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message! for you! go listen! now! you need it!

uuuu i'm pretty tired today so i think i'm gonna leave it there~ message zenya will tell you everything okay! i'm just a little bit overwhelmed and stressed so i need to just not think about things for a bit 😴

but hey, don't worry, really i'm doing great, it's just that my mind is blank nyaaaa~

see you again sooon big looove 💙

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Akhe (アキ)

Thanks for the goodnight message and encouragement, imouto! Really nice to hear from you as I'm drifting off to sleep. 💤 I always enjoy hearing cute stories about your old jobs and experiences during these messages. You've been working really hard for us, so make sure you get plenty of rest too! 💙 Apothecary Diaries is a really good show, definitely a good pick to get back into anime! Hope you enjoy watching it as much as I did. I agree with you on Death Note too, it's always weird seeing the genius archetype character making such dumb decisions when you reread old stuff. Our time together in December has been really nice so far and I'm looking forward to all the fun times we have left for the month. I can't wait to see all the cool stuff you have planned! 🎄 I've been really grateful to have you lately, Zenya! Chatting with you today during the meet and greet was a moment I'll always treasure. Hope I can return some of that happiness to you as well. You deserve it and so much more. Love you lots and lots, my treasured imouto wife! 💙💙💙

Chooie6

thanks for the sweet message. you definitely gotta give yourself time to unwind and rest sometimes. obviously for me i found you through your asmr and outside of that i spend my free time playing games reading and watching anime and manga and of course watching yt. of course as a streamer you end up doing things you want as a stream but if you dont have actual interaction with people even as an introvert it can get lonely. hang in there zenya!

Brovencrone vi Lolitannia XLII

Thank ya much for this week Zenya 💙 I wonder if you're tired from a low social battery after today, but from what I saw the Pengoons had a wonderful time. Next time for sure I'll be there to thank ya in person for all you do. Mentioned it already, but the 3D patreon stream was extra fun, definitely hope to see more with such an outfit...and those moves 💦 That anxiety and dread that hangs around when you're just laying around sometimes hits me a lot. It's not like one should be always productive and not rest, but there's that looming fear of stagnation kinda? I also like to use the time to check out some shorter stories or anime series rather than sit and scroll or play idle games these days. In the event you're taking recommendations of short and good lookin series, I'd recommend in no order: Takopi's Original Sin Train to the End of the World Gunbuster (1988 OVA) E33's definitely a good experience, though I think it's definitely better enjoyed offline (if only to encourage others to experience it themselves too), but it's got enough meat on it to warrant taking at its own pace. XBCX alone I spent 99hrs on in the Wii U version so I can see why you want to work through it 😅 This humble Pengoon's gonna fire up some more of imouto's ASMR to sleep tonight, I might only get 4 hours but I get them fast due to Commander's help 💙

JustBnake

Hi zenyaaaaa. The best girl in the worrrld the most amazing imoutooo. Writing this just before bed im pretty sleepy….lets both relax and get some nice sleep!! My posture while doing the vr stuff today was horrendous omg my back is hurting so bad 😭 its more than worth it though…im so glad i got to talk to you. It really makes me happy. Maybe next time i’ll be less nervous..and a bit more prepared for what to expect! I actually kinda wanna do my own custom model maybe i’ll try making something 💙 Uuu im so glad i dont have to stand all day where i work anymore. When i first started out i was in a similar boat where i had no chair at all!! Eventually i got moved to a desk position which is nice. Honestly i feel similar with anime. I really like watching but its kinda hard to find time for it. Watching manga feels like so much less of a time commitment its really convenient. The only anime im actively watching rn is one piece…its peak im afraid. For manga i read sooo much theres just a lot of really good stuff out there. Right now im reading vinland saga…its so good 😭 Im really looking forward to the rest of the weeek zenya. I like spending my time with you it makes me happy. Thank you for the encouragement i love youuuu. Bye bye imouto 💙

Duke Flery

Thanks for the message Zenya! Looking forward to next week! 💙

AffeMitKrebs

very happy to here about what jobs you have done in the past, so happy to here that you are watching apothecary diaries cant wait to here your full opinion on it

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~ 💙very fun weekend with u💙💙💙patreon 3d stream is peak >///< even though that wasnt a fulfillment center job, certainly sounds like the avg amz warehouse job, p rough so glad u didnt have to stay there💙 spending free time doing happier things is something i wish i did way earlier, especially now that i barely have free time T_T def good to spend ur time doing what u enjoy💙💙 good night zen 💙💙💙excited for what u have planned and as always im so happy to hear u💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Thank you for the rambling Zenya 💙💙 The 3D stream was amazing and fun 🤤💙💙 Can't wait to spend the rest of the year with you and many more 😊💙💙 I love you a lot mwah💙💙

Vic

Hi Zenya~ 💙 It's pretty interesting to hear about your past. The first 2 jobs I worked involved a lot of standing too, and having flat feet did not make any of that easier. I get plenty movement in my current one and I'm really glad I do! I still loathe these cold concrete buildings, even if the pay was better. The meet and greet today was so fun! I had some issues at the start and I just couldn't figure out what caused it. Turns out some settings were borked so at least it was a quick fix. I probably ran into some people cause of it so apologies if I did. I tried my best for my part but you could probably still hear the shaking in my voice. The Apothecary Diaries hmm? A friend of mine can't stop talking about it so I gave it a shot but it wasn't for me so I only watched the first 2 episodes. I still vividly remember my weaboo past.. and it still makes me cringe to no ends to see remnants of it 😭 I like to watch some anime too sometimes, but it's not something I actively seek out nowadays. Let's do our best this week too, as always! You always work so hard for us, especially today, so you absolutely have to get lots of rest too, okay? Goodnight dear, love you lots 💙

taeee.

Thank you for the amazing week zenya, I can't cherish my time with you enough 💙 I have a friend that works at Amazon and he has the same problems as you did, I'm glad you don't have to deal with work like that anymore and you can just stay here with us!! I've been recommended the apothecary diaries a lot... Maybe I should get into it but I'll see, I'm glad you're getting into more things you want to do instead of doomscrolling though! Hope you can get into more anime and manga. It was really nice meeting you today and I had a ton of fun with you as well, my hearts very full of imouto love and I hope you rest well, you really deserve it 💙💙

Jaydhd

Hello darling ~ 💙 Minecraft was indeed fun, I hope next time you get to see my house and the completed projects I'm working on! Our special time yesterday was also super fun, I wouldn't mind a similar VR stream next week! Today was super busy for you and I'm proud of you! Having to stand all day is rough, your old job sounds chungus. I'm glad you're not there anymore and with us! Thanks for the words of encouragement as usual, they really help 💙 I'm also really proud of you and look forward to all the fun Christmas stuff to come!! You did amazing today! I think you're better at speaking than you realize! I'm the one who froze and was too nervous and blanked hah. It's embarrassing cause that never happens to me, I'm usually not shy or anything but you just have that effect on me I suppose. 💙 Apothecary diaries is actually a good anime, I think you'll enjoy that one. I also used to binge but not so much anymore. Deathnote is one of my first intros to anime too, let us know your thoughts when you finish! Bravely default is kino and I'm glad you're enjoying the game. Claire obscure E33 is a good game, I think you'll enjoy it, but it's a shame not to watch you stream. I'm content hearing your thoughts on the game though. I'll rest but you make sure to rest well too, you had a busy day 💙 Good night and I'm always looking forward to more time together! 💙

Skyunai

Saturday was amazing, your amazing, yesterday was amazing too, you're amazing! Thank you so much for everything you do Zen, you're the best 💙💙💙 My job requires me standing anf carrying heavy boxes here and there for 8 hours a day lol, its rough on your body, but you eventually get used to it, at some point your body doesn't hurt anymore But you are a princess that deserve a comfy life! Nii-chan will carry the burden of a J*b so that you can be comfy! Mmmmwah, you keep it up too princess 💙💙💙 You deserve the positivity and support! You're a good girl doing her best! I hear the Apothecary diaries is good, I haven't watched it yet... maybe I should I used to watch anime all the time too, but irs dropped off for me in recent years yeah... I got my 2DS XL a few days ago, I modded and and have been playing Monster Hunter 4 ultimate, I started playing bravely default as well its very fun! I got a custom skin coming for it and I cant wait for you to see it I hear E33 is very good, I haven't gotten around to playing it myself... maybe soon. Love you imouto! Mmmmwah, thank you for everything you do for us, you're amazing 💙💙💙💙

Justin

Hi Zenya! It's nice hearing from you again! I've never looked forward to the holidays more than now 🥰 Yay for watching anime again, hoping for an anime movie night still! Tho I hugely agree that some seem like it's just better to read them! But anyway love you lots imouto!! ❤️

wuwwers

Hi darling, lots of thanks for the encouragement! Happy to hear your voice, I'm still riding the high from the meet and greet yesterday, wanna hang out with you every day but that's just the greedy little guy in me yelling, Saturday was a lot of fun both Minecraft and the VR Chat stream later in the evening 💙 Man that job really sounded so freaking rough, like literally buying stools for the poor workforce just to like take them away after that LOL jesus.. I believe in you Zenya, you're the best, the goodest girl, I'm turbo proud of you and I'm like a little crazy about you... Love you very much little sis💙💙

ThermalGeist

hey Zen, - saturday was amazing - thanks for the meet and greed💙💙💙, you know i was pretty nervous, shy by nature then the esl part, but i thought Imouto has to do suffer much more then me, so i took the leap and do not regret it. You managed the conversation very good and i am proud of you. - The Apothecary Diaries is good, enjoy! - Death note Anime was also my first real Japanise anime, sure i have seen pokemon, DBZ, naruto or One Piece on TV but it was always German Dub and censored i found out later - i do not get why stools/chairs are such a no go above the ocean, like i always see videos of cashiers at American supermarkets that are not allowed to sit. here all cashier are sitting and we have that meme that german supermarkets are lighning fast. see you later💙💙💙

Goatfort

Old bosses need correction of the violent kind.💢 And yeah sitting all day will fug you up. sitting during the LOTR marathon is still hurting my behind. I just realized I have not been following anime for like 2 seasons and I haven't read manga in 2 months... I should fix that. For E33 if you enjoy rhythm-games you might enjoy it. Love you.💙💙💙

Sharkington

Saturday night stream was very good, 3d is powerful... I could get addicted to that 😳 That job you had sounds really miserable... so glad we have you streaming and here with us instead!! The no chair thing is so weird to me, I swear it's some true boomer "work ethic" garbage or something. I'm kind of fortunate that my job is more dealing with long bouts of boredom and nothingness than something physically demanding. Anyway... lets have a good new week! 💙

Rockman Raiden

Back to business. Thanks for giving my shirt back, sis. 💙