aren't comfortable with something then swap it out with something you feel right. One apologizes if needed, come up with steps to make sure you don't end up in the same situation again and move forward. Is how the world deals with things Taking the occasional break or lightening your workload across multiple weeks is far better than crashing all at once, be it in a corpo job or vtubing work, I trust ya to make the right choice for yourself. But enough of ojisan mode talk, there's lots of fun to be head coming up! I can't wait for each of your new ASMR releases, especially since I've been working my way through your backlog to relax, work and sleep to lately. It's been a godsend. Now that you got the shelves, it's a fun excuse to rearrange things huh? In particular I love the sensation of donating or tossing out items, sort of ripping off the bandage sometimes but it feels rewarding at the end in a "less is more" kinda way. There's only a few more weeks left to 2025, it'll come by fast but even if it's something small and cozy to relax to for Christmas I'd be fine with that. My favorite holiday moments are sitting out on a patio at night while it's snowing, enjoying a glass of whiskey in silence, so likewise there need not be a massive Christmas party for some 💙💙💙

竹竹

I have no weight in this donothon decision, but please don't force something you are not comfortable with.. maybe a cosplay asmr for patreon or something would be nice? but anywais looking forward to your 3d asmr stream! and careful with OSRS it suck your soul out XDD also looking forwards have a good time with you 💙 and plz take some days to rest! wub u! 💙

wuwwers

Hi princess, I'm feeling energized already thanks to you, glad to hear you're doing good despite you starting to feel a little burnt out, hope you're taking more time to chill and rest up because of it (NO DOOMSCROLLING) I'll do my best to cheer you on okay? Thanks for setting up the MC server it's been pretty fun so far, kinda stuck on what I'm working on, but it's getting there, can't wait to see you in there. Honestly have no say in the birthday donothon since I didn't participate, do what feels right for you. Looking forward to Saturday, be sure to prepare so you don't get overwhelmed! Just want to end by saying I love you very much and I'm very proud of you.💙

Adrián

Thanks for your message, Zen 💙 As a Minecraft autist since 2011, I’ve been having a LOT of fun on the server lately! Regarding that donothon reward, if I'm being honest, I would really enjoy it. But if you can't find a way to make it classy and you don't feel genuinely comfortable with it, I obviously don't want it. Anyway, I'm really looking forward to seeing you tonight. Love you so much 💙

Akhe (アキ)

Thanks for the midweek recharge, Zenya! Hearing from you really helps keep me motivated. ✨️ I wasn't around for the donothon, so I can't weigh in too much on the situation, but I'd like to think none of us would want you to do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable. I'm sure there are plenty of other things people would love to have from you instead. You're an incredibly hardworking girl and you are absolutely doing enough for us. I love everything you do and I really do feel cared for every day. You have something new for us every single day of the week, so make sure to give yourself the proper credit! You don't realize how amazing and perfect you are, imouto! 🥰 Seasonal depression and burnout are both really tough to deal with. I want you to be happy and healthy, so make sure you take time for yourself and slow down when you need to. I'm always cheering for you just like you do for us, so always know that you are loved and cared for whenever you're feeling down! 💙 Looking forward to lots of precious holiday time with you this month! Let's make sure to have a warm and cozy season together! Love you so much, my dazzling imouto wife! 💙💙💙

Anta

I won't stop giving you choco💢🫵 eat more dummy! Thanks for the audio, I really enjoy listening to you I'll support whatever you decide for the dono reward Don't overwork yourself too much ok? I worry about my baby❤️

Jesse Strobel

As one of your many donors on your donothon, I say if you don’t feel comfortable doing that thing, then have everyone take a vote on something you feel better about doing.

Sharkington

Hi zenya 💙 as for the audio in question, that kinda stuff is not something I'm into (aside from chat memes) so for me personally I don't mind if you want to switch it out. That said, even if I WERE into it, I wouldn't want you to stress and feel pressured over something if it made you uncomfortable. I support whatever decision you make! As for stream, 3d vr sounds great! I really never mind a little scuff, it's kinda just how 3d do be. It gives such a unique experience though, that it's worth it. Anyway.. I am definitely in the camp of "hard work only gets you more work" as far job stuff goes. I'll never have that sigma grindset, oh no... Take care and try to take some breaks and rest up commander 💙 see you later!

Lalli

Thank you as always. :D For the donothon reward, I think the original reward was very fun and definitely eyecatching but I think doing something else is completely fine too. Not sure what could be equivalent but looking forward to how you decide to pick it!

cringeassnaenaebaby

Feel free to swap it out. If you're not comfortable then you're not comfy, and we want you comfy. I get the Seasonal affective disorder stuff. You're telling us to take more breaks, you do the same, yeah? Hey, your ramblings are important. Best type of ASMR tbh. Thanks for the recharge Imouto! You get a recharge yourself, yeah? Love you!💙

Budness

Uuuu 🥹 Thank you for these voice messages Zen. They really do help. Your encouragement to keep going and your focus on health is the sweetest. It's been a rough week ngl but your energy beamu is super effective 💙 I also greatly appreciate your takes on work life. As someone who's worked several different jobs. I agree with you. I don't overwork myself for them because I have before and it never leads anywhere. Just more work. I just do enough to get by. As for the donothon reward. Admittedly I did put a few hundred toward it at the time because it is something I would enjoy...HOWEVER. It doesn't matter. The only thing that matters is you being comfortable and not doing anything you don't really want to do. Knowing your feelings toward it. If you went ahead with it still. It would just feel wrong. Then you would also have that now attached to your name...If you want to do an alternative that's perfectly OK to me, if not. Thats fine too. I'm just happy to have supported you with that. You deserved it for all the love and fun and much more you give everyday 💙 Also I'm sure all the stuff you have planned for the remainder of the year is perfect and will be a lot of fun. All I really want for the holidays is to keep spending time you. Doesn't matter what we do. Keep resting up whenever you can darling. I love you so much 💙💙💙

ThermalGeist

Hey Zen, -looking forward to what you have planned for us -still yearning for that 3d lap pillow please💙 -the 3d scuff is no problem, we all understand and how can you learn when you not try it out -if you do not feel comfortable just don't do it! But prepare an alternative reward that you think is equal worth, i see no problem with swapping it out. sure some will still get mad but most here will support you and even advise you against it. We first of all care about you. - never played runescaped, WoW was my first MMO and it looked back then like a downgrade and uhm today it does not look more appealing at all, but i will watch and maybe try it out - take breaks! do not tell us and ignore your own health ... silly *headpats* see you later 💙💙💙

Karoh

As someone who donated a bit to the subathon, I have no problem with swapping the goal out (knowing you, you will come up with something even better), but I have a strong feeling you are overthinking what we expected from it.

Justin

Hiiii imouto! I love listening to you ramble like this ☺️ I'm doing my best so I'll send some energy back your way for the winter burnout ❤️ looking forward to all the fun in the coming month! Love you!!

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~ 💙 love hearing u as always and you're always doing plenty enough for me 💙💙 im fine with swapping the donothon goal, tbh im not a fan of that stuff so i would like anything else. pre2020 id go home for christmas but i stopped doing that and no longer feel like going home either l o l. now its just find somewhere to get wasted on new years lmao take more breaks like said u wanted to, zen 💙wouldnt want u to burnout T_T anyway have a good night/morning zen! 💙thinking bout u 💙💙💙

Rammuu

Good eats unc

Space

you don't have to do it , truthfully i don't care much for it but you did promise XD so either don't or do it in a way we can't even tell it's there ( like record it and edit it so it sounds like you're pouring some tea during one of the asmr premiere ( if you use different ones people will never know wich one for sure :D )

Sofaknee

I'd personally look forward to it, but if there is an alternative that feels right and everyone likes it, I don't mind if it was switched. Let us know if you want suggestions or if you have anything in mind